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Ally XXX
I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again
All over again
-Westlife
~~~~~~~
James looked over to Lily, who was grinning like a rainbow. James suddenly went red, but in feelings. It wasn't a crush. It was a falling in love.
Lily saw James looking down, and he was quite red. He waved to him and said hi when he looked up, but he walked away looking embarrassed.
"Trace, you didn't tell him did you?" Lily asked her friend.
Her friend grasped her hand. "No, but he hasn't been feeling well at all."
"But he looked embarrassed," said Lily, looking over to Sirius who had lost a game of gobstones to Remus, in which Sirius was squirted with disgusting blue ink. Sirius knew it wasn't very intelligent to attack Remus, as he had werewolf powers, so he shook Remus' hand. Remus always stayed calm if he lost, as his tempers are easy to keep down.
~~~~~~~
Dear Bloody freaking shitty journal, (again with a more interesting name)
Ok I really need help. Need help.
I heard the Slytherins today. They're planning something.
And worse of all, my problem with Lily isn't improving.
Huh?
~~~~~~~
"Mr Potter, we have some questions," said Professor Dumbledore, at the door. "Please come this way."
"Ok sir," said James, confused.
Once Professor sat himself and James down, he broke some news to him.
"Unfortunately to some circumstances, you will be.well I think I better tell you the circumstances first. Lucius Malfoy has claimed that this object was in your bag when it dropped out in front of him." Professror Dumbledore handed James a wand. It started to get ready to explode, but James couldn't control it and passed it to Dumbledore, who could. "It could blow up the entire school. Do you deny this?"
James dropped his smile that hung about him earlier. "Yes," he said.
"And witnesses Henry Hopkins from Hufflepuff," and when Dumbledore said Hufflepuff, James was quite surprised. "Seem to see him catching it when you were walking along, and he even saw it drop out."
"But I can't even control it,"
"Maybe you could earlier, but not now," said Dumbledore. "Therefore, you see what is to be done."
James was near tears. He could tell his friends with Lily were watching under his cloak. He heard a sniffing sound, in which Lily was crying without him knowing.
"I'll be expelled?" asked James.
"Yes, unfortunately." Dumbledore patted James on the head. "You're one of our top students, and a prefect. You shall go home the day after tomorrow, which will be Sunday. You're lucky it's Saturday tomorrow, you can have a day with your friends. Now, off to bed now."
"Night Professor," said James gravely. As Dumbledore went out, his friends took off the cloak.
"You guys think I'm innocent, right?" said James.
Peter stood up. "Unfortunately I can't be on your side of this. I'm really sorry James, but. . ."
"You mother. I understand. Remus?"
Remus winked at him and smiled. "I'm on your side. You know me."
"Me too." Sirius smiled, and he went to give his best friend and hug.
"Lil?" said James.
"I don't believe you just did that," she said, walking up to her dormitory.
James stood there, looking at Sirius.
Sirius looked up the stairs and then back to James. "She was really upset you know."
James sat down. " I know, I know." He wiped his eyes, as they were watering. "Look, I'll go to bed."
He walked upstairs making sure he was unaccompanied.
~~~~~~~
"This is seriously the worst day of my life." Sirius hissed, the next day. "The Slytherins framed him, I know that."
"Hey Lil, what do you think?" asked Remus, in which Lily didn't bother to look up.
"Ok," said Remus. "Em? What about you?"
Emma walked over and patted Remus on the shoulder. "Innocent, not like always," said Emma. She walked over to Lily. "Lil, something's up."
Lily glanced at her. Her green eyes didn't seem so bright anymore. "No comment."
"Lil, something's up."
Lily looked at Emma. Her eyes seemed red now. "I said NO COMMENT!" Lily relaxed. "Oh god, I'm sorry," and in this, she rushed to her bedroom, crying.
Emma looked at Sirius. "Bloody hell, what's with her?"
"You think that's bad," said Peter, coming into the common room. "Go and see James. I think he's trying to commit suicide."
Sirius made a huge jump. "Where the hell is he?" said Sirius grabbing Peter.
"Err," said Peter shaking. "The lake."
"Sorry Pete," said Sirius. "Come on Remus."
~~~~~~~
"I didn't do it, I really didn't.
My life has been framed.
With this rope I shall blind the misery.
Luck isn't my middle name.
Nothing's cool.
Nothing's free.
Nothing's there.
No one bothers with me."
"What the - " said James after reciting his verse.
"James, you know this ISN'T going to help." Said Sirius, grabbing James.
"Come on. I need this. I want to put out the misery."
Remus grabbed the rope before James could put it on. "What misery?"
James stared at him with his once soft eyes. "My misery. My heart. My hell."
"You mean Lily? And you get expelled? And. . ."
"Your mum," finished Sirius.
Remus shot a look at Sirius. "I mean, Lily cares for you, Dumbledore's going to fix it, and," Remus paused. There was nothing he could say about James' mother. "And your mother is watching you from above, and she wouldn't want you doing this."
James grabbed the rope and threw it aside. He hugged his friends, in a trio hug, and started to bawl. "Thanks you guys."
"Come on Prongs, you want to play Quidditch or go to Hogsmeade or something?"
James wiped his tears. "First I want to do something."
"Ok J," said Remus. "Be quick, and we'll wait with the others at the entrance."
James rushed off, in which he didn't care if he fell over or fell through a trick step.
"Lil?"
Lily was upstairs crying. He rushed into the girls' dormitories, in which some girls screamed.
"JAMES! BLOODY HELL NEVER DO THAT AGAIN!"
James twiddled his fingers. "Hey, can I speak to Lil?"
Emma marched over to James in a joke fashion. She laughed as she slightly tripped over the mat, and banged into James. "Yeah, sure, and sorry about that." She signalled the girls to go out. "We've been trying to get her to talk all morning."
"I understand what you mean." Said James, who walked over to Lily's bed, which had the curtains drawn.
"Lil?"
"Go away traitor," she hissed.
"Traitor? Wow, my names change all the time. What next? JP?"
"This is no joke Potter."
"See! Potter now, is it?" James pulled the curtains open. She was sitting there still in her robes from last night, and her hair unwashed. "Look, I want to understand what happened this morning."
Lily put her arms around James. "I'm sorry, I just don't want you to go. I really don't. I really don't. I really don't. I really-" Lily was crying as he hugged her.
"Shhh, shhh," whispered James, who kissed her forehead.
Lily wiped her tears. "I'm just really upset." She brushed her hair back. "Look, I really like you. In fact, I really like you that I think I'm falling for you, as in you know."
James patted her head. "I know, me too. It's my fault for being too cowardly to tell you."
Lily looked into James' soft blue eyes. "You too?"
James nodded, in which a wet streak went across his face. Lily used her delicate fingers to wipe it. James lunged for the kiss, in which it seemed romantic. It was heaven for both, and they weren't faking it.
In that time, Sirius was smiling outside with his arm around Emily. "It seemed ok, didn't it?"
Emily kissed Sirius on the cheek. "The problem is they'll be spilt apart for a long time."
Sirius glanced at Emily. "I know, it's going to be hard on me too."
Inside the girls' dormitories, James and Lily were still in their own world.
I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again
All over again
-Westlife
~~~~~~~
James looked over to Lily, who was grinning like a rainbow. James suddenly went red, but in feelings. It wasn't a crush. It was a falling in love.
Lily saw James looking down, and he was quite red. He waved to him and said hi when he looked up, but he walked away looking embarrassed.
"Trace, you didn't tell him did you?" Lily asked her friend.
Her friend grasped her hand. "No, but he hasn't been feeling well at all."
"But he looked embarrassed," said Lily, looking over to Sirius who had lost a game of gobstones to Remus, in which Sirius was squirted with disgusting blue ink. Sirius knew it wasn't very intelligent to attack Remus, as he had werewolf powers, so he shook Remus' hand. Remus always stayed calm if he lost, as his tempers are easy to keep down.
~~~~~~~
Dear Bloody freaking shitty journal, (again with a more interesting name)
Ok I really need help. Need help.
I heard the Slytherins today. They're planning something.
And worse of all, my problem with Lily isn't improving.
Huh?
~~~~~~~
"Mr Potter, we have some questions," said Professor Dumbledore, at the door. "Please come this way."
"Ok sir," said James, confused.
Once Professor sat himself and James down, he broke some news to him.
"Unfortunately to some circumstances, you will be.well I think I better tell you the circumstances first. Lucius Malfoy has claimed that this object was in your bag when it dropped out in front of him." Professror Dumbledore handed James a wand. It started to get ready to explode, but James couldn't control it and passed it to Dumbledore, who could. "It could blow up the entire school. Do you deny this?"
James dropped his smile that hung about him earlier. "Yes," he said.
"And witnesses Henry Hopkins from Hufflepuff," and when Dumbledore said Hufflepuff, James was quite surprised. "Seem to see him catching it when you were walking along, and he even saw it drop out."
"But I can't even control it,"
"Maybe you could earlier, but not now," said Dumbledore. "Therefore, you see what is to be done."
James was near tears. He could tell his friends with Lily were watching under his cloak. He heard a sniffing sound, in which Lily was crying without him knowing.
"I'll be expelled?" asked James.
"Yes, unfortunately." Dumbledore patted James on the head. "You're one of our top students, and a prefect. You shall go home the day after tomorrow, which will be Sunday. You're lucky it's Saturday tomorrow, you can have a day with your friends. Now, off to bed now."
"Night Professor," said James gravely. As Dumbledore went out, his friends took off the cloak.
"You guys think I'm innocent, right?" said James.
Peter stood up. "Unfortunately I can't be on your side of this. I'm really sorry James, but. . ."
"You mother. I understand. Remus?"
Remus winked at him and smiled. "I'm on your side. You know me."
"Me too." Sirius smiled, and he went to give his best friend and hug.
"Lil?" said James.
"I don't believe you just did that," she said, walking up to her dormitory.
James stood there, looking at Sirius.
Sirius looked up the stairs and then back to James. "She was really upset you know."
James sat down. " I know, I know." He wiped his eyes, as they were watering. "Look, I'll go to bed."
He walked upstairs making sure he was unaccompanied.
~~~~~~~
"This is seriously the worst day of my life." Sirius hissed, the next day. "The Slytherins framed him, I know that."
"Hey Lil, what do you think?" asked Remus, in which Lily didn't bother to look up.
"Ok," said Remus. "Em? What about you?"
Emma walked over and patted Remus on the shoulder. "Innocent, not like always," said Emma. She walked over to Lily. "Lil, something's up."
Lily glanced at her. Her green eyes didn't seem so bright anymore. "No comment."
"Lil, something's up."
Lily looked at Emma. Her eyes seemed red now. "I said NO COMMENT!" Lily relaxed. "Oh god, I'm sorry," and in this, she rushed to her bedroom, crying.
Emma looked at Sirius. "Bloody hell, what's with her?"
"You think that's bad," said Peter, coming into the common room. "Go and see James. I think he's trying to commit suicide."
Sirius made a huge jump. "Where the hell is he?" said Sirius grabbing Peter.
"Err," said Peter shaking. "The lake."
"Sorry Pete," said Sirius. "Come on Remus."
~~~~~~~
"I didn't do it, I really didn't.
My life has been framed.
With this rope I shall blind the misery.
Luck isn't my middle name.
Nothing's cool.
Nothing's free.
Nothing's there.
No one bothers with me."
"What the - " said James after reciting his verse.
"James, you know this ISN'T going to help." Said Sirius, grabbing James.
"Come on. I need this. I want to put out the misery."
Remus grabbed the rope before James could put it on. "What misery?"
James stared at him with his once soft eyes. "My misery. My heart. My hell."
"You mean Lily? And you get expelled? And. . ."
"Your mum," finished Sirius.
Remus shot a look at Sirius. "I mean, Lily cares for you, Dumbledore's going to fix it, and," Remus paused. There was nothing he could say about James' mother. "And your mother is watching you from above, and she wouldn't want you doing this."
James grabbed the rope and threw it aside. He hugged his friends, in a trio hug, and started to bawl. "Thanks you guys."
"Come on Prongs, you want to play Quidditch or go to Hogsmeade or something?"
James wiped his tears. "First I want to do something."
"Ok J," said Remus. "Be quick, and we'll wait with the others at the entrance."
James rushed off, in which he didn't care if he fell over or fell through a trick step.
"Lil?"
Lily was upstairs crying. He rushed into the girls' dormitories, in which some girls screamed.
"JAMES! BLOODY HELL NEVER DO THAT AGAIN!"
James twiddled his fingers. "Hey, can I speak to Lil?"
Emma marched over to James in a joke fashion. She laughed as she slightly tripped over the mat, and banged into James. "Yeah, sure, and sorry about that." She signalled the girls to go out. "We've been trying to get her to talk all morning."
"I understand what you mean." Said James, who walked over to Lily's bed, which had the curtains drawn.
"Lil?"
"Go away traitor," she hissed.
"Traitor? Wow, my names change all the time. What next? JP?"
"This is no joke Potter."
"See! Potter now, is it?" James pulled the curtains open. She was sitting there still in her robes from last night, and her hair unwashed. "Look, I want to understand what happened this morning."
Lily put her arms around James. "I'm sorry, I just don't want you to go. I really don't. I really don't. I really don't. I really-" Lily was crying as he hugged her.
"Shhh, shhh," whispered James, who kissed her forehead.
Lily wiped her tears. "I'm just really upset." She brushed her hair back. "Look, I really like you. In fact, I really like you that I think I'm falling for you, as in you know."
James patted her head. "I know, me too. It's my fault for being too cowardly to tell you."
Lily looked into James' soft blue eyes. "You too?"
James nodded, in which a wet streak went across his face. Lily used her delicate fingers to wipe it. James lunged for the kiss, in which it seemed romantic. It was heaven for both, and they weren't faking it.
In that time, Sirius was smiling outside with his arm around Emily. "It seemed ok, didn't it?"
Emily kissed Sirius on the cheek. "The problem is they'll be spilt apart for a long time."
Sirius glanced at Emily. "I know, it's going to be hard on me too."
Inside the girls' dormitories, James and Lily were still in their own world.
