From: "Michelle Coursen" mcoursen@comcast.net
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Date: Thursday, October 24, 2002 5:56 AM
Chapter7: Confessions
Summary: Sebastian tells Kathryn about the tape.
Kathryn was in shock. Now Kathryn felt she was a wordly girl, and nothing really shocked her. Not even when she was eight and found her mother in an embrace with her FEMALE nanny. But the fact that Sebastian would plot against her when they were together that completely something else. The irony wasn't lost on her that she was on the receiving end of a scheme.
"Kathryn say something." Sebastian said after what to him seemed like an endless silence.
"What should I say?", Kathryn spat out. "Wait I know! Whew! Thank god you were dumb enough to trust some dumb ass. Well golly Sebastian I forgive you and everyhting is ok with us." Kathryn said sarcastically.
Sebastian knew he deserved this, but it wasn't very easy to take. Thinking back it was just selfish pride that drove him to do what he did.
Kathryn stood suddenly. " I don't think we really have much further to talk about." Kathryn said. She was hurt. Something that she really never allowed happend to her, and now she knew why.
"Kathryn, can't you see I regret my actions?" Sebastian said, hating the pleading tone his voice held. Sebastian never plead for anything in his life before. Pleading and begging was for losers as far as he was concerned. But Kathryn was worth it.
"Without trust we really don't have anything." Kathryn said simply. She almost laughed out loud at her words. She Kathryn Merteil was preaching about trust and honesty? But she honestly thought maybe Seastian was really the one for her, but now she realized it wasn't to be. Sure at first it was just a sex thing , but it turned to something more. She felt a jabbing sensation in her chest, and at first tshe swore it was a heart attack. But deep down she knew what it really was.
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Sebastian returned to his hotel room, and began to raid his mini-bar. The tiny bottles of liquor didn't quite numb the pain, but it was sure a good start.
All his life he was a loner. He never quite embarced the high life, and thought all his peers were a bunch of losers. He liked having designer clother and nice cars, but who the fuck really cared who was skiing in Aspen, or if he got that invitation to that right party. It was all an empty life and he went through all the motions, but deep down he felt empty and hollow. That all changed when he met Kathryn. Yes she drove him crazy with all her games, but hell you had to admire the balls on her.
Their year in Italy were the happiest time in their lives. Everday was perfect as long as he had Kathryn by his side. Now it was all over. He regretted the day he consented to going back to New York.
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After Kathryn charged out on Sebastian she called her limo. God damn him! Why couldn't he leave well enough alone? Why couldn't you? , a small voice said in her head. Ok maybe she would have done the same thing to him if the shoe was on the other foot. But still!
Kathryn stood on the sidewalk and thought a minute. Yes what he did was horrible, but did she want to throw away all their good times for something that she knew he regretted very day? The problem was Kathryn was too stubborn for her own good. Forgiving him just like that wasn't her style.
The limo pulled up and Kathryn didn't just himp right in.She was torn about what she should do.
The driver sat there for a few minutes and waited. Fed up he rolled down her window and stuck his head out the window.
"Miss Merteil did you want me to drive you anywhere." He asked.
Sebatsian's hotel was one block away. She wouldn't want her mother's limo to know where she was walking, so she could just walk there. But did she really want to see him?
Torn Kathryn stood there silently debating what to do.
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All Lisa ever wanted was just to fit in. Determined to better herself, she studied hard and got a scholarship to Manchester Prep. Convinced that the rich students would welcome her with open arms and overlook her dumpy figure, and plain clothes. So what if her family didn't have any social standing? She was smart with a good heart. But that didn't happend. Instead the students made fun of her and shunned her. Even the smart students didn't want to bother with her. Sure she was smart, but her family was almost white trash.
All alone Lisa knew something good would happend to her, and she thought ti did when she was assigned to tutot Court Reynolds. Court would be dazzled by her personality and fall madly in love with her. The popular kids woudl then finally accept her. If she was good enough for Court then she would be good enough for everyone else. Only that never happend and Lisa knew who made sure of that. Then when she found Kathryn's confession tape Lisa thought she hit the jackpot. Only she was too innocent to know hwo to blackmail anyone. So when Sebastian came into her life she figured he was her last chance. He would finally see the true Lisa and fall madly in love with her. That didn't happend either and Lisa only blamed one person for that. Kathryn Merteil was pure evil. She was a bitch who always stood in her way of living the good life.
After Sebastian's humiliating exit, Lisa became a mess. Why didn't anything ever go her way. everything went Kathryn' s way and she hardly deserved it. Lisa resented her for not only being born into a wealthy life, but making sure Lisa never tasted that life. Then one day going through her brother's possesion Lisa stumbled onto something that might help her finally defeat Kathryn. Something that would finally eliminate Kathryn once for all. A handgun.
Now Lisa was not a killer, but sometimes you are driven to do something that would benifit all. Who would really miss Kathryn? Not Court even Lisa knew that he hated Kathryn. Maybe Sebastian a little, but Lisa would help him through that.
Lisa staked out Kathryn's house. Seeing where Kathryn lived only fueled Lisa's hatred towards her. Why did Kathryn get to live in a roomy twonhouse while she was stuck in a cramped 3 bedroom apartment.?
Lisa was having no luck until one day she saw Kathryn get into a black limo. That bitch got driven around while she had a crappy chevrolet! Yes Lisa was doing the right thing. After seeing who Kathryn was meeting only made her madder. Why did Kathryn get Sebastian? What made her so specail?
Lisa patiently waited outside that cafe for her chance. Walking up and down the sidewalk Lisa knew Kathryn had to leave the cafe sometime. Lisa was worried a little that she wouldn't have enough time to get the gun out before Kathryn got back in the limo. But something was finally going her way when Kathryn stood still on the sidewalk.
Delighted, Lisa began to charge towards her.
"Bang! You're dead." Lisa whispered.
Subject:
Date: Thursday, October 24, 2002 5:56 AM
Chapter7: Confessions
Summary: Sebastian tells Kathryn about the tape.
Kathryn was in shock. Now Kathryn felt she was a wordly girl, and nothing really shocked her. Not even when she was eight and found her mother in an embrace with her FEMALE nanny. But the fact that Sebastian would plot against her when they were together that completely something else. The irony wasn't lost on her that she was on the receiving end of a scheme.
"Kathryn say something." Sebastian said after what to him seemed like an endless silence.
"What should I say?", Kathryn spat out. "Wait I know! Whew! Thank god you were dumb enough to trust some dumb ass. Well golly Sebastian I forgive you and everyhting is ok with us." Kathryn said sarcastically.
Sebastian knew he deserved this, but it wasn't very easy to take. Thinking back it was just selfish pride that drove him to do what he did.
Kathryn stood suddenly. " I don't think we really have much further to talk about." Kathryn said. She was hurt. Something that she really never allowed happend to her, and now she knew why.
"Kathryn, can't you see I regret my actions?" Sebastian said, hating the pleading tone his voice held. Sebastian never plead for anything in his life before. Pleading and begging was for losers as far as he was concerned. But Kathryn was worth it.
"Without trust we really don't have anything." Kathryn said simply. She almost laughed out loud at her words. She Kathryn Merteil was preaching about trust and honesty? But she honestly thought maybe Seastian was really the one for her, but now she realized it wasn't to be. Sure at first it was just a sex thing , but it turned to something more. She felt a jabbing sensation in her chest, and at first tshe swore it was a heart attack. But deep down she knew what it really was.
*************
Sebastian returned to his hotel room, and began to raid his mini-bar. The tiny bottles of liquor didn't quite numb the pain, but it was sure a good start.
All his life he was a loner. He never quite embarced the high life, and thought all his peers were a bunch of losers. He liked having designer clother and nice cars, but who the fuck really cared who was skiing in Aspen, or if he got that invitation to that right party. It was all an empty life and he went through all the motions, but deep down he felt empty and hollow. That all changed when he met Kathryn. Yes she drove him crazy with all her games, but hell you had to admire the balls on her.
Their year in Italy were the happiest time in their lives. Everday was perfect as long as he had Kathryn by his side. Now it was all over. He regretted the day he consented to going back to New York.
*****************
After Kathryn charged out on Sebastian she called her limo. God damn him! Why couldn't he leave well enough alone? Why couldn't you? , a small voice said in her head. Ok maybe she would have done the same thing to him if the shoe was on the other foot. But still!
Kathryn stood on the sidewalk and thought a minute. Yes what he did was horrible, but did she want to throw away all their good times for something that she knew he regretted very day? The problem was Kathryn was too stubborn for her own good. Forgiving him just like that wasn't her style.
The limo pulled up and Kathryn didn't just himp right in.She was torn about what she should do.
The driver sat there for a few minutes and waited. Fed up he rolled down her window and stuck his head out the window.
"Miss Merteil did you want me to drive you anywhere." He asked.
Sebatsian's hotel was one block away. She wouldn't want her mother's limo to know where she was walking, so she could just walk there. But did she really want to see him?
Torn Kathryn stood there silently debating what to do.
**********************
All Lisa ever wanted was just to fit in. Determined to better herself, she studied hard and got a scholarship to Manchester Prep. Convinced that the rich students would welcome her with open arms and overlook her dumpy figure, and plain clothes. So what if her family didn't have any social standing? She was smart with a good heart. But that didn't happend. Instead the students made fun of her and shunned her. Even the smart students didn't want to bother with her. Sure she was smart, but her family was almost white trash.
All alone Lisa knew something good would happend to her, and she thought ti did when she was assigned to tutot Court Reynolds. Court would be dazzled by her personality and fall madly in love with her. The popular kids woudl then finally accept her. If she was good enough for Court then she would be good enough for everyone else. Only that never happend and Lisa knew who made sure of that. Then when she found Kathryn's confession tape Lisa thought she hit the jackpot. Only she was too innocent to know hwo to blackmail anyone. So when Sebastian came into her life she figured he was her last chance. He would finally see the true Lisa and fall madly in love with her. That didn't happend either and Lisa only blamed one person for that. Kathryn Merteil was pure evil. She was a bitch who always stood in her way of living the good life.
After Sebastian's humiliating exit, Lisa became a mess. Why didn't anything ever go her way. everything went Kathryn' s way and she hardly deserved it. Lisa resented her for not only being born into a wealthy life, but making sure Lisa never tasted that life. Then one day going through her brother's possesion Lisa stumbled onto something that might help her finally defeat Kathryn. Something that would finally eliminate Kathryn once for all. A handgun.
Now Lisa was not a killer, but sometimes you are driven to do something that would benifit all. Who would really miss Kathryn? Not Court even Lisa knew that he hated Kathryn. Maybe Sebastian a little, but Lisa would help him through that.
Lisa staked out Kathryn's house. Seeing where Kathryn lived only fueled Lisa's hatred towards her. Why did Kathryn get to live in a roomy twonhouse while she was stuck in a cramped 3 bedroom apartment.?
Lisa was having no luck until one day she saw Kathryn get into a black limo. That bitch got driven around while she had a crappy chevrolet! Yes Lisa was doing the right thing. After seeing who Kathryn was meeting only made her madder. Why did Kathryn get Sebastian? What made her so specail?
Lisa patiently waited outside that cafe for her chance. Walking up and down the sidewalk Lisa knew Kathryn had to leave the cafe sometime. Lisa was worried a little that she wouldn't have enough time to get the gun out before Kathryn got back in the limo. But something was finally going her way when Kathryn stood still on the sidewalk.
Delighted, Lisa began to charge towards her.
"Bang! You're dead." Lisa whispered.