Title: Black Eyes, Blue Tears
Author: mmmlovethathhh
Disclaimer: They aren't mine, if they were I wouldn't have write about them. Jordan Davis is my creation.
Category: Drama, Angst, Romance, and what ever else may come along.
Characters: HHH/Other, Kevin Nash/Other, Various other wrestlers
Rating: R – NC 17 M/F sex
Notes: This is my first attempt at Wrestling Fan Fiction, I have wrote other stuff but not wrestling, Mostly TV Fic.
Feedback: Yes Please with Triple H and Big Sexy on top! Send it to mmmlovethathhh@yahoo.com
Archiving: Just let me know where and it's yours
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Four Fucking years and shows in Dallas never got any easier. God damn it why couldn't he get over her. He had never loved anyone as deeply as he had loved her. 'Who the Fuck am I kidding I still love her damn it' Paul thought as he slammed the door to his hotel room and flopped down on the bed. While they were together they had been inseparable. She was with him almost every night on the road. Everyone on the roster had loved her, she was like a little mother hen making sure everyone had what they needed, making sure they ate right, got enough rest and tended to their injuries.
"You all right Paul" Kevin asked pulling him back to reality.
"Yeah just great, I lost the damn match tonight cause I wasn't paying attention"
"She was there you know" Kevin said quietly.
"What…?" Paul asked looking up.
"Sitting first row center…I thought maybe you seen her that's you weren't concentrating."
"No, if I would have seen her I would have been able to concentrate…I was looking for her hoping maybe she was there" Paul whispered.
"What happened between the two of you anyway"?
"Same old shit, she wanted a commitment and I was to scared to give her one, so she left and found someone who would."
"Are you the big bad fearless one admitting you were scared of a woman?" Kevin asked trying to make Paul smile.
"Yeah but if you tell anyone I'll deny it then kick your ass" Paul said laughing.
"Come on buddy, let's get some sleep. You'll feel better once we get out of here tomorrow." Kevin said flipping off the light and rolling over.
"Thanks Kev" Paul said closing his eyes.
"Your welcome buddy" Kev said hearing Paul already softly snoring.
An hour later both Kevin and Paul were woke from a sound sleep by someone pounding on the door impatiently.
"This better be fucking good" Kev grumbled crawling out of his bed. Paul was in his with a pillow covering his head trying to block out the sound.
"WHAT?" Kevin growled wrenching the door open to find a panicked Stephanie McMahon standing there.
"Where is Paul?" Steph said pushing her way past him.
"What do you want Steph it's like 1:30 in the morning?" Paul asked the pillow muffling his words.
"Paul get up, you've got to help her" Stephanie said her voice rough with emotion.
"Help who?" Paul grumbled.
"Jordan she's in trouble, she called me on my cell phone hysterical, screaming something about he was going to kill her then I heard a crash and the phone went dead" Stephanie said causing Paul to sit up straight in bed.
"Where is she at?" Kev asked as Paul jumped out of bed and grabbed his pants.
"Home, her home number came up on my caller id, Paul you've got to help her. The man is crazy, he wouldn't hesitate to seriously hurt her especially if he's been drinking."
"Calm down Steph, do you know where she lives?" Kevin asked as Paul rushed past them.
"I'll show you, the police should be there, I called them when I couldn't through to her" Stephanie said as the three of them ran down the hall.
Kevin drove his rental at a break neck speed, thank god it was late at night and no cops were around he surely would have been arrested for speeding.
15 minutes later he pulled to a screeching halt in front of a two story Victorian house. Paul jumped out of the car before Kevin had completely stopped and a police officer grabbed him.
"Sir you can't go in there we have a hostage situation on our hands" the officer yelled trying to wrestle him to the ground.
"Do something God Dammit" Paul growled.
"Paul come on let them do their job" Kev said pulling Paul back to the car.
"Officer, I'm Stephanie McMahon, I'm the one who called the police, he's just not holding Jordan hostage he's holding her son hostage too" Stephanie said tears streaming down her face.
"Jesus…Chief we have a little boy in their along with his mother" the officer called out.
"How old is the boy?" The Chief asked coming up to Stephanie.
"Three" Stephanie said looking at Paul and wanting to die.
Paul's face crumbled as he looked at Stephanie, "Did you say three". He croaked out.
Stephanie walked to him and touched his shoulder gently, "Yes, Paul your son is in that house"
Meanwhile inside the house:
"You God Damn Slut now look what's happened the cops are outside" Alex Jordan's husband screamed kicking her in the ribs again.
Jordan groaned, every inch of her body hurt, she tried to open her eyes but it was no use, she knew they had swollen shut. She prayed that Nicolas would stay put in his hiding spot.
"FUCK" Alex yelled pacing back in forth holding the gun in his hand.
"I should just kill you now you bitch, you just had to go there tonight didn't you. Did you go there to tell him about his son? I bet you thought he'd take pity on you and take you away. Let me tell you something you aint leaving this house unless it's in a body bag" Alex said his voice cold as ice.
"You leave my momma alone," Nicolas cried running to his mother.
"You little bastard get away from her," Alex screamed at the little boy back handing him.
Rage boiled in Jordan as she heard her son hit the wall with a sickening thud. Somewhere from down deep with in she found the strength to kick her legs and swipe Alex's fee out from under him causing him to fall backward and the gun to go off.
"MOVE…MOVE…MOVE" the chief yelled hearing a weapon discharge.
"OH GOD NO" Paul screamed running for the house, just before he got to the door Kevin tackled him and put a choke hold on him to keep him down on the ground.
"Come on Paul, your just going to be in the way, let them do their job" Kevin said fighting to keep him on the ground and away from the house.
"Paul please, your not going to help Jordan any by charging in there and killing him" Stephanie pleaded tears streaming down her face.
"They can't be dead" Paul whimpered going limp as Kev and Steph held him tight.
Three hours later Paul sat by Jordan's bed holding her hand, both her and Nicolas were going to be fine. Nicolas had a few minor bumps and bruise and was released to Stephanie upon Jordan's request. By the time Paul was allowed back to see her she was sleeping comfortably with the help of medication.
"Why didn't you come to me?" Paul whispered stroking her cheek gently as tears ran down his cheeks. He couldn't stand to see her face battered and bruised, one eye was black and blue, four ribs fractured as well as various other bruises covered her body. The doctor had told them that he wanted to keep her over night for observation but most likely she could go home sometime the next afternoon.
Paul was deep in thought when Jordan stirred "Nico" she cried out trying to sit up.
"Easy Baby, Nicolas is fine. He is back at the hotel with Stephanie and Linda" Paul said leaning over her.
"Paul, What are you doing here?" Jordan whispered her voice almost gone due to Alex trying to strangle her.
"Stephanie came and got me when you called her on her cell phone" Paul said tenderly.
"Oh god…you know about Nicolas," she whispered as a single tear rolled out of her good eye.
Paul looked down at her and smiled "Yes I do and he's amazing"
"I can explain" Jordan whispered struggling to sit up.
"There will plenty of time for that later, I just wanted to make sure you were going to be alright, I'm headed back to the hotel to relieve Steph"
"Is Nicolas alright, Alex hit him so hard, I thought he broke something"
"Nicolas is fine, a little scared and has nice bump on his head from where he hit the wall, but he's fine. He keeps asking for you."
"Tell him I love him and will see him soon" Jordan whispered not looking at Paul.
"I will sweetheart," Paul said walking out the door
Paul arrived back at the hotel dead tired and went directly to his room where he knew Stephanie had taken him. Kevin had graciously agreed to share a room with Shane once they decided Nicolas was coming back to the hotel with them
'His Son' Paul thought amazed at the concept.
"How is he?" Paul whispered seeing Nicolas curled up in a ball on the bed.
"Scared, he kept asking if Alex was going to get him"
"That man better never step foot near my son again" Paul hissed out.
"Don't worry about it, Mom is having our attorney's talk to Jordan tomorrow about filing for divorce and a Order Of Protection for her and Nicolas"
"Good"
"How was Jordan when you left the hospital?"
"Worried about Nicolas, I think she's afraid if Alex gets out of jail he'll come after them"
"I'm asking her to come on the road with us, she'll be safer that way"
"I was thinking the same thing, I wouldn't be able to work knowing they were here by themselves." Paul said kicking off his shoes.
"Get some sleep, Nicolas will probably sleep late. He was exhausted."
"Thanks for everything Steph"
"No thanks needed, Jordan is my best friend and Nicolas is my god child, I would do anything for them"
"Steph why didn't Jordan tell me she was pregnant?" Paul asked as she made her way to the door.
"That is something you'll have to talk to Jordan about, I can't betray her trust"
"She wanted to explain…but I wouldn't let her. I was too angry"
"Paul I will tell you she didn't do it intentionally"
"Steph I know she is your best friend, but don't defend her alright, she didn't tell me that I had a child, a child that she let someone else raise as his own and subjected my son to an abusive life."
"Paul I know you're angry but I really think you should listen to her side of things before you jump to conclusion's" Steph said simply as she walked out the door.
Paul sighed as Stephanie shut the door and gazed down at his son, a child he didn't even know. Yes he was angry and he had every right to be. But something in him softened as he watched his son sleep. Three years ago he hadn't been ready to be a father and he had told her that when she asked him if he had wanted kids. 'That's why she didn't tell me, she knew she was pregnant we talked about it.' Paul thought to himself.
Paul thought about everything that had been said and done that night and cursed himself, she had gone through everything by herself just so she wouldn't be forcing a child on him he didn't want. Paul had known as soon as she left him that he had made the biggest mistake of his life by not stopping her from going. He wasn't going to loose her a second time. He still loved her, he just wasn't sure if he was still IN love with her, but he wouldn't take no for an answer 'she was going with him on the road and he was getting to know his son no matter what she said.
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Kevin lay awake staring at the ceiling. Paul was a damn fool. How could he have let Jordan walk away like that? If she had been his he would have fought tooth and nail to keep her with him. Shawn had said once that Kevin was a little in love with Jordan, at the time Kevin had just laughed it off, knowing damn well his friend was right. He had been in love with her, but she was Paul's girl so he stayed his distance. He would have given anything to know how it felt to be loved by her. She was so sweet and loving. Seeing her lying in that hospital bed had nearly torn him apart. He wanted to smack Paul upside his head for being a jackass. Kevin lay there for another hour tossing and turning before he decided to go to the hospital to see Jordan. The Doctor had told them Jordan was going to be fine but he needed to see her again for his own peace of mind. Kevin quickly dressed and made his way through the hotel bumping into Sean Waltman on the way out.
"Hey Nash, where are you headed"
"I have something I need to take care of," Kevin said as he kept on walking.
"Sean knew exactly where Kevin was going, he didn't need to be told. He hoped that now that Jordan was back it wouldn't cause a war between his two closest friends.
Kevin drove to the hospital and parked his truck in the emergency room parking lot.
Walking in to the emergency room he stopped at the registration counter. "Can I help you sir?" a young woman asked looking up her eyes growing wide.
Kevin looked down at the young woman and gave his sexiest grin, "My sister was brought in here tonight and admitted, and I've only just arrived from Arizona. I know it's after visiting hours but I was wondering if I could see her for a few minutes."
"Of course Mr.…N…"
"Please don't use my name just call me Kevin," He said looking around the busy waiting room.
"Of course go right on through, do you have her room number?" the nurse asked nervously.
"Yes I do, thanks doll," Kevin said pushing through the security doors to the emergency room as she buzzed the doors.
Kevin made his way through the hospital and quietly snuck into Jordan's room. Pulling up a chair he sat down.
"Kevin what are you doing here?" Jordan asked opening her eyes.
"I wanted to make sure you were alright"
"I'll be alright, I've lived through worse. It's Nicolas that I'm worried about" Jordan whispered tears filling her eyes.
"Don't worry about Nicolas, kids are more resilient then we give them credit for, Besides he's got about 50 Wrestlers ready to pounce on anyone who might try to hurt him. That goes for you too."
"Thanks Kev, how have you been?" Jordan asked quietly.
"I was doing better before tonight, I swear you took 10 years off of my life."
"I'm sorry, this whole situation is a huge mess. I should have left Alex a long time ago. I've actually tried a couple of times but each time he promised he'd change. I guess I wanted to believe him. He had never hurt Nicolas before tonight. You have to believe that. I would have never stayed if he had."
"I believe you, I just have to wonder why you didn't call me and ask for my help. I would have protected you"
"You would have ended up in jail for, Paul too once you told him what was going on. I didn't want to involve you"
Kevin looked down at his hands and then back at Jordan. "Do you still love him?" he asked trying to keep his emotions in check not wanting to give anything away.
"Kevin I don't think I ever loved Alex, he was just there. I met him while I was on the rebound"
"I'm not talking about Alex, I'm talking about Paul" Kevin said gently.
"Yes I do…"
Kevin cleared his throat and looked out the window. "Then I think the two of you have some serious talking to do."
"I will always love Paul he's my son's father, but I don't think I'm IN love with him"
Kevin looked at her the relief showing on his face, "I would feel better if you came on the road with us, just until this matter with Alex is settled. Paul and I can't protect you if you're here and we are running around the country. I know Stephanie and the rest of the crew would love to have you back with us."
"Kev, I know you care about us, but I refuse to let Alex run me from my home. I worked hard to buy that house."
"Jordan your too stubborn for your own good, I really don't think it's safe here for you and Nicolas, you want to protect your son don't you" Kevin asked playing the only card he knew would work.
"Kevin I can't believe you of all people would even ask me that question, you know I would do anything to protect my son." Jordan said angrily.
"Then say you'll come with us, I'll take time off work and stay here if you don't agree"
"Now you're playing dirty," Jordan said smiling up at him.
Kevin grinned as he pulled his cell phone out of his pocket, "Say yes or I'm calling Vince McMahon right now."
"Alright, Alright I'll come on the road with you guys"
"Now how hard was that?" Kevin asked looking at her with a smile.
Jordan grinned up at him, "Not hard at all after you black mailed me"
"Sorry but I knew you'd never let me take time off work to play Knight in Shining Armor"
"You're a brat you know that right"
"But you love me anyway, get some sleep I'll see you in the morning" Kevin said sitting back in his chair.
"Ummm…aren't you leaving?"
"Nope I'm going to sit right here and make sure the boogieman doesn't come get you" Kevin teased.
"My Hero"
'If only you really felt that way' Kevin thought to himself.
"Go back to the hotel, I'll be fine" Jordan said already starting to doze off.
"In a little while babe" Kevin whispered as he watched her sleep.
As Kevin watched Jordan sleep a nurse walked in to check her vitals "Sir, it's past visiting hours you shouldn't be here" The nurse whispered not wanting to wake her sleeping patient.
"I know I just need to make sure she was really alright, that bastard did a real number on her," Kevin whispered back.
"I'll tell you what as long as you're quiet and don't disturb her, I will let you stay, besides I don't think even security would be able to remove you from her side. You obviously love her very much."
"If it's that obvious then I'm in trouble"
"Why do you say that?" the nurse asked looking at him.
"Because Jordan and I are just friends, one of my best friends is in love with her, they have a child together" Kevin said quietly.
"He doesn't love her as much as you do"
"Why do you say that?"
"Because if he did he'd be sitting here instead of you, personally I think she's lucky to have a man love her as much as you do"
Kevin looked up and smiled at the nurse, "My name's Kevin, what's yours?"
Allison smiled at the handsome man sitting there trying to conceal his feelings, "I know who you are Mr. Nash, and my name is Allison Jacobs"
"It's nice to meet you Allison, and please call me Kevin"
"It's nice to meet you as well Kevin stay as long as you like"
"Thanks, but I'll just stay a little while longer" Kevin said smiling as she left the room.
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Paul woke up to a warm little body snuggled against him; he looked down at him in amazement. Nicolas was a spitting image of Paul at the same age. His mother was going to be ecstatic at the thought of another grandchild to spoil. Paul quietly got out of bed and headed for the bathroom wanting to take a shower. He was just getting in when he heard a terrified scream come from the other room. Wrapping himself in a towel he raced for the other room and found Nicolas cowering in the corner sobbing.
"Nicolas, it's ok pal," Paul said gently reaching for the child.
"Don't hurt me," Nicolas wailed hitting and kicking at Paul.
"No body is going to hurt you ever again buddy" Paul said wrapping his arms around the child and holding him against his chest so he wouldn't hurt himself.
"I want my mommy" Nicolas sobbed.
"I know you do, we'll go see Mommy in a little while" Paul whispered fighting back the tears. His son was an emotional mess. Alex Davis better pray he never came face to face with Paul.
"I want Aunt Stephie" Nicolas said calming down.
"Why don't we call her?" Paul said picking up the phone with one hand and dialed Stephanie's room while holding Nicolas with the other.
"Steph, it's Paul. Nicolas is awake and asking for you. Can you come down?"
"Of course I'll be down there in two minutes" Stephanie said hearing Nicolas crying softly in the background.
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Jordan woke up and slowly opened her eyes, the pain in her ribs was lessening a little, she looked to her left and smiled Kevin had stayed all night. He was going to have one hell of a sore neck she thought.
"Morning Mrs. Davis" a nurse said quietly as she walked through the door.
"Please, call me Jordan"
"Jordan I must say, you are very lucky to have a man love you as much as that one does"
Jordan shook her head and smiled, "You must be mistaken Kevin and I are just friends."
"Girl you must be blind, because that man is in love with you, I can see it and so can every other nurse on this floor. Did you know he slipped in here after hours last night to sit with you?"
"Yes I was still awake when he arrived, Kevin was just concerned about me we've been friends for years and he's my ex's best friend."
"One day you're going to see what we all see" she said gently as Kevin began to stir.
"Morning Mr. Nash, I thought you weren't staying?"
"Morning Allison, Morning Jordan, I must have fallen asleep" he said rubbing his eyes.
"HA, you aren't fooling anyone" Allison said with a chuckle as she left the room.
"Kevin you didn't have to say" Jordan said feeling a little uncomfortable since her talk with Allison.
"It's no big deal, I just fell asleep" Kevin told her standing up to stretch.
"Why don't you head back to the hotel, it's almost 10:30 I'm sure Paul and everyone is wondering where you're at"
Kevin looked at her and gave her one of his cockeyed looks,"Yeah I guess we can't have Paul thinking anything,"
"Where did that attitude come from?" Jordan asked hurt by his attitude.
"For you're information I don't give a shit about what Paul Levesque thinks, you're my friend Kevin and if you're worried about me and want to come visit me Paul has nothing to say about it. The only thing he does have a say about is his son"
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it the way it sounded" Kevin told her with a sigh as the doctor walked in.
"Morning Mrs. Davis, how are you feeling?"
"I'm feeling better except when I move the wrong way"
"You're ribs are going to be sore for a few weeks till they heal, I'm going to go ahead and release you, however I don't want you to be alone. I'll have the nurse come in and give you instructions."
"Don't worry Doc, she won't be alone, I just have one question for you though. Is she fit to travel?"
"Travel as in how?" The Doctor asked looking at Kevin.
Kevin went on to explain his plan and the doctor agreed completely with him, since Jordan had no family in the area the doctor thought it best she go with Kevin and her friends on the road. He was extremely pleased when he found out there was a physician that traveled with the company and would be able to look after her injuries."
"You aren't going to let me out of going with you are you?"
"Nope sorry Darlin' you're stuck with me." Kevin said leaning down and kissing her cheek.
"You and 50 other people who are going to be watching me like a hawk" Jordan teased.
"Trust me Darlin' your going to get the royal treatment we've all missed you. I'm going to go call Stephanie and tell her you're being released and that I'm bringing you back to the hotel."
Kevin walked out of the room and bumped into Allison who was coming in with the instructions, "Is there a phone I can use?" Kevin asked quietly.
"Just ask Marina at the desk tell her I said you could use our phone"
"Thanks Allison"
"Not a problem lover boy" she teased.
Kevin grinned, Allison Jacobs was a woman who didn't back down when he believed something.
Allison walked into Jordan's room to find her trying to get out of bed, "Easy there" Allison said helping her to her feet.
"Damn it, if Kevin and Paul see me like this they are going to be up my ass twenty four hour's a day" Jordan said grumpily.
"Hey that might not be a bad thing," Allison said winking at her.
"Very funny, you don't know Paul he can be a royal pain in the ass, Kevin he'll back off a little if I ask him to. Paul is a macho jerk half the time"
Allison looked at Jordan completely confused. "Who's Paul?"
"Paul Levesque, my ex, my son's father"
"Paul's not the one who did this too you is he?" Allison asked helping Jordan into the bathroom.
"No that would be my husband, Alex the biggest mistake of my life."
"Don't worry, I have a feeling you're husband isn't getting past your guard dog out there"
"I just wish I could stay in my own home, I don't like being dependent on people"
"At times we all need someone to turn to," Allison said standing back as Jordan leaned against the sink looking in the mirror.
"Yeah but who do I turn to?" Jordan whispered to herself hearing the door to her room open as Allison pulled the door to the bathroom shut.
"That's something you'll have to figure out on your own, just give yourself time find yourself again before you decide."
"Why is it I get the feeling you know exactly what you're talking about?" Jordan asked turning to look at Allison.
"Because I do, my ex-husband was a controlling abusive bastard just like yours. I lived with him for 7 years before I finally had enough. I packed my stuff and moved here. It's not going to be easy getting past this but with a friend like Kevin I think you'll do fine, you just need to trust him."
"I trust Kevin with my life, I'm just not sure about my heart"
"What about you're sons father?" Allison asked as she handed Jordan her pants.
"To much time has gone by, besides I hid the fact I had his child from him, even if I wanted to I don't think we could work things out."
"Do you love him?"
"As my sons father but I'm not in love with him"
Allison handed Jordan her shirt and smiled, "Like I said just give it time, you need to heal emotionally before you get into a new relationship"
"Thanks for listening to a complete stranger tell you her problems."
"Not a problem you remind me of someone I used to know"
"Who's that?" Jordan asked opening the door to the bathroom.
"Me"
"I got worried when I came in and you weren't here, I thought you might have run out on me." Kevin said smiling at her.
"Yeah as if I could run fast enough," Jordan said with a small laugh.
"I got a hold of Stephanie and Paul, they'll be waiting for us at the hotel, Nicolas had a rough morning."
"What happened?" Jordan asked looking up the worry showing on her face.
"Paul went to take a shower and no one was there when Nicolas woke up. He got scared and screamed, Paul came running out of the bathroom, Nicolas obviously didn't know who he was and was afraid Paul was going to hurt him, Paul had to call Stephanie down to the room to calm him down, he's alright now that Steph told him you would be there soon."
"Allison how fast can you get me discharged, my son needs me?" Jordan asked fighting back tears.
"I just have to go over these instructions and you're out of here" Allison said sympathetically.
Allison went over Jordan's discharge papers making sure Jordan would follow them to the letter, she handed her a bottle of painkillers from the hospital pharmacy and they said good-bye.
Once Kevin had Jordan in the truck, she broke down. "Oh god" she said sobbing as Kevin got into the truck.
"Hey what's this" he said gently pulling her into his arms.
"I've made such a mess out of things, I have a husband who if he get's released is going to do everything in his power to find me, a son who is afraid of his biological father, and Paul is never going to speak to me again for lying to him about Nicolas."
"Number 1 Alex is not getting anywhere near you, I can guarantee that, 2. Nicolas is only three, he's probably going to be afraid of all of us for awhile he just watched his mother get the hell beat out of her by the one person who was supposed to protect the two of you, and 3. If Paul is so selfish that he takes Nicolas's fears out on you and blames you for anything I will personally kick his ass. This is not you're fault Jordan" Kevin whispered against her hair.
"I just wish…"
"You wish what darlin?
"Nothing" Jordan said pulling back from Kevin.
"Jordan before we go, I want you to know you can come to me anytime day or night if you need something, I don't care what it is."
"Even if it's someone to take my frustrations out on?" Jordan asked teasing him.
"Even that" Kevin said giving her a wink as he started the truck and pulled out into traffic."