Disclaimer: If I owned them a couple thousand things would be different.
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We would often be sorry if our wishes were gratified.
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We are all gathered here together the entire Z-gang. It is Bulma's annual party of the week. I swear that woman has to have a party to continue living. The house is packed full of friends and family. The winter cold outside keeps everyone in doors where there is a blazing fire in the living room. I however I'm freezing from the cold within myself. The one thing I ever loved and can never have is here looking like the angel she is.
She is setting across the room talking lightly with Bra and Marron of only Dende knows. I can hear her laughter from were I stand in the doorway of the living room. I was always in the shadows when it came to her. Watching her from afar, wishing that maybe I could be the one sitting there with her causing that beautiful laughter. Still I watch as she brushes her dark hair behind her ear.
I know she senses me watching her because she looks up at me and gives me a friendly smile. My chest tightens knowing that is all we will ever be, just friends. I smile back at her and she looks back to the girls who have start another story. I have known her forever and each day I feel as though I get to know a different part of her with each smile, look, and gesture.
I have loved her from the day I realized what love was. The two of us and the rest of the younger ones were walking in the park one day discussing our futures. When it came time for her she said she wanted nothing more but to love and be loved in return. That day I promised her that her future would come true. Though she only took it as a friend's advice and hugged me.
But Pan will never belong to me. I know she holds no type of feeling what so ever for me. Everything about her is far better than me. I felt the wind of the front door open and saw the real reason why Pan will never belong to me. He walked in sitting his things down by the door and removed his coat. Glancing up he gives me a quick hello and asks where Pan is. I simple nod to the living room and go back to looking at my angel.
He walked into the living room and I saw the happiness erupt from her eyes when she saw him. Hopping off the couch she ran to him, I could hear his laughter now as the two embraced in a hug. I turned my head as I saw him lean in to kiss her. From my spot I could still hear him say that he loved her and how much he missed her while he was at work. Then she said what still kills me each time I hear it.
"I love you too Trunks."
Those words hurt me more then any training with master Goku or his sons. Still I love her more than anything and even though she will never be mine I'm glad her future came true. I turn back to them and see Trunks waving me over so that we can start a game of cards. I walk over to my dearest and only friends and we start to play. Trunks and Pan are cuddled up the floor while Goten is in the middle of Bra and Marron. I watch happily as Marron flips her hair to the side and crawls over to me to make Bra mad. I may not have Pan's love but I have some pretty good friends.
Man that was bad and sorry so short. I don't even know where that came from. So anyways see ya laterz!