Disclaimer: I own nothing, only this poem.
(Sniff)
Anyways, if you dislike Taito,
GO!!!
FLEE
NOW!!!
RUUUUUUUUUUN.
Sorry, I'm sane now, well partially... This poem is about
Taichi's feelings for Matt^^, my 1st fanfiction piece ever.
You'll Never
Know
By Angel of Evil
It's daylight again,
Where are you my sweet?
When
time runs out where will u be,
I know where I shall be,
Alone,
Because
I can never really be,
Not with you any way,
Once the sunlight has
gone,
Darkness shall follow,
How ironic,
Do you remember the times we
used to fight?
The times you knew I hated you?
The way you always thought
that you could guarantee that it was hatred in my eyes,
But I guess that you
couldn't know,
You only saw it from a one way view,
That it was,
Just
what you thought,
What you soon began to believe,
Did you ever know that
they were the worst days of my life?
We made a pact remember?
Never to
fight with one another ever again,
And you kept that,
You've always been
loyal like that to me,
You were my loyal companion,
My best
friend...
You always said we would be together forever,
You said that
along side with Takeru,
I was the next most important person in your
life,
I never doubted that.
Blue ocean eyes watch me in my dreams,
Then
dark brown female ones taunt me in my nightmares,
Ever wonder why I kept my
distance?
I don't hold you against what you did,
Who you're with,
I just wished I had told you,
But I guess now is too
late...
Your happy now aren't you?
You've found your peace with the one
you love,
I'm happy for that at least,
I hope can learn to forgive me for
what I'm going to do, and what I have done,
You thought it was jealousy that
caused my actions,
And yes,
In a way it was,
Just not the same
perspective as you saw I guess,
You never did question why I would quiet at
the mention of her name,
Why I cried that day in the park after I saw you
with her,
When you embraced her with a kiss.
I can't help but wonder
now,
Are you truly happy now?
Or am I just paranoid to think that your
beautiful eyes don't shine the way they used too,
That maybe you feel the
same too,
No,
It's just wishful thinking.
I will miss you,
More than
you know,
I think that- I love you...
My tenshi,
I know it's wrong to
feel what I feel,
Don't be sad once I'm gone,
I enjoyed the times we
shared,
Good or bad,
Gomen,
I have to do this or I might end up doing
something worse,
I don't want to ruin what you've found.
I never did hate
you,
When we fought it was just my excuse to get close to you,
I couldn't
do it any other way,
You would always shut me out,
I guess...
You'll
never know...
(Peeps over pillow) Was it bad? ^_^;;
I hope not. Review please and if you were wondering tenshi means angel and gomen means sorry. But I bet you knew that didn't you? ^_~
