i wake at night digging through my dreams to find his face once more...
if only i could force myself to utter those three simple words..
but i can't..
no one can know...

he coulden't love me...
i am merely a student...
another rotten child...
here to take up his time...

morning arrives and i face the mirror...
the dark under my eyes has grown...
sleep has become a stranger to me now...
all i can do is think of his lips on mine...

it has grown in my mind...
so unbearable i cannot hide...
it has taken over every aspect of my being....
i feel as though i am about to break....

i love him....

To be continued!....