Life Without You

It is bad. Real bad. When I awaken from the sun's early rays', there is no one to take in that breath taking moment with. It seems as if I only get to see you in my heart-broken dreams. And again I search my past to find those beautiful dreams. But that is one thing. Actually living without you makes me want to stay in those dreams forever, never awakening. But slumber only lasts so long until a new day has come. I sometimes wonder "Why stay? I can stop this right here right now?" But then I remember all that I "live" for. My two beautiful sons, My family, my friends. But they can never patch up that hole in my heart. The only things that are left are those sweet, cherished memories. That's all. They are all I have. I must keep hanging on to them, to remember the good, but.like I said nothing one can patch up that hole in my heart. It's bad. Real bad.