FINDING HEART
CHAPTER SEVEN
BY DRAGONWIND
A/N: See chapters one and four for disclaimers
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Konner returned to his room and walked over to the bed. He sat down and ran his hand
through Aalyssa's hair. "Are you all right love? Would you like for me to stay?"
Aalyssa shook her head. "No, sweetheart. You can go back to your training. I am fine."
He glanced at his mother and smiled. "If you are sure," he said, kissing Aalyssa's
cheek. "Mother, I will be back before dinner."
"Certainly, darling." She stood and walked to the door with him. "Go with care, darling,"
Laure said softly.
He smiled and peered over her shoulder. "I will, Mother. And take care of my girl."
"Of course I will." Laure watched Konner open the door and leave as Donlugan brought
the lunches in.
"Master Konner," Donlugan greeted as he passed him. "Your Majesty? Where would
you like these?" he asked, indicating the trays.
"On the bed, please, Donlugan," Laure indicated, closing the door. "Aalyssa? Lunch is
here."
"So I see," Aalyssa said, sitting up.
"How are you, My Lady?" Donlugan asked, bowing slightly.
"Better, thank you," Aalyssa replied, bestowing a small smile on the man.
"Very good, My Lady. If you should need anything, just let Elspeth or myself know."
"I will, Donlugan." Before he could stand, Aalyssa pulled him toward her and gave him
a light kiss on the cheek. "Thank you for everything. Elspeth as well."
Donlugan smiled warmly at her. "It is our pleasure, My Lady." He reached over and
squeezed her hand with his. "We will always be there for you."
"Which tray is mine?" Aalyssa asked with a grin.
He peeked under the lids and pushed one over to her. "This one with the roasted
chicken, My Lady."
"Thank you." Aalyssa picked up the tray and balanced it on her lap. She watched Laure
walk Donlugan out then come back.
The older woman sat in the chair next to the bed and pulled the other tray over to her.
She looked at Aalyssa, who wasn't eating. "Dearest, you can begin eating. You do not
have to wait for me," Laure commented, forking a bit of potato.
"Sorry," Aalyssa mumbled and cut off a piece of meat.
"Nothing to be sorry for. You are used to protocol. We are family now, that does not
apply. You just need to become accustomed to it. By the way, I selected roasted
chicken for your lunch because I was afraid your stomach may be unsettled from
nerves and tension."
"Yes, Ma'am, it is," Aalyssa nodded. She glanced over at the small steak on Laure's
plate and unconsciously rubbed her stomach, trying to quell the nausea brewing there.
"In fact, it has been upset for several days."
"We should have the healer come back then. That should be checked out."
"It is the tension and has been all along. Once my emotions calm down, I shall be fine."
"If you are certain, dearest. But if it is not better by the end of the week, I want the
healer to check you out."
Aalyssa nodded. "Yes, Ma'am." She pulled off a bit of bread to chew on, willing her
stomach to settle. She wondered why she had even mentioned it. It had been longer
than a week and she knew there was no way it would be settled by the weekend.
Laure eyed Aalyssa with concern when she pushed the tray containing half of her meal
aside and curled up under the cover. "Aalyssa?"
"I am fine, Ma'am. Just tired."
"Sleep well then, my dearest little one," Laure said softly, getting up to walk around the
bed to kiss Aalyssa. She handed her the doll and tucked the cover up around Aalyssa's
chin, watching her fall asleep.
Donlugan came in the room quietly and removed the trays. He eyed the sleeping form
then looked at the Queen with concern. Laure walked to the outer room with him. "She
will be fine. Aalyssa is still tired and her emotions are wreaking havoc with her."
"I understand, Your Majesty. I will make sure the kitchen places something special on
her dinner tray."
"That would be very kind. Thank you for loving her, Donlugan."
"I always have, Your Majesty. She has always been a special child."
Laure nodded. "Yes, she has." She watched the manservant leave with the trays and
returned to the bedroom. She sat down on the chair and opened her book again, trying
to keep her attention on the written pages in front of her.
A short time later, Aalyssa stirred softly in her sleep. She woke and lay on her back,
quietly staring up at the ceiling. She had both arms wrapped around the doll holding it
closely to her heart.
Laure peered over the top of her book and debated going to her again. "Aalyssa?"
"Hmm?"
"Are you all right?" she asked, closing the book and setting it on the foot of the bed.
"I am just thinking."
Laure smiled softly at her. "If you need to talk, I am here."
Aalyssa looked up at her and saw the love in the woman's eyes. "Thank you," she
nodded.
"What if we let some sunshine in to brighten and warm the room?" Laure asked as she
got up and walked over to the window.
"Sunshine. That would be nice," Aalyssa agreed.
After pushing the heavy curtain aside, bathing the room in sunlight, Laure turned to
look at Aalyssa. She smiled fondly, realizing Aalyssa was holding Konner's tunic as
well as the doll. Laure sat back down and picked up her book.
The sound of movement from the bed caught Laure's attention half an hour later and
she looked up to find Aalyssa trying to slip from the bed. "Aalyssa, what are you
doing?"
Aalyssa cast a frightened look at her and slipped back under the covers. She kept her
eyes down as she softly said, "I am sorry, Your Majesty."
"I was only thinking of your ankle, dearest. What did you wish to do?"
"I have to, uhm..." Aalyssa blushed, finding herself unable to continue.
Realization dawned on Laure. She got up and went to Aalyssa. She pulled the cover
down and reached for Aalyssa's wrist. Laure cursed herself when she heard the
younger woman whimper and move away from her. "I am sorry, Aalyssa. I only mean to
assist you, dearest."
Aalyssa sat up and swung her legs off the side of the bed. "I know. I apologize for being
so jumpy, ma'am."
"It is to be expected," Laure said as she stood and gently took one of Aalyssa's arms
and wrapped it around her shoulder. "Come along."
Aalyssa leaned gently on her as they slowly made their way to the bathing room. The
last time Aalyssa had injured her leg, her mother had left her to make her own way to
see to things. Aalyssa sighed. 'It is so nice to be cared for.' When Aalyssa was
finished, Laure led her to the dressing table.
"Shall we do your hair and make you pretty for Konner when he returns?" Laure asked
as she picked up a brush to begin getting the tangles out.
"With all the cuts and bruises on my face?" Aalyssa's voice trailed off as she shrugged.
"Doing my hair will not make a large difference."
"Nonsense," Laure assured her as she began to brush her hair out. She had the feeling
Wilhelmina had done some damage to her self-confidence as well. "You are a beautiful
young woman," Laure stated as she put some braids in Aalyssa's hair and stepped
back. "A beautiful Elven princess."
"No," Aalyssa began to deny quietly, only to be cut off.
"Yes, dearest, you are. I always knew only the most special elf maid would capture my
Konner's heart. And I have always known you were the most special."
"Stop," Aalyssa blushed.
"I cannot stop the truth," Laure said, leaning forward to kiss her on top of the head. She
noticed the uncomfortable look in Aalyssa's eyes and smiled gently. "Let us get you
back to bed."
"May I sit at the window?"
"I do not see why not. I am sure there is something around to rest your ankle on." She
assisted Laure to the window seat and settled her there. Aalyssa stretched her injured
leg out in front of her and Laure chuckled when she heard her mumble that there was
room for the other leg as well.
Aalyssa glanced out the window and commented, "Oh look. The window overlooks the
training fields."
"Can you see our Konner?"
"Yes, oh yes. Ma'am?"
"Yes, dearest?"
"Can you hand me my doll and, well, my doll?"
Laure laughed softly and picked up the doll and the tunic to hand to Aalyssa. "Here you
go, love."
"Thank you," Aalyssa whispered, managing the faintest of smiles at Laure.
"Anytime, dearest." Laure carried her book over and settled in the chair near the
window, keeping an eye on Aalyssa. She relaxed and leaned back in the chair as
Aalyssa intently turned her attention to Konner going through his training.
Laure had just slipped into the bathing room when there was a knock on the door.
Aalyssa jumped slightly then forced herself to calm down. "Who is it?"
The door swung in slightly and Legolas peered in. "It is I. Iladori wished to know if she
might visit with you for awhile."
She stared silently at Legolas for a few minutes. Hesitantly she nodded. "Yes," she said
as Laure came back into the room. Aalyssa sat the doll and tunic on the other side of
her and folded her hands in her lap.
Legolas smiled and pushed the door open to let Iladori in. In her hands she held
flowers and a gift. "Your Majesty," she greeted Laure with a curtsy.
"Iladori. Legolas, shall we retire to the outer room and let these two young ladies get
acquainted?"
Legolas nodded before kissing Iladori's cheek lightly. "I will see you in a bit."
Iladori kissed him back then walked over to the window, hearing the door close. "How
are you feeling, Aalyssa?" she asked as she put the flowers in the vase on the night
stand.
Aalyssa cast her eyes down to her hands in her lap. "I am feeling better, thank you,
Your Highness."
"I told you before there was no need for formality, Aalyssa."
"It would not be proper for me to speak with you so informally, being no longer of
nobility."
"Aalyssa," Iladori reached out for her hand but pulled back when Aalyssa flinched.
"Look up at me, Aalyssa," Iladori said in a soft yet commanding voice. She waited while
Aalyssa lifted her eyes. Her own heart almost stopped when she saw the pain reflected
there. "Let me help you."
"I will be fine, thank you," Aalyssa stated, lowering her eyes again.
"You may no longer be in a noble family but you have been taken in by a royal family.
One that loves you very much. And, oh, Aalyssa, you have a fiancee who adores you.
Let me be your friend."
Aalyssa shook her head sadly. "I do not need a friend. Friends hurt and betray you,"
she whispered before turning her head to look out the window again."
"I know it does not seem like it now, but time passes and heals you. When you feel you
are ready, you can come to me." Iladori stood. "Legolas helped me with the flowers, I
hope you like them." Iladori handed her the other item she held. "This is a journal. I find
that writing out feelings, especially painful ones, helps me to deal with them."
"It will not tell me what I did to cause my parents to hate me. To hate me so much they
would see me dead."
Iladori sat back down. "I do know what it is like to think your parents did not want you.
Granted, my situation is different. I was not born to the King and Queen but to her
sister. When I was a mere babe, about five or so, according to Mama, my parents were
killed, as well as my sister, on a trip. For the longest time, I was convinced they left me
because they did not want me. I was too young to understand the concept of death."
"Mine did not want me. That much is obvious, Iladori. So I must have done something."
"I do not believe you did anything, Aalyssa. I think they have been touched by the
darkness and they accepted the darkness with open arms. And you know what? It is
their loss that they did not love you. They are the ones who missed out on something
wonderful."
Aalyssa looked up in surprise at Iladori, stunned into silence.
"If they were so blind they could not see the wonderful person you are, Aalyssa, it is
their loss. I need to go get ready for the evening meal now, but I will come to visit again
tomorrow if you would like."
"Thank you for the flowers and the journal, Your Highness," Aalyssa said in a hushed
tone, looking down at her hands again. "If you would like to come again tomorrow, it
would be fine."
"It is my pleasure, Aalyssa," Iladori said with a soft smile. "I will see you again
tomorrow." She leaned over to hug Aalyssa, feeling her freeze within her embrace. She
knew when Aalyssa relaxed and heard a slight movement when Aalyssa began to
reach up to return the hug, only to stop.
"I am sorry, Iladori."
"It is all right, Aalyssa. I understand. And it will happen when you are ready and I am a
patient person. I will see you tomorrow."
"All right," Aalyssa nodded.
Iladori smiled at Aalyssa as she stood then turned to leave the room. "Your Majesty,"
she curtsied again as she passed Laure.
Legolas stood when Iladori came out of the room and walked over to wrap his arms
around her waist. "How did it go?"
"Not as well as I had hoped. She is deeply hurt."
"I was afraid of that. What her parents..."
Iladori shook her head sadly. "No, someone else. She said friends hurt and betray you
and she did not need any friends."
He nodded, a sad look in his eyes. "What Marissa failed to do is preying on her mind
then."
"As well as her heart. I hate this, Legolas. Aalyssa is the only friendly lady I have seen
here, she even talked to one of the Hobbits and made friends with him. And now..."
"You will get through to her. She is too much of a people person and way to friendly to
remain closed off."
"I hate that they did this to her. I should have words with Marissa."
Legolas kissed Iladori as they walked toward her family's suite. "I know, but we will
make this better for her. And stay away from Marissa, Konner is working on something
for the hearing. We do not wish for her to know we are on to her."
She nodded slightly. "I understand. And I will help make things better for Aalyssa."
"Thank you, my little dove."
Laure re-entered the bedroom to find Aalyssa holding the doll again. "Dearest?" she
asked with concern when she saw a tear slipping from the corner of Aalyssa's eye.
"She was so kind and nice and I could not open up to her." She set the doll back down
and folded her hands in her lap again.
The older woman sat in the chair near her. "I am sure she understood."
"I do not know how to trust again. I know...I know Marissa did not get me assistance
and she used me. And..."
"And what?" Laure asked, reaching gently for Aalyssa's one hand.
"Now that I think about it, for some time I think she has been trying to break my trust in
Konner. Not to mention she has not even come to visit me. And now, now I have no
desire to have a friend."
Laure squeezed her hand. "Dearest, you should have a friend. Iladori and her family
spend very little time in the weaving room or at the court functions. And quite frankly, I
am not sure that the worst court lady is as vicious as Marissa appears."
Hesitantly, Aalyssa agreed and let Laure take her hand to help her to the bed. After she
had been tucked in, Aalyssa looked up as Laure sat next to her. "I am afraid to trust.
How can I get past that?" She inched herself over until she was snuggled against
Laure.
Laure smiled happily and enveloped Aalyssa in a warm hug. "You have already begun
with me. Spend time with Iladori and get to know her. And give it time, I am sure she
will understand."
Aalyssa turned slightly and lay her head on Laure's shoulder, wrapping her arms
around Laure's waist. "Thank you."
"There is nothing to thank me for. I have always loved you as a daughter."
"I wish I had come to you earlier."
"We have you now and we love you. That is all that matters now. Along with helping
you through this."
"I hope to never embarrass you or disappoint you and the King," she whispered.
"Dear heart, even if you upset us, we will not hurt you. We may scold you, but never
hurt you. And we would be upset, not embarrassed or disappointed."
Aalyssa curled into a ball against Laure just before Konner came in. She saw him smile
at them.
"Everything all right, Mother?"
"Just fine, darling. I will go to my room and get her a dress so the two of you can sup
together at the table."
"I think that would be nice, and I am sure Aalyssa would like to be out of bed for awhile.
Will you be joining us Mother?"
"No, tonight I will dine in the hall with your father."
"Very well, Mother. Lys, would you like company this evening or just us?"
"Like who?" she asked tentatively, looking up at him.
"Legolas and Iladori?"
"I..." she glanced at Konner and Laure both. "I can not...just us, please, Konner."
He cast a curious glanced toward his Mother then replied, "As you wish, love."
Laure got up and walked over to Konner, pulling him to the side. She briefly explained
what Aalyssa had related about her visit with Iladori.
"I see," Konner whispered. He walked over to sit on the bed. "Lys? I just want you to
know Legolas mentioned your concerns about Marissa to Iladori. She was not offended
this afternoon."
"Maybe not, but I am sure she will not wish to be friends now."
"I am certain she understood and will give you all of the time you need."
Aalyssa looked up into his eyes. "Are you certain?"
"I am certain, my love."
"Konner?"
"Yes, love?" he asked, his arm slipping around her to hold her close.
"Were you with...that is, how many..."
Konner grinned at her. "What are you trying to ask me?"
"I know prior to this court, you have not been faithful to me. How many..."
"Love, I have not been with anyone else for the past seven months. Why?"
"When Marissa visited in Mirkwood and you were busy with functions and meetings she
kept telling me you were with these different women. And when you were here at
Rivendell earlier this year she said the same."
"No, love. For the past seven months, I have thought of no one but you. Except for my
minor distraction with Iladori. And she was only a curiosity."
"A curiosity?"
"The black eyes and the leather outfits. But I want someone soft, sweet and feminine
for my wife. And I know you will be an excellent wife as well as mother for my children."
"Hmm. Soft and sweet?"
"Yes," Konner answered, pressing a kiss against her throat then lifting his head. He
heard Laure come back in and said, "I had better go take my bath and get ready for
dinner."
"And when Konner is done," Laure added," We will see about getting you one, dearest."
As she spoke, Laure hung a dress on the armoire door.
"I would like that, Ma'am."
Aalyssa looked up at Donlugan who brought in Konner's dinner attire. She noticed
Elspeth following him with a smile. "Donlugan?"
"Yes, My Lady?"
"Would you find Legolas and extend my invitation for him and Iladori to come to dinner
here this evening."
"Of course, My Lady," Donlugan smiled.
Laure also smiled, watching Donlugan carry the clothes into the bathing room. "I am
proud of you, Aalyssa."
"If I do not spend time with her, I will not get to know her. I will not lie and say I am not
nervous though."
"That is to be expected. No one expects you to get over everything which has
happened in one day." Laure sat next to Aalyssa and hugged her. "All we ask is that
you try."
Donlugan came from the bathing room and bowed to the two women before leaving the
room. Then Konner came out, smoothing his still damp hair. "Try what?"
"Our Aalyssa has extended the invitation to Legolas and Iladori for dinner," Laura
replied, smiling broadly.
"Good." He moved over to the bed and took Aalyssa in his arms. "That is my girl. Now,
let me carry you into the bathing room so Mother can bathe you." He lifted her up and
carried her into the room, Laure and Elspeth following him closely. "Mother, I will be
right out here. Let me know when she is ready and I will..."
"No, Konner, I will assist her out. I wish for our Aalyssa to make an entrance," Laure
explained.
"Yes, Mother," he said, leaning over to kiss her cheek.
Aalyssa wrapped her arms around Konner's neck and pressed her cheek against his.
Together Laure and Elspeth gently lowered Aalyssa into the water. "I can do it," she
protested when they began bathing her.
"Hush, dearest. We are taking care of you, you just relax," Laure reminded her.
Elspeth shook her head and fought back tears when they saw some of the fading
bruises from earlier times.
"There is nothing for you to be ashamed of, dearest," Laure began softly when she
noted Aalyssa looking down in the water. "You did nothing wrong."
"I must have..."
"Aalyssa?" Laure began. "If you were upset with your child for some reason, let us say,
running through the house. Would you beat your child?"
"No, Ma'am. It would not be correct to do so and would teach the child nothing."
"Then why do you feel as if you did something to deserve this?"
She shrugged lightly, unable to answer. Finally Aalyssa said, "Maybe because I know
my mother thinks differently then I do. Or maybe I am allowing my personal experience
to influence my decision and that will make me a poor mother. Maybe..."
"Dearest, no good mother beats their child, for any reason. Of course, they also do not
leave their children for the nanny to raise," Laure added in a low murmur.
Elspeth glanced at her in surprise as the two women helped Aalyssa out and the maid
began drying her off.
"Legolas always told me it was because Konner was the heir and he was the spare.
And that you had to devote all of your time to Konner." Aalyssa looked up at Laure.
"Legolas never believed you purposely ignored him."
"Still, I know he must harbor some resentment at growing up without a mother,
basically."
"I do not believe he has, Ma'am."
Laure eyed her skeptically. "You would know more than I would, I suppose. Being his
confidant and all."
"I know he loves you, and well, maybe he is stronger for it."
"Perhaps," Laure said wistfully, shaking out the dress. It was made of a deep forest
green fabric with some gold woven throughout the hemline.
"Oh, it is beautiful Ma'am. It will look stunning on you," Aalyssa stated, her eyes
widening at the gown.
"On me? No, dearest. You are wearing this tonight."
"But..." Aalyssa looked at the two women in confusion.
"It is the only gown I have with me that would be suitable for you, my love. And you are
having company for dinner this evening and should look as beautiful as you are," Laure
explained, pulling the gown over Aalyssa's head. Laure supported Aalyssa as Elspeth
tightened the laces in the back.
Elspeth stared thoughtfully at Aalyssa as she sat back down. "I know what I wish to do
with her hair, but I do not have the proper adornment."
"I will be right back," Laure said, gathering her skirts in her hand before running out the
door.
Aalyssa sat still has Elspeth brushed out her damp hair and began twisting it into braids
and then weaving the braids together around her head. She looked in the mirror,
shocked by the change the hairstyle made to her face. An uncomfortable feeling set in
and Aalyssa whispered, "Is this not a little regal for a hairstyle for me?"
"No, My Lady. A lot of the young ladies are wearing it this way at dinner and such." She
looked up and smiled when Laure reentered, carrying a cloth pouch.
"That is a lovely style for our Aalyssa, Elspeth. And it is just perfect for this," Laure said
as she opened the pouch and removed something with a flourish.
A gasp escaped Aalyssa when she saw the piece of jewelry. "Oh, Ma'am, I can not..."
"You can and will," Laure stated, cutting her off. "This was created for Konner's
princess to be and you are his chosen one. You should have had a circlet of your own,
since you were born into nobility." Laure held the golden circlet which was adorned with
emeralds and diamonds. "There is another with sapphires, love, for after you become
the princess" she informed Aalyssa, gently placing the circlet on her forehead, the ends
of the opening disappearing among the braids.
Aalyssa turned tear-filled eyes to her, once again at a loss for words.
Laure leaned forward and kissed her cheek. "You are my daughter, for now and
always."
An unfamiliar feeling came over Aalyssa, a feeling she had only felt for Konner in such
intensity and in a slightly lesser fashion for Legolas. She stared at Laure then wrapped
her arms around her. "I love you, Mama."
"I love you too, my dearest daughter," Laure replied, hugging Aalyssa tightly, tears
falling from her own eyes. She looked over Aalyssa at Elspeth and smiled. She noticed
Elspeth was also crying softly.
They could hear voices softly talking in the outer room area and Elspeth went out to
investigate. She came back shortly and announced, "Master Legolas and the Princess
are with Master Konner."
Aalyssa fidgeted nervously then took a deep breath. "It is time to go out then."
"You will be fine, dearest," Laure assured her. "Konner and Legolas will be there and
Iladori is a wonderful girl."
"Iladori," Aalyssa whispered. "I do not know if I can..."
"I do not believe she will hurt you, dearest. As well, we do not know if Marissa actually
acted against you. We will not know that until the hearing."
"Say what you will about Marissa, but I know in my heart what she has done. I just do
not know why."
"Do not let your fear rule you, dearest. You have not with me, and you should not do so
with Iladori."
Aalyssa turned to look at her. "But there is a difference. I have always known my
parents disliked me. What they did was a surprise only in how drastic and extreme it
was. I thought Marissa was my friend. In truth, I thought of her as a sister."
"And that is why her failure to help you cuts the deepest. I understand. But you can not
assume all friends are going to act in kind. Especially when we do not know her
reasons yet."
"I will try," she said softly, smoothing her hands down the front of her gown's skirt in an
attempt to quell her nerves.
"And remember, Iladori will understand, my love." Laure reached out for Aalyssa's
hand. "Come, dearest."
Aalyssa reached up and took her hand. She smiled at the two women as they each took
a side to help her to the outer room.
"Konner, Legolas," Laure greeted. "Iladori, how wonderful to see you. You look lovely
tonight."
"Thank you, Your Majesty," Iladori returned.
Konner stood and walked over to take Aalyssa from the women. "Hello, love. You look
stunning in that gown." He bent over and lifted her into his arms to carry her to the
table. He sat her in the chair next to his, settling her ankle on the ottoman he had
underneath the table.
"Thank you, sweetheart."
Someone knocked on the door just as Konner was ready to sit. His mother and Elspeth
had already left so he went to the door and opened it a bit. "Ah, Mr. Took."
"Mr. Konner. I was just wanting to inquire how Miss Aalyssa is today."
"She will be fine, thank you. And thank you for letting us know where she was."
Pippin pulled his hand from behind his back, revealing a huge bouquet of flowers. "Can
you give these to her and let her know I asked about her?"
"Certainly, Mr. Took."
Aalyssa looked up, recognizing Pippin's voice. "Pippin?" she called out. "Is that you?"
Konner stepped to the side allowing him to enter.
The Hobbit smiled and came in. He held the flowers in front of him as he walked over to
the table. "Miss Aalyssa? How are you doing?" he asked quietly, handing her the
flowers.
"Better, thank you, Pippin." She smiled as she took the flowers and smelled them.
"They are beautiful, Pippin, thank you."
Iladori looked around the room and got up to get the vase she spotted. She filled it with
some water and took it over to Aalyssa.
Pippin smiled brightly at Aalyssa. "I am glad I found you help in time."
"Come here, Pippin," Aalyssa said. When he got close to her, she hugged him and
kissed his cheek. "Thank you for everything."
He returned her hug and blushed. "Any time, Miss Aalyssa."
"You are one of my heroes, Pippin," she told him honestly. "Without you..."
Konner walked over and kissed her before she could start crying. "She is right, Pippin.
Without you, we would not have been able to find her. And for that, I, my family and all
of Mirkwood is in your debt."
Pippin's eyes widened. "I was only helping a friend, Mister Konner. I do not wish
anyone in my debt."
Legolas spoke up, "Still, if ever you need anything, feel free to ask. You saved our
future Princess and Queen."
Pippin blushed further. "Uhm, well...I am glad you are safe, Miss Aalyssa. I will be
seeing you around. I need to go check on Frodo."
Aalyssa inclined her head, "Of course, Pippin. Please stop back and let me know how
he is doing, either tonight or tomorrow."
"Yes, Miss Aalyssa. I shall see you tomorrow then." He bowed slightly before leaving.
He noted Konner preparing to stand, "No, Master Konner, that is all right, I can let
myself out. Every one have a good evening," he called out before closing the door.
"He is so sweet," Aalyssa murmured.
"Yes, all of the Hobbits are," Iladori agreed. She smiled and said, "Aalyssa, you look
beautiful tonight. That color is wonderful on you."
"Thank you, Iladori," Aalyssa said hesitantly, wondering to herself if Iladori really meant
her words. "You look lovely as well. I can not wear violets, myself, but it sets off your
eyes."
"Well, thank you, Aalyssa." She smiled at Legolas who was straightening his tunic.
"Yes, sweetie?" he asked, catching her eye.
"Why are you so nervous?" she laughed.
Legolas stilled his hands. "In truth, I do not know. Perhaps it is the idea of our first
dinner together with my family."
"Aalyssa and I do not bite, brother," Konner teased. "At least, no one but each other."
"Konner!" Aalyssa said, blushing.
Iladori laughed with Konner, Legolas joining in shortly. After the shock wore off,
Aalyssa smiled at them. Briefly, she wondered in the back of her mind if his statement
would make it's way through the court gossip.
Konner reached over and took her hand. "Why did you just tense up?" he asked in a
hushed whisper.
"It is nothing," she whispered back. "Just a little bit of distrust I fought down."
He leaned over and kissed her cheek, "Iladori will not hurt you, I promise."
The door opened and Donlugan and one of Lord Elrond's house servants bustled in,
laden with the dinner trays. They set one in front of each person and Elspeth came in,
carrying four goblets and a bottle of wine.
"Enjoy your dinner," Donlugan said with a bow before the three left.
Konner lifted the lid on Aalyssa's tray as the others uncovered theirs. "Let us see what
is on the menu."
Aalyssa blanched when she saw the fish, her stomach beginning to roil.
"What is wrong?" Konner asked with concern, removing his own lid.
"N-nothing. It will be fine," Aalyssa tried to assure him, lifting her knife and fork to cut
the fish.
Konner sighed in disappointment at his own dinner, seeing roast beef on his plate. He
looked over as Aalyssa lay her silverware back down and looked away. "Love, is the
fish not to your liking?"
"Just the sight of it is upsetting my stomach, Konner. I have been having trouble with
fish all week, my stomach has been so nervous and upset."
"Would you like to trade? I prefer fish over roast beef anyway."
"Or I can trade you my roast chicken," Iladori offered. "Coming from a coastal kingdom,
I do prefer seafood to anything else."
Aalyssa looked between the two of them, not wanting to hurt either of them.
"Why do not both of you swap meats with Aalyssa and split the fish between you?"
Legolas asked. "If her stomach is upset, she can eat whichever does not bother it."
"Good idea, brother," Konner agreed. "Here love, let me have your plate."
"Then the two of you need to keep half of your original meats, please," Aalyssa said.
"Otherwise you will run short."
Iladori smiled. "That is a wise decision."
Konner placed Aalyssa's original plate in front of him and removed half of the beef from
his. He passed it over to Iladori for a portion of the chicken then slid the plate in front of
Aalyssa. "There you go love."
"Thank you Konner, Iladori."
"You are very welcome, Aalyssa," Iladori commented.
"Anything for you, love," Konner added, kissing her cheek again.
CHAPTER SEVEN
BY DRAGONWIND
A/N: See chapters one and four for disclaimers
Feedback and reviews wanted. Feedback and constructive criticism also welcome at
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Konner returned to his room and walked over to the bed. He sat down and ran his hand
through Aalyssa's hair. "Are you all right love? Would you like for me to stay?"
Aalyssa shook her head. "No, sweetheart. You can go back to your training. I am fine."
He glanced at his mother and smiled. "If you are sure," he said, kissing Aalyssa's
cheek. "Mother, I will be back before dinner."
"Certainly, darling." She stood and walked to the door with him. "Go with care, darling,"
Laure said softly.
He smiled and peered over her shoulder. "I will, Mother. And take care of my girl."
"Of course I will." Laure watched Konner open the door and leave as Donlugan brought
the lunches in.
"Master Konner," Donlugan greeted as he passed him. "Your Majesty? Where would
you like these?" he asked, indicating the trays.
"On the bed, please, Donlugan," Laure indicated, closing the door. "Aalyssa? Lunch is
here."
"So I see," Aalyssa said, sitting up.
"How are you, My Lady?" Donlugan asked, bowing slightly.
"Better, thank you," Aalyssa replied, bestowing a small smile on the man.
"Very good, My Lady. If you should need anything, just let Elspeth or myself know."
"I will, Donlugan." Before he could stand, Aalyssa pulled him toward her and gave him
a light kiss on the cheek. "Thank you for everything. Elspeth as well."
Donlugan smiled warmly at her. "It is our pleasure, My Lady." He reached over and
squeezed her hand with his. "We will always be there for you."
"Which tray is mine?" Aalyssa asked with a grin.
He peeked under the lids and pushed one over to her. "This one with the roasted
chicken, My Lady."
"Thank you." Aalyssa picked up the tray and balanced it on her lap. She watched Laure
walk Donlugan out then come back.
The older woman sat in the chair next to the bed and pulled the other tray over to her.
She looked at Aalyssa, who wasn't eating. "Dearest, you can begin eating. You do not
have to wait for me," Laure commented, forking a bit of potato.
"Sorry," Aalyssa mumbled and cut off a piece of meat.
"Nothing to be sorry for. You are used to protocol. We are family now, that does not
apply. You just need to become accustomed to it. By the way, I selected roasted
chicken for your lunch because I was afraid your stomach may be unsettled from
nerves and tension."
"Yes, Ma'am, it is," Aalyssa nodded. She glanced over at the small steak on Laure's
plate and unconsciously rubbed her stomach, trying to quell the nausea brewing there.
"In fact, it has been upset for several days."
"We should have the healer come back then. That should be checked out."
"It is the tension and has been all along. Once my emotions calm down, I shall be fine."
"If you are certain, dearest. But if it is not better by the end of the week, I want the
healer to check you out."
Aalyssa nodded. "Yes, Ma'am." She pulled off a bit of bread to chew on, willing her
stomach to settle. She wondered why she had even mentioned it. It had been longer
than a week and she knew there was no way it would be settled by the weekend.
Laure eyed Aalyssa with concern when she pushed the tray containing half of her meal
aside and curled up under the cover. "Aalyssa?"
"I am fine, Ma'am. Just tired."
"Sleep well then, my dearest little one," Laure said softly, getting up to walk around the
bed to kiss Aalyssa. She handed her the doll and tucked the cover up around Aalyssa's
chin, watching her fall asleep.
Donlugan came in the room quietly and removed the trays. He eyed the sleeping form
then looked at the Queen with concern. Laure walked to the outer room with him. "She
will be fine. Aalyssa is still tired and her emotions are wreaking havoc with her."
"I understand, Your Majesty. I will make sure the kitchen places something special on
her dinner tray."
"That would be very kind. Thank you for loving her, Donlugan."
"I always have, Your Majesty. She has always been a special child."
Laure nodded. "Yes, she has." She watched the manservant leave with the trays and
returned to the bedroom. She sat down on the chair and opened her book again, trying
to keep her attention on the written pages in front of her.
A short time later, Aalyssa stirred softly in her sleep. She woke and lay on her back,
quietly staring up at the ceiling. She had both arms wrapped around the doll holding it
closely to her heart.
Laure peered over the top of her book and debated going to her again. "Aalyssa?"
"Hmm?"
"Are you all right?" she asked, closing the book and setting it on the foot of the bed.
"I am just thinking."
Laure smiled softly at her. "If you need to talk, I am here."
Aalyssa looked up at her and saw the love in the woman's eyes. "Thank you," she
nodded.
"What if we let some sunshine in to brighten and warm the room?" Laure asked as she
got up and walked over to the window.
"Sunshine. That would be nice," Aalyssa agreed.
After pushing the heavy curtain aside, bathing the room in sunlight, Laure turned to
look at Aalyssa. She smiled fondly, realizing Aalyssa was holding Konner's tunic as
well as the doll. Laure sat back down and picked up her book.
The sound of movement from the bed caught Laure's attention half an hour later and
she looked up to find Aalyssa trying to slip from the bed. "Aalyssa, what are you
doing?"
Aalyssa cast a frightened look at her and slipped back under the covers. She kept her
eyes down as she softly said, "I am sorry, Your Majesty."
"I was only thinking of your ankle, dearest. What did you wish to do?"
"I have to, uhm..." Aalyssa blushed, finding herself unable to continue.
Realization dawned on Laure. She got up and went to Aalyssa. She pulled the cover
down and reached for Aalyssa's wrist. Laure cursed herself when she heard the
younger woman whimper and move away from her. "I am sorry, Aalyssa. I only mean to
assist you, dearest."
Aalyssa sat up and swung her legs off the side of the bed. "I know. I apologize for being
so jumpy, ma'am."
"It is to be expected," Laure said as she stood and gently took one of Aalyssa's arms
and wrapped it around her shoulder. "Come along."
Aalyssa leaned gently on her as they slowly made their way to the bathing room. The
last time Aalyssa had injured her leg, her mother had left her to make her own way to
see to things. Aalyssa sighed. 'It is so nice to be cared for.' When Aalyssa was
finished, Laure led her to the dressing table.
"Shall we do your hair and make you pretty for Konner when he returns?" Laure asked
as she picked up a brush to begin getting the tangles out.
"With all the cuts and bruises on my face?" Aalyssa's voice trailed off as she shrugged.
"Doing my hair will not make a large difference."
"Nonsense," Laure assured her as she began to brush her hair out. She had the feeling
Wilhelmina had done some damage to her self-confidence as well. "You are a beautiful
young woman," Laure stated as she put some braids in Aalyssa's hair and stepped
back. "A beautiful Elven princess."
"No," Aalyssa began to deny quietly, only to be cut off.
"Yes, dearest, you are. I always knew only the most special elf maid would capture my
Konner's heart. And I have always known you were the most special."
"Stop," Aalyssa blushed.
"I cannot stop the truth," Laure said, leaning forward to kiss her on top of the head. She
noticed the uncomfortable look in Aalyssa's eyes and smiled gently. "Let us get you
back to bed."
"May I sit at the window?"
"I do not see why not. I am sure there is something around to rest your ankle on." She
assisted Laure to the window seat and settled her there. Aalyssa stretched her injured
leg out in front of her and Laure chuckled when she heard her mumble that there was
room for the other leg as well.
Aalyssa glanced out the window and commented, "Oh look. The window overlooks the
training fields."
"Can you see our Konner?"
"Yes, oh yes. Ma'am?"
"Yes, dearest?"
"Can you hand me my doll and, well, my doll?"
Laure laughed softly and picked up the doll and the tunic to hand to Aalyssa. "Here you
go, love."
"Thank you," Aalyssa whispered, managing the faintest of smiles at Laure.
"Anytime, dearest." Laure carried her book over and settled in the chair near the
window, keeping an eye on Aalyssa. She relaxed and leaned back in the chair as
Aalyssa intently turned her attention to Konner going through his training.
Laure had just slipped into the bathing room when there was a knock on the door.
Aalyssa jumped slightly then forced herself to calm down. "Who is it?"
The door swung in slightly and Legolas peered in. "It is I. Iladori wished to know if she
might visit with you for awhile."
She stared silently at Legolas for a few minutes. Hesitantly she nodded. "Yes," she said
as Laure came back into the room. Aalyssa sat the doll and tunic on the other side of
her and folded her hands in her lap.
Legolas smiled and pushed the door open to let Iladori in. In her hands she held
flowers and a gift. "Your Majesty," she greeted Laure with a curtsy.
"Iladori. Legolas, shall we retire to the outer room and let these two young ladies get
acquainted?"
Legolas nodded before kissing Iladori's cheek lightly. "I will see you in a bit."
Iladori kissed him back then walked over to the window, hearing the door close. "How
are you feeling, Aalyssa?" she asked as she put the flowers in the vase on the night
stand.
Aalyssa cast her eyes down to her hands in her lap. "I am feeling better, thank you,
Your Highness."
"I told you before there was no need for formality, Aalyssa."
"It would not be proper for me to speak with you so informally, being no longer of
nobility."
"Aalyssa," Iladori reached out for her hand but pulled back when Aalyssa flinched.
"Look up at me, Aalyssa," Iladori said in a soft yet commanding voice. She waited while
Aalyssa lifted her eyes. Her own heart almost stopped when she saw the pain reflected
there. "Let me help you."
"I will be fine, thank you," Aalyssa stated, lowering her eyes again.
"You may no longer be in a noble family but you have been taken in by a royal family.
One that loves you very much. And, oh, Aalyssa, you have a fiancee who adores you.
Let me be your friend."
Aalyssa shook her head sadly. "I do not need a friend. Friends hurt and betray you,"
she whispered before turning her head to look out the window again."
"I know it does not seem like it now, but time passes and heals you. When you feel you
are ready, you can come to me." Iladori stood. "Legolas helped me with the flowers, I
hope you like them." Iladori handed her the other item she held. "This is a journal. I find
that writing out feelings, especially painful ones, helps me to deal with them."
"It will not tell me what I did to cause my parents to hate me. To hate me so much they
would see me dead."
Iladori sat back down. "I do know what it is like to think your parents did not want you.
Granted, my situation is different. I was not born to the King and Queen but to her
sister. When I was a mere babe, about five or so, according to Mama, my parents were
killed, as well as my sister, on a trip. For the longest time, I was convinced they left me
because they did not want me. I was too young to understand the concept of death."
"Mine did not want me. That much is obvious, Iladori. So I must have done something."
"I do not believe you did anything, Aalyssa. I think they have been touched by the
darkness and they accepted the darkness with open arms. And you know what? It is
their loss that they did not love you. They are the ones who missed out on something
wonderful."
Aalyssa looked up in surprise at Iladori, stunned into silence.
"If they were so blind they could not see the wonderful person you are, Aalyssa, it is
their loss. I need to go get ready for the evening meal now, but I will come to visit again
tomorrow if you would like."
"Thank you for the flowers and the journal, Your Highness," Aalyssa said in a hushed
tone, looking down at her hands again. "If you would like to come again tomorrow, it
would be fine."
"It is my pleasure, Aalyssa," Iladori said with a soft smile. "I will see you again
tomorrow." She leaned over to hug Aalyssa, feeling her freeze within her embrace. She
knew when Aalyssa relaxed and heard a slight movement when Aalyssa began to
reach up to return the hug, only to stop.
"I am sorry, Iladori."
"It is all right, Aalyssa. I understand. And it will happen when you are ready and I am a
patient person. I will see you tomorrow."
"All right," Aalyssa nodded.
Iladori smiled at Aalyssa as she stood then turned to leave the room. "Your Majesty,"
she curtsied again as she passed Laure.
Legolas stood when Iladori came out of the room and walked over to wrap his arms
around her waist. "How did it go?"
"Not as well as I had hoped. She is deeply hurt."
"I was afraid of that. What her parents..."
Iladori shook her head sadly. "No, someone else. She said friends hurt and betray you
and she did not need any friends."
He nodded, a sad look in his eyes. "What Marissa failed to do is preying on her mind
then."
"As well as her heart. I hate this, Legolas. Aalyssa is the only friendly lady I have seen
here, she even talked to one of the Hobbits and made friends with him. And now..."
"You will get through to her. She is too much of a people person and way to friendly to
remain closed off."
"I hate that they did this to her. I should have words with Marissa."
Legolas kissed Iladori as they walked toward her family's suite. "I know, but we will
make this better for her. And stay away from Marissa, Konner is working on something
for the hearing. We do not wish for her to know we are on to her."
She nodded slightly. "I understand. And I will help make things better for Aalyssa."
"Thank you, my little dove."
Laure re-entered the bedroom to find Aalyssa holding the doll again. "Dearest?" she
asked with concern when she saw a tear slipping from the corner of Aalyssa's eye.
"She was so kind and nice and I could not open up to her." She set the doll back down
and folded her hands in her lap again.
The older woman sat in the chair near her. "I am sure she understood."
"I do not know how to trust again. I know...I know Marissa did not get me assistance
and she used me. And..."
"And what?" Laure asked, reaching gently for Aalyssa's one hand.
"Now that I think about it, for some time I think she has been trying to break my trust in
Konner. Not to mention she has not even come to visit me. And now, now I have no
desire to have a friend."
Laure squeezed her hand. "Dearest, you should have a friend. Iladori and her family
spend very little time in the weaving room or at the court functions. And quite frankly, I
am not sure that the worst court lady is as vicious as Marissa appears."
Hesitantly, Aalyssa agreed and let Laure take her hand to help her to the bed. After she
had been tucked in, Aalyssa looked up as Laure sat next to her. "I am afraid to trust.
How can I get past that?" She inched herself over until she was snuggled against
Laure.
Laure smiled happily and enveloped Aalyssa in a warm hug. "You have already begun
with me. Spend time with Iladori and get to know her. And give it time, I am sure she
will understand."
Aalyssa turned slightly and lay her head on Laure's shoulder, wrapping her arms
around Laure's waist. "Thank you."
"There is nothing to thank me for. I have always loved you as a daughter."
"I wish I had come to you earlier."
"We have you now and we love you. That is all that matters now. Along with helping
you through this."
"I hope to never embarrass you or disappoint you and the King," she whispered.
"Dear heart, even if you upset us, we will not hurt you. We may scold you, but never
hurt you. And we would be upset, not embarrassed or disappointed."
Aalyssa curled into a ball against Laure just before Konner came in. She saw him smile
at them.
"Everything all right, Mother?"
"Just fine, darling. I will go to my room and get her a dress so the two of you can sup
together at the table."
"I think that would be nice, and I am sure Aalyssa would like to be out of bed for awhile.
Will you be joining us Mother?"
"No, tonight I will dine in the hall with your father."
"Very well, Mother. Lys, would you like company this evening or just us?"
"Like who?" she asked tentatively, looking up at him.
"Legolas and Iladori?"
"I..." she glanced at Konner and Laure both. "I can not...just us, please, Konner."
He cast a curious glanced toward his Mother then replied, "As you wish, love."
Laure got up and walked over to Konner, pulling him to the side. She briefly explained
what Aalyssa had related about her visit with Iladori.
"I see," Konner whispered. He walked over to sit on the bed. "Lys? I just want you to
know Legolas mentioned your concerns about Marissa to Iladori. She was not offended
this afternoon."
"Maybe not, but I am sure she will not wish to be friends now."
"I am certain she understood and will give you all of the time you need."
Aalyssa looked up into his eyes. "Are you certain?"
"I am certain, my love."
"Konner?"
"Yes, love?" he asked, his arm slipping around her to hold her close.
"Were you with...that is, how many..."
Konner grinned at her. "What are you trying to ask me?"
"I know prior to this court, you have not been faithful to me. How many..."
"Love, I have not been with anyone else for the past seven months. Why?"
"When Marissa visited in Mirkwood and you were busy with functions and meetings she
kept telling me you were with these different women. And when you were here at
Rivendell earlier this year she said the same."
"No, love. For the past seven months, I have thought of no one but you. Except for my
minor distraction with Iladori. And she was only a curiosity."
"A curiosity?"
"The black eyes and the leather outfits. But I want someone soft, sweet and feminine
for my wife. And I know you will be an excellent wife as well as mother for my children."
"Hmm. Soft and sweet?"
"Yes," Konner answered, pressing a kiss against her throat then lifting his head. He
heard Laure come back in and said, "I had better go take my bath and get ready for
dinner."
"And when Konner is done," Laure added," We will see about getting you one, dearest."
As she spoke, Laure hung a dress on the armoire door.
"I would like that, Ma'am."
Aalyssa looked up at Donlugan who brought in Konner's dinner attire. She noticed
Elspeth following him with a smile. "Donlugan?"
"Yes, My Lady?"
"Would you find Legolas and extend my invitation for him and Iladori to come to dinner
here this evening."
"Of course, My Lady," Donlugan smiled.
Laure also smiled, watching Donlugan carry the clothes into the bathing room. "I am
proud of you, Aalyssa."
"If I do not spend time with her, I will not get to know her. I will not lie and say I am not
nervous though."
"That is to be expected. No one expects you to get over everything which has
happened in one day." Laure sat next to Aalyssa and hugged her. "All we ask is that
you try."
Donlugan came from the bathing room and bowed to the two women before leaving the
room. Then Konner came out, smoothing his still damp hair. "Try what?"
"Our Aalyssa has extended the invitation to Legolas and Iladori for dinner," Laura
replied, smiling broadly.
"Good." He moved over to the bed and took Aalyssa in his arms. "That is my girl. Now,
let me carry you into the bathing room so Mother can bathe you." He lifted her up and
carried her into the room, Laure and Elspeth following him closely. "Mother, I will be
right out here. Let me know when she is ready and I will..."
"No, Konner, I will assist her out. I wish for our Aalyssa to make an entrance," Laure
explained.
"Yes, Mother," he said, leaning over to kiss her cheek.
Aalyssa wrapped her arms around Konner's neck and pressed her cheek against his.
Together Laure and Elspeth gently lowered Aalyssa into the water. "I can do it," she
protested when they began bathing her.
"Hush, dearest. We are taking care of you, you just relax," Laure reminded her.
Elspeth shook her head and fought back tears when they saw some of the fading
bruises from earlier times.
"There is nothing for you to be ashamed of, dearest," Laure began softly when she
noted Aalyssa looking down in the water. "You did nothing wrong."
"I must have..."
"Aalyssa?" Laure began. "If you were upset with your child for some reason, let us say,
running through the house. Would you beat your child?"
"No, Ma'am. It would not be correct to do so and would teach the child nothing."
"Then why do you feel as if you did something to deserve this?"
She shrugged lightly, unable to answer. Finally Aalyssa said, "Maybe because I know
my mother thinks differently then I do. Or maybe I am allowing my personal experience
to influence my decision and that will make me a poor mother. Maybe..."
"Dearest, no good mother beats their child, for any reason. Of course, they also do not
leave their children for the nanny to raise," Laure added in a low murmur.
Elspeth glanced at her in surprise as the two women helped Aalyssa out and the maid
began drying her off.
"Legolas always told me it was because Konner was the heir and he was the spare.
And that you had to devote all of your time to Konner." Aalyssa looked up at Laure.
"Legolas never believed you purposely ignored him."
"Still, I know he must harbor some resentment at growing up without a mother,
basically."
"I do not believe he has, Ma'am."
Laure eyed her skeptically. "You would know more than I would, I suppose. Being his
confidant and all."
"I know he loves you, and well, maybe he is stronger for it."
"Perhaps," Laure said wistfully, shaking out the dress. It was made of a deep forest
green fabric with some gold woven throughout the hemline.
"Oh, it is beautiful Ma'am. It will look stunning on you," Aalyssa stated, her eyes
widening at the gown.
"On me? No, dearest. You are wearing this tonight."
"But..." Aalyssa looked at the two women in confusion.
"It is the only gown I have with me that would be suitable for you, my love. And you are
having company for dinner this evening and should look as beautiful as you are," Laure
explained, pulling the gown over Aalyssa's head. Laure supported Aalyssa as Elspeth
tightened the laces in the back.
Elspeth stared thoughtfully at Aalyssa as she sat back down. "I know what I wish to do
with her hair, but I do not have the proper adornment."
"I will be right back," Laure said, gathering her skirts in her hand before running out the
door.
Aalyssa sat still has Elspeth brushed out her damp hair and began twisting it into braids
and then weaving the braids together around her head. She looked in the mirror,
shocked by the change the hairstyle made to her face. An uncomfortable feeling set in
and Aalyssa whispered, "Is this not a little regal for a hairstyle for me?"
"No, My Lady. A lot of the young ladies are wearing it this way at dinner and such." She
looked up and smiled when Laure reentered, carrying a cloth pouch.
"That is a lovely style for our Aalyssa, Elspeth. And it is just perfect for this," Laure said
as she opened the pouch and removed something with a flourish.
A gasp escaped Aalyssa when she saw the piece of jewelry. "Oh, Ma'am, I can not..."
"You can and will," Laure stated, cutting her off. "This was created for Konner's
princess to be and you are his chosen one. You should have had a circlet of your own,
since you were born into nobility." Laure held the golden circlet which was adorned with
emeralds and diamonds. "There is another with sapphires, love, for after you become
the princess" she informed Aalyssa, gently placing the circlet on her forehead, the ends
of the opening disappearing among the braids.
Aalyssa turned tear-filled eyes to her, once again at a loss for words.
Laure leaned forward and kissed her cheek. "You are my daughter, for now and
always."
An unfamiliar feeling came over Aalyssa, a feeling she had only felt for Konner in such
intensity and in a slightly lesser fashion for Legolas. She stared at Laure then wrapped
her arms around her. "I love you, Mama."
"I love you too, my dearest daughter," Laure replied, hugging Aalyssa tightly, tears
falling from her own eyes. She looked over Aalyssa at Elspeth and smiled. She noticed
Elspeth was also crying softly.
They could hear voices softly talking in the outer room area and Elspeth went out to
investigate. She came back shortly and announced, "Master Legolas and the Princess
are with Master Konner."
Aalyssa fidgeted nervously then took a deep breath. "It is time to go out then."
"You will be fine, dearest," Laure assured her. "Konner and Legolas will be there and
Iladori is a wonderful girl."
"Iladori," Aalyssa whispered. "I do not know if I can..."
"I do not believe she will hurt you, dearest. As well, we do not know if Marissa actually
acted against you. We will not know that until the hearing."
"Say what you will about Marissa, but I know in my heart what she has done. I just do
not know why."
"Do not let your fear rule you, dearest. You have not with me, and you should not do so
with Iladori."
Aalyssa turned to look at her. "But there is a difference. I have always known my
parents disliked me. What they did was a surprise only in how drastic and extreme it
was. I thought Marissa was my friend. In truth, I thought of her as a sister."
"And that is why her failure to help you cuts the deepest. I understand. But you can not
assume all friends are going to act in kind. Especially when we do not know her
reasons yet."
"I will try," she said softly, smoothing her hands down the front of her gown's skirt in an
attempt to quell her nerves.
"And remember, Iladori will understand, my love." Laure reached out for Aalyssa's
hand. "Come, dearest."
Aalyssa reached up and took her hand. She smiled at the two women as they each took
a side to help her to the outer room.
"Konner, Legolas," Laure greeted. "Iladori, how wonderful to see you. You look lovely
tonight."
"Thank you, Your Majesty," Iladori returned.
Konner stood and walked over to take Aalyssa from the women. "Hello, love. You look
stunning in that gown." He bent over and lifted her into his arms to carry her to the
table. He sat her in the chair next to his, settling her ankle on the ottoman he had
underneath the table.
"Thank you, sweetheart."
Someone knocked on the door just as Konner was ready to sit. His mother and Elspeth
had already left so he went to the door and opened it a bit. "Ah, Mr. Took."
"Mr. Konner. I was just wanting to inquire how Miss Aalyssa is today."
"She will be fine, thank you. And thank you for letting us know where she was."
Pippin pulled his hand from behind his back, revealing a huge bouquet of flowers. "Can
you give these to her and let her know I asked about her?"
"Certainly, Mr. Took."
Aalyssa looked up, recognizing Pippin's voice. "Pippin?" she called out. "Is that you?"
Konner stepped to the side allowing him to enter.
The Hobbit smiled and came in. He held the flowers in front of him as he walked over to
the table. "Miss Aalyssa? How are you doing?" he asked quietly, handing her the
flowers.
"Better, thank you, Pippin." She smiled as she took the flowers and smelled them.
"They are beautiful, Pippin, thank you."
Iladori looked around the room and got up to get the vase she spotted. She filled it with
some water and took it over to Aalyssa.
Pippin smiled brightly at Aalyssa. "I am glad I found you help in time."
"Come here, Pippin," Aalyssa said. When he got close to her, she hugged him and
kissed his cheek. "Thank you for everything."
He returned her hug and blushed. "Any time, Miss Aalyssa."
"You are one of my heroes, Pippin," she told him honestly. "Without you..."
Konner walked over and kissed her before she could start crying. "She is right, Pippin.
Without you, we would not have been able to find her. And for that, I, my family and all
of Mirkwood is in your debt."
Pippin's eyes widened. "I was only helping a friend, Mister Konner. I do not wish
anyone in my debt."
Legolas spoke up, "Still, if ever you need anything, feel free to ask. You saved our
future Princess and Queen."
Pippin blushed further. "Uhm, well...I am glad you are safe, Miss Aalyssa. I will be
seeing you around. I need to go check on Frodo."
Aalyssa inclined her head, "Of course, Pippin. Please stop back and let me know how
he is doing, either tonight or tomorrow."
"Yes, Miss Aalyssa. I shall see you tomorrow then." He bowed slightly before leaving.
He noted Konner preparing to stand, "No, Master Konner, that is all right, I can let
myself out. Every one have a good evening," he called out before closing the door.
"He is so sweet," Aalyssa murmured.
"Yes, all of the Hobbits are," Iladori agreed. She smiled and said, "Aalyssa, you look
beautiful tonight. That color is wonderful on you."
"Thank you, Iladori," Aalyssa said hesitantly, wondering to herself if Iladori really meant
her words. "You look lovely as well. I can not wear violets, myself, but it sets off your
eyes."
"Well, thank you, Aalyssa." She smiled at Legolas who was straightening his tunic.
"Yes, sweetie?" he asked, catching her eye.
"Why are you so nervous?" she laughed.
Legolas stilled his hands. "In truth, I do not know. Perhaps it is the idea of our first
dinner together with my family."
"Aalyssa and I do not bite, brother," Konner teased. "At least, no one but each other."
"Konner!" Aalyssa said, blushing.
Iladori laughed with Konner, Legolas joining in shortly. After the shock wore off,
Aalyssa smiled at them. Briefly, she wondered in the back of her mind if his statement
would make it's way through the court gossip.
Konner reached over and took her hand. "Why did you just tense up?" he asked in a
hushed whisper.
"It is nothing," she whispered back. "Just a little bit of distrust I fought down."
He leaned over and kissed her cheek, "Iladori will not hurt you, I promise."
The door opened and Donlugan and one of Lord Elrond's house servants bustled in,
laden with the dinner trays. They set one in front of each person and Elspeth came in,
carrying four goblets and a bottle of wine.
"Enjoy your dinner," Donlugan said with a bow before the three left.
Konner lifted the lid on Aalyssa's tray as the others uncovered theirs. "Let us see what
is on the menu."
Aalyssa blanched when she saw the fish, her stomach beginning to roil.
"What is wrong?" Konner asked with concern, removing his own lid.
"N-nothing. It will be fine," Aalyssa tried to assure him, lifting her knife and fork to cut
the fish.
Konner sighed in disappointment at his own dinner, seeing roast beef on his plate. He
looked over as Aalyssa lay her silverware back down and looked away. "Love, is the
fish not to your liking?"
"Just the sight of it is upsetting my stomach, Konner. I have been having trouble with
fish all week, my stomach has been so nervous and upset."
"Would you like to trade? I prefer fish over roast beef anyway."
"Or I can trade you my roast chicken," Iladori offered. "Coming from a coastal kingdom,
I do prefer seafood to anything else."
Aalyssa looked between the two of them, not wanting to hurt either of them.
"Why do not both of you swap meats with Aalyssa and split the fish between you?"
Legolas asked. "If her stomach is upset, she can eat whichever does not bother it."
"Good idea, brother," Konner agreed. "Here love, let me have your plate."
"Then the two of you need to keep half of your original meats, please," Aalyssa said.
"Otherwise you will run short."
Iladori smiled. "That is a wise decision."
Konner placed Aalyssa's original plate in front of him and removed half of the beef from
his. He passed it over to Iladori for a portion of the chicken then slid the plate in front of
Aalyssa. "There you go love."
"Thank you Konner, Iladori."
"You are very welcome, Aalyssa," Iladori commented.
"Anything for you, love," Konner added, kissing her cheek again.