O-okay! this is my FIRST fic-type-thing I've put on fanfic.net I hope it turns out well. This was written somewhere inbetween my math class, and double block of socials. And it's my idea of what Rei thinks. If you have something to add to my thoughts, or maybe you think i did something inaccuratly...tell me! i've only seen Evangelion up to Ep. 15 and read manga 1 &3 . So this is what I get from Rei so far!

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Tamashii No Fufuran The souls Refrain

What do I possess, other then my thoughts and soul?

I wear my mask of silence. and hide beneath an empty face. but now I've found something to hold onto, Eva is my link to life.

Comforted by Commander Ikari, Unsure of what I'm worth, He burnt his hands to save me, Surely there's death in rebirth.

Shinji is like me...in a way. but I see that I have less then him. people care about his existance, like Katsuragi. we are different...but still the same.

As...uka. pilot of Unit 02. why can't I understand her? What can't we get along?

My life is tainted red. by the blood spilt, both mine and yours. I hate red. crimson weakness...like my eyes.

I can't cry. that would be emotion. a submition to my fears. I must try not to be like that.

Who am I then? What am I?

I am me. pilot of Unit 00, the First Child. a man-made being. some one not sure what happiness means.

Some one being used to save humanity. a person to create chaos, and subdue it. I am the moon hidden by darkness. someday...I'll break free.

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Well then, What do you think? I had trouble on the verses talking about Shinji and Asuka. I couldn't reallyimagine what Rei thinks if them. I tried though!



"When my eyes close as if in prayer, the world dissapears into the darkness. Even so, my hearbeat starts, looking for a bounded eternity. souls refrain" --my fav. verse from 'Evangelion--Tamashii no rufuran'