So Hide

Lonely in my dream I sleep away my fears

Lonely in my home I wipe away my tears

Lonely in my bed I long for something real

Lonely in my mind I cry to make me feel

Hiding behind smiles never to be real

Hiding in the darkness hoping to feel

Hiding from open doors in order to sustain

Hiding from the perils that would succeed in pain

I am an orphan

Waiting for that someone

I am an orphan

Someone to never come

I am a loser looking to the past

I am a loser wanting it to last

I am a loser for running away

I am a loser hiding from the day

Yet there is no answer for what I am

So that's why I live to become a man

So I wont see myself as no one

So I can call myself a someone

~JeM