All for Affection

DC: I don't own anything and/or anyone Harry Potter related although I would lobe to own Draco. This story is all I own with the name Harry Potter on it.

A/N: This chapter is for Carrie-san, my best friend. Thanx for everything!

Ch 1 – Heartbreak

Hermione

6:30pm Monday, September 25th ~

Hogwarts, Gryffindor Tower, on my bed.

I can't believe he did this to me. After everything we had. He thought it wasn't good enough. Thought I wasn't good enough. And in front of all his friends too while holding her hand! The arrogance! Stupid Pansy Parkinson and her stupid ways of boy stealing. Good on her for leaving Draco though. But Draco did seem rather upset afterwards. But Viktor… I thought he meant it when he said he loved me. But I guess that's what makes him so much like any other boy in the world… inconsiderate… always looking for someone younger and skinnier than the last...never satisfied. All I can do now is cry and try to mend my broken heart. At least Ron, Harry and Ginny are here to help me… I need some chocolate. Or coffee. Or to have all the guys on this planet disappear. No, not just him ALL of them. Suddenly, being a lesbian doesn't look so bad.

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9:00pm Monday, September 25th ~

Hogwarts, Gryffindor Tower, on my bed.

I cried so long that I didn't even want dinner today. I sat at the opposite end of the table from him because I knew he'd be boasting about the latest thing he did with his little 'Buttercup' as he calls her. Too bad for the stupid git since he actually thinks she likes him. Ron offered to try to hex him but I knew that Ron's old wand would blow up on him again so I said I would do it myself. I was so angry. Why I didn't do it is beyond me since he deserves it. The little snake. But that's what makes me better than them. I won't stoop to the level of a little snake.

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10:25am Tuesday, September 26th ~

Hogwarts, South-West Wing, Charms class.

Old Flitwick seems shorter than usual today. I suppose it's because Neville's shrink charm missed his pillow and hit Flitwick instead, even if I did perform the growth charm back on the tiny man. Ron, Harry and I have been taking the long way to a lot of our classes because we know he'd be there. As well as Malfoy. Sure, it made us unbelievably late for herbology just now but that isn't on my mind right now.

I can't seem to concentrate on my work anymore. I found myself writing 'I hate you I hate you..' all over my potions notes. Snape saw and took 50 points away for being disrespectful and not paying attention. I guess he thought I was writing that about him. But it was really about the ruddy idiot who broke my heart. I know I'm better than him but why can't I stop crying?

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2:30pm Tuesday, September 26th ~

Hogwarts, Gryffindor Tower, Tea Time

I tried using my studies as a way to try to forget him. I guess it isn't working since when I tried turning my teacup into a rat, I got a turtle with a rat's tail instead. When I tried turning it back, the cup would snap at you if you tried to pick it up. I'm now another lonely witch in Hogwarts. I think I shall start a club for the lonely...

I've been thinking. What would life be like if the world was only inhabited on the surface by women? How great would society be if women ran the world and men were kept simply for reproductive and eye candy purposes? Wouldn't life be fabulous? *sigh* A girl can only dream... Sure it's the almost as unlikely as Malfoy falling for me but I need something to hope for.

Bless Harry, Ron and Ginny for helping me through this.

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8:00pm Tuesday, September 26th ~

Hogwarts, Gryffindor Tower, on my bed

I hate him! I hate that boy! Some days, Ron is such an idiot. Why did he have to do that!? I suppose I'd have to explain myself dear diary since you've been such a good friend. Ron became extremely dim and challenged the little snake to a duel after dinner. Of course, Harry, Ginny and I were trying to back him off but once Ron's mind is set, we both know he won't change his mind. Ever. I had to use the Petrificus Totalus hex to keep him in the common room. Mind you Professor McGonagall came in because George and Fred set off a bunch of Filibuster's Fireproof Water-Started Fireworks inside the chimney again and the roof has a hole in it now. Pavarti went straight to Professor McGonagall's office and brought her back to the common room. McGonagall saw Ron lying petrified on the floor, undid the spell and I got into trouble for using a hex on another student. So now I have to do detention with McGonagall for the next week and we lost 35 house points.

Funny how when you think life can't get worse something else comes and bites you in the ass.

Now Ron is mad at me and Harry and I are trying to get him to understand that if I didn't do it he'd end up in a worse curse than the Petrificus Totalus. Boys are so stupid. I am seriously thinking of asking Lavender to be my girlfriend.

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