Sad memories (4th)
By: Crashnburn_021
PG-13 (maybe more later)
Crashnburn_021@yahoo.com
Characters belong to L.J Smith; I could never create such beauty. I think I might try
and come up with some characters of my own later.
When I was younger, I wanted a to live life, but lately all I've wanted to do is die. To
crawl under the deepest abysmal hole in the earth. To be forgotten by humanity. I've
always believed those dead only feel the pain of death when someone thinks of them, that
is why I want to be forgotten. And I know that what ever he is feeling, where ever he is
right now, he isn't thinking of me. He's moved on and I'm still stuck on him, like an
awful stench.
"Bonnie, you've been spacing in and out of reality for days, what's wrong?" Teresa was
Bonnie's guide through the cleansing, but for all that she wanted, she could not tell her
about her thoughts. The thoughts that plagued her, that stopped her dead on her tracks,
that made her feel liable and seventeen again. But she would soon be initiated in to the
Coven and such things were not allowed, so Bonnie was set on forgetting, forgetting him
and her past. She had a future now, and she refused to throw it away for something
unreal and inaccessible.
"Nothing is wrong Sister Teresa, I've simply been digressing lately. But it isn't anything
I cannot take care of on my own." Bonnie stood up, having made up her mind that she
had to deal with this and deciding the best way to do so, was to confront her feelings dead
on. To confront him. She was going to see Damon.
"Peace be with you, Sister Teresa. I need to take care of some unfinished business before
I take my place as a pillar of the Coven. I'll travel to Europe, stay with the sisters that
reside there and I will contact you as soon as I have resolved the issue."
"As you wish. Peace be with you, Child. And I hope that you find what ever it is you are
looking for. For your sake as well as the Covens'" Teresa said solemnly, knowing better
than to start asking bonnie questions she knew she wouldn't get the answers to.
Bonnie could not believe she was doing this; she was going to face him. Get everything
out in the open and see where it takes her. She didn't expect Damon to profess his dying
love for her, but if she didn't tell him soon, everything she had worked for would crumble
around her. This life that she had created, her beloved Coven, life as witch..
everything gone, destroyed.
She was going to tell him what she had wanted to say for so long. That she loved him,
that she always would. That it wasn't weakness, that she was strong and she needed to
move on. That she didn't expect him to feel the same, she didn't really care how he felt.
Her future was at stake and she refused to back down. And then she'd leave and all
would go back to normal. Al l she had to do now was bring herself to knock on that door.
Suddenly the large wooden door swung open and standing there was Damon, in all his
beauty and glory and bonnie wondered were her determination went. Because as soon as
that door open all she saw was dark eyes and teenage love.
"Well, what a surprise. I must say, it is good to see you again bonnie." Amused look on
his face and a smirk that wont quit. And she can't help herself. Kisses him hard, even
more surprised when he kisses back with a strange kind of intensity that made her
wonder. It really did.
By: Crashnburn_021
PG-13 (maybe more later)
Crashnburn_021@yahoo.com
Characters belong to L.J Smith; I could never create such beauty. I think I might try
and come up with some characters of my own later.
When I was younger, I wanted a to live life, but lately all I've wanted to do is die. To
crawl under the deepest abysmal hole in the earth. To be forgotten by humanity. I've
always believed those dead only feel the pain of death when someone thinks of them, that
is why I want to be forgotten. And I know that what ever he is feeling, where ever he is
right now, he isn't thinking of me. He's moved on and I'm still stuck on him, like an
awful stench.
"Bonnie, you've been spacing in and out of reality for days, what's wrong?" Teresa was
Bonnie's guide through the cleansing, but for all that she wanted, she could not tell her
about her thoughts. The thoughts that plagued her, that stopped her dead on her tracks,
that made her feel liable and seventeen again. But she would soon be initiated in to the
Coven and such things were not allowed, so Bonnie was set on forgetting, forgetting him
and her past. She had a future now, and she refused to throw it away for something
unreal and inaccessible.
"Nothing is wrong Sister Teresa, I've simply been digressing lately. But it isn't anything
I cannot take care of on my own." Bonnie stood up, having made up her mind that she
had to deal with this and deciding the best way to do so, was to confront her feelings dead
on. To confront him. She was going to see Damon.
"Peace be with you, Sister Teresa. I need to take care of some unfinished business before
I take my place as a pillar of the Coven. I'll travel to Europe, stay with the sisters that
reside there and I will contact you as soon as I have resolved the issue."
"As you wish. Peace be with you, Child. And I hope that you find what ever it is you are
looking for. For your sake as well as the Covens'" Teresa said solemnly, knowing better
than to start asking bonnie questions she knew she wouldn't get the answers to.
Bonnie could not believe she was doing this; she was going to face him. Get everything
out in the open and see where it takes her. She didn't expect Damon to profess his dying
love for her, but if she didn't tell him soon, everything she had worked for would crumble
around her. This life that she had created, her beloved Coven, life as witch..
everything gone, destroyed.
She was going to tell him what she had wanted to say for so long. That she loved him,
that she always would. That it wasn't weakness, that she was strong and she needed to
move on. That she didn't expect him to feel the same, she didn't really care how he felt.
Her future was at stake and she refused to back down. And then she'd leave and all
would go back to normal. Al l she had to do now was bring herself to knock on that door.
Suddenly the large wooden door swung open and standing there was Damon, in all his
beauty and glory and bonnie wondered were her determination went. Because as soon as
that door open all she saw was dark eyes and teenage love.
"Well, what a surprise. I must say, it is good to see you again bonnie." Amused look on
his face and a smirk that wont quit. And she can't help herself. Kisses him hard, even
more surprised when he kisses back with a strange kind of intensity that made her
wonder. It really did.