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Chapter 3: Explanations
The bell rang and it was time for recess (do high schools have that?). Every one left the class except Sakura and Syaoran. Tomoyo stood from her seat and patted Syaoran's shoulder. But he didn't move. Then Tomoyo went to Sakura and said I'll see you later.
They stood there for 3 minutes. The one to make the first move was Sakura. Her eyes were streaming with a whole bunch of tears down her face. She immediately left the room and went straight to the bathroom where she saw Tomoyo.
"Sakura are you alright?"
"I'm not Tomoyo."
"why?"
"because his back...his back?"
"What? I don't understand? I thought you would be happy to see him again?"
"Tomoyo I am happy really happy.... It's just that I don't want him to hurt me like before..?"
"Now that you mentioned it what did happen?"
silence.
"Don't tell me if your not ready yet Sakura I'll understand."
"Thank you Tomoyo."
"Now is there any more problems?"
Sakura shakes her head.
"Well then talk to him now go and find him." Tomoyo shooed Sakura out of the bathroom. And she bumped into someone...
Meanwhile...
Sakura left crying out the door. Syaoran just sat there looking at the spot she was just in. HE blinked a couple of times and then got up and left the room to find her. He was by the girls bathroom when someone bumped into him. HE got up and saw that it was Sakura. "Sakura.."
"Syaoran"
"Can we talk?"
"yea"
It's nice to be with you.....
Nice to see you.....
They walked out of the school and went to the cherry blossom tree. to talk. Silence.
Syaoran was the first to speak.
"Sakura what happened?"
"?....What do you mean what happened.."
But now were different....
"Well look at you...you are different from the person I use to know"
"I'll answer you if you tell me what happened these 3 years." countered Sakura.
"You know the reason-"
We started a small talk.....
"What reason?! you don't like me any more or is it that you found someone else. Tell me cause I don't know what?! You heard the poem you felt something when I read it. SO YOU TELL ME!" yelled Sakura.
" You forgot haven't you?"
But turned into a small argument.....
"I don't know what you are talking about cause the memories we had are all gone... What about you? Why did You come back? Was it to hurt me again or was it to tell me personally you are with someone else!"
"I came back for you on my birthday and your treating me like this........Sakura please stop crying, stop being mad at me, You know that I can't stand you being hurt and let me explain what happened -"
Can't get our points across another.....
"You can't stand me being hurt HUH!!? But you could stand it for years we have been apart?!!!! And what really happened after you left is that me and you broke up!"
"No that's not it---"
Tried to explain but you wouldn't listen.....
"Now what is it.. Your changing your sides now! Why did we even bother! I think it would be better if we were never in love or were a couple.!!! So to end everything here and now GoodBye!!!"
And with that Sakura walked back to poetry class. Syaoran was just standing there and saw her leave. The bell rang.
You left me standing ....Were different...WE drift apart....
The rest of class time Sakura avoided him when they needed to talk. Tomoyo saw this and was deeply sad.
*****Tomoyo Pov****
So sad to see Syaoran and Sakura like this. I need to know what happened years ago to fix this..I'll start tomorrow with Syaoran.
/***Regular pov*****
"Class we are having a poetry contest and everyone must enter. You have to write what you feel. This will be due in a week. The winner gets something special." announced Mrs. Oki.
Class resumed the way it was till lunch.
Sakura sat by the Sakura tee by herself as always.
Tomoyo was looking for Syaoran and found him.
"Syaoran can we talk?"
"What about"
"What happened all those years ago.. The day before you left Sakura."
"Why she dosen't want me as friends or lovers so why bother"
"She dosen't mean it and you know it. She is just hurt for all those years and wont remember what happened."
"How do you know about that"
"The look in your and her eyes."
"...."
"I'll take that as a yes.. Now will start small. Why did you leave in the first place and do you still love her?"
Your friend talking to me....
"Yes I still love her and the reason why I left is because my mother said I have things to do there since I am going to be the leader of my clan. I told Sakura that years ago but she dosen't want to remember it. I could hardly say a sentence."
"...She told me different ?"
"How?"
Trying her hardest to put us back.....
"The day you left she went to my house crying. I asked her what's wrong and she told me that you Let her go."
"I did not let her go she let me go today. Tomoyo I got a question why do some students call her cherry?"
"You already know about her school name." He noded. "They call her that because everyday she would not talk to any one after you left. One day she cut herself using a razor at school because she couldn't take it anymore. The red was on her skin for some reason and when they asked her why her face is like that she said it was cherries. After that day it happened a few times and the same thing happened. Soon people forgot her name sometimes and would instead call her Cherry."
"I don't understand?"
"They call her that because after a while they saw scratches on her. and you Know some cherries have marks and the color. Well Sakura's scratches showed some blood and that's how they got her name."
"Why didn't you tell her to stop!? How do you know this!?"
"I did everything I can and she to shut me out except when she has a problem. I new because I saw her do it a couple of times.!!"
"Sakura.."
Were different...WE drift apart....
Meanwhile...
"WHY? Out of everything why? Why comeback now? Why not the hour you left...me? Why?" By now Sakura had tears all over her face.
You left me...
I changed...
"I shouldn't have yelled at him. I should have had him explain things to me. It's so hard to see his face in agony...BUT what about me..What about me.."Sakura said a loud trying to see were she went wrong. "I could forgive him but what happens if it happens again.?"
I don't know what to do..
weather to forgive or forget you...
what should I do..
Were different...We drifted apart...
Sakura opened her notebook and jotted more things in there.
"done."
When she finished she left the tree and went too class.
Were different...
We drifted apart...
*******
So how do you like it now? To me it's okay. But I'm running out of ideas if you have some please tell me in the reviews. It's still short but it's a little longer than before.
Sorry for not getting this up earlier. Also sorry for spelling. R+R+R (Remember+Read+Reviw.)
