"She wanted me to stay happy."
"How did you know?"
"When you love someone, you would absolutely know what she wants, what she thinks,
what she feels."
Mitsui remained still for a while. He knew he was right. He knew Kogure was really
right. He thought that maybe he was really sad and suffering when that happened but he
kept going because of the "hope" he called. Maybe Hisami, his sister, wanted him to be
peaceful in any way after she left him. Maybe she wanted him to be happy. Maybe she
wanted him to forgive the man. Anyway, how foolish he was not realizing all of this?
They both remained still and silent. No move. No word. No sound. No nothing. It was
night time then. The stars were lit bright as if they are lighting the whole place for both of
them. It was as if they were watching them sit still. As if. As if they were listening.
As if. The moon wasn't there yet just like when it all happened. You won't here
anything right now. All you could hear is the gentle breeze that touches the ground and
moves all the leaves away. Funny isn't it? How we ignore the gentle breeze? How we
unnoticed it? But in the end we realize how it touched all the things in its way. How we
realize its touch when its too late. Too late. But however, we realize that's its never
too late when you want to keep going. never too late.
"Foolish." Mitsui suddenly broke the silence.
"Huh?"
"That's what I am. Foolish I was not to realize that I should have done the same thing
you did when your girlfriend died. I should have forgiven that man. That man she
probably loved. That man who I never knew."
"Mitsui."
"And you should forgive yourself as well smart guy."
Serenity was found in the eyes of the glass man. So calm, so pure. So peaceful, it was so
far from the eyes he possessed a while ago, the eyes of a person suffering in so much
pain. So much pain.
"Your sister probably loved you.Mitsui."
"We lead different lives. What do you know."
"She probably loved you, the way I loved my angel. Hisami. Hisami Mitsui."
The person they were talking about was only one. Hisami, Hisami Mitsui. Mitsui's only
sister and Kogure's first girl friend. The girl that gave meaning to their lives. The girl
who changed their lives as well. After two years of her death, it was who brought his
brother and boyfriend together to realize the reason why they must keep going. Why.
"Hisami. So it is her." Mitsui asked Kogure.
"I can't afford to get mad at you, since all this time you were suffering as well. All this
time, all I needed was to talk to you to give myself peace."
".Mitsui, your sister loved you. The way you loved her. And she wouldn't like to
see you be miserable. Those times are over. That's enough."
He stood up and walked away as tears continued flowing from his eyes. He ignored those
knowing that he did the right thing, for the brother of Hisami, for the brother of his
angel.
END
Love is really powerful isn't it? I wrote this because. I don't know. Writing has always been my hobby but I see to it that when I write something, I have all the inspirations I can get to accomplish it. So there you have it. Please review this right after you read it! Arigatou!
Another, I wrote this to fulfill some reader's request. I received some reviews and e-mails that they are looking forward for my next story so I wrote this, at the same time they wanted me to make my other fanfic longer but I really can't do that since its already finished, so I made this. This story is for the people who reviewed me on my first three stories.
"Twisted" is what I entitled this story because I think the main characters had given off some things because of guilt and in the end they realize how wrong they were blaming themselves.
M.D.W.
"How did you know?"
"When you love someone, you would absolutely know what she wants, what she thinks,
what she feels."
Mitsui remained still for a while. He knew he was right. He knew Kogure was really
right. He thought that maybe he was really sad and suffering when that happened but he
kept going because of the "hope" he called. Maybe Hisami, his sister, wanted him to be
peaceful in any way after she left him. Maybe she wanted him to be happy. Maybe she
wanted him to forgive the man. Anyway, how foolish he was not realizing all of this?
They both remained still and silent. No move. No word. No sound. No nothing. It was
night time then. The stars were lit bright as if they are lighting the whole place for both of
them. It was as if they were watching them sit still. As if. As if they were listening.
As if. The moon wasn't there yet just like when it all happened. You won't here
anything right now. All you could hear is the gentle breeze that touches the ground and
moves all the leaves away. Funny isn't it? How we ignore the gentle breeze? How we
unnoticed it? But in the end we realize how it touched all the things in its way. How we
realize its touch when its too late. Too late. But however, we realize that's its never
too late when you want to keep going. never too late.
"Foolish." Mitsui suddenly broke the silence.
"Huh?"
"That's what I am. Foolish I was not to realize that I should have done the same thing
you did when your girlfriend died. I should have forgiven that man. That man she
probably loved. That man who I never knew."
"Mitsui."
"And you should forgive yourself as well smart guy."
Serenity was found in the eyes of the glass man. So calm, so pure. So peaceful, it was so
far from the eyes he possessed a while ago, the eyes of a person suffering in so much
pain. So much pain.
"Your sister probably loved you.Mitsui."
"We lead different lives. What do you know."
"She probably loved you, the way I loved my angel. Hisami. Hisami Mitsui."
The person they were talking about was only one. Hisami, Hisami Mitsui. Mitsui's only
sister and Kogure's first girl friend. The girl that gave meaning to their lives. The girl
who changed their lives as well. After two years of her death, it was who brought his
brother and boyfriend together to realize the reason why they must keep going. Why.
"Hisami. So it is her." Mitsui asked Kogure.
"I can't afford to get mad at you, since all this time you were suffering as well. All this
time, all I needed was to talk to you to give myself peace."
".Mitsui, your sister loved you. The way you loved her. And she wouldn't like to
see you be miserable. Those times are over. That's enough."
He stood up and walked away as tears continued flowing from his eyes. He ignored those
knowing that he did the right thing, for the brother of Hisami, for the brother of his
angel.
END
Love is really powerful isn't it? I wrote this because. I don't know. Writing has always been my hobby but I see to it that when I write something, I have all the inspirations I can get to accomplish it. So there you have it. Please review this right after you read it! Arigatou!
Another, I wrote this to fulfill some reader's request. I received some reviews and e-mails that they are looking forward for my next story so I wrote this, at the same time they wanted me to make my other fanfic longer but I really can't do that since its already finished, so I made this. This story is for the people who reviewed me on my first three stories.
"Twisted" is what I entitled this story because I think the main characters had given off some things because of guilt and in the end they realize how wrong they were blaming themselves.
M.D.W.