Finished!!! Finally!!! For the first time in my life i finish a
fic!!! What a beautiful day!!!!
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Enjoy it!


Chapter 4:

I look at my son again, looking for something on his beautiful face.
But I find nothing to help me.

"Go in, Dad. Please."

It seems so important for him.

I nod, then walk in.

In the back of the office, sat in a big chair, there's a blond
haired man, talking on the phone. I stop in mid-track, realizing who
he is.

"Seifer?"

he jumps before standing up. Then he turns towards me, surprise to
see me here written all over his face.

"Squall? What are you doing here?"

Squall… not Leonhart… I frown at this one.

"…"

He narrows his eyes, before adding.

"Oh… Yeah. You're coming for what I've done to your boy yesterday.
Listen, Commander, your son was laughing during the classroom and I
had no other choice than to ……"

It's funny to hear him talk about discipline. But he had mistaken my
frown. I'm not here for what happened yesterday. I'm here for… Why
am I here? Because my son asked me to. But why? I vaguely listen him
any more, preoccupied by the reason I'm here. I don't understand.
Griever was talking about me being gay, about a gorgeous man… Must
have been talking about Seifer… Yes it's true that he's gorgeous…
The light behind him plays on his muscles, making a halo of golden
hairs behind his head.
He's so gorgeous…

Then it hit me.

*nineteen years before *

The night is full of stars. Like always, I'm standing there, in the
mountains near Balamb Garden, memorising this beautiful sight.
Suddenly, I hear something behind me. I grab my gunblade, in case of
a monster. A boy stares at me, both hand up.

"Caution Leonhart… You could hurt somebody easily with that thing…"

I smile.

"Hello Seifer."

I sit down, and he came next to me, looking at the night. He places
a hand on mine, but I do nothing. I don't know what he had in mind,
but he's acting strangely around me since some days.

I feel something warm and wet licking my cheek. I jump away, eyes
wide open.

"Seifer?! What are you doing, for Hyne's sake!?"

he looks down, his face lightly red from… embarrassment? Shame? I'm
sure I saw hurt in his beautiful eyes, looking like cat's one under
the moonlight.

"I'm sorry. I… I don't know why I've done that. Could you forgive
me?"

"Yes…"

his eyes stares at me, happy. But for a second, I see something in
it… Lust, desire… Love? Could Seifer be in love with… me?

"Seifer? Are you gay?"

He jumps back.

"Wha.. No!! No I'm not!! What in hell made you think that?"

"Well…You just licked my cheek with your tongue so…"

He looks at me, frightened. For the first time of my life, I see the
real Seifer: a frightened boy, fearing of being rejected by he
others, as he had been his whole life. On this point, I understand
him.

"Squall.. please… keep that for you, okay? Do it for me…You know
people don't like me… What would they do to me if they knew…"

"So you're gay, right?"

"No… Well.. I don't know. There's only one man who I feel attracted
by…"

"…"

He lifts his head, and come closer to me. I can feel his breath on
my skin, his lips slightly brushing mine… then our lips touch.. one
hand is on my back. The other in my hair… At the beginning, I stay
still, not knowing what to do. I could be disgusted to be kissed by
another man. But strangely…I feel complete… it's like… heaven.
Hesitantly, I begin to kiss back. For a moment, there is nothing.
Nothing more than Seifer, his hand all over me, his sweet tongue in
my mouth, his lips bruising mine, the overwhelming taste of him.
Nothing but him and me under a full moon night.

Finally, our lips break apart, but we keep the eye contact. Then I
let myself fall in his arms, enjoying the fact of being hold by him.

"I love you" he whispers in my ears.

I look at him, not knowing what to say. I feel something for him,
yes. But is it Love? Love is such a big word… such a big thing…

"…"

He takes my chin with his hand, placing a chaste kiss on my lips.

"I don't ask you to love me back. I just wanted you to know it."

I nod, before adding.

"I'm not sure for now. But I promise you I'll tell you when I will."

He nods. Then he pulls me into an embrace, and we watch the moon
together.

"And I promise you to stay your friend no matter what."

Later, I forget about everything…
I remember now telling him I'll stay his friend no matter what. And
I forget. But not him. That must be why he turned like that.
I told him so because I could feel his fear of loneliness, of
rejection…
And I rejected him.
Now I understand why he changed so much. It was all my fault… My
poor Seifer… I make you suffer so much… And now I realize that I
don't want you to suffer anymore… I just want to help you, hold you,
kiss you… I want you… I love you…

"I love you too…"

He stares at me, shocked.

"What have you said?"

I approach him, but he makes no move. Softly, I grab his face in my
hands, and guide his head toward mine. I kiss him softly. He's so
bewildered that my tongue finds no resistance and slide easily in
his mouth. He doesn't kiss back, but I don't mind. Finally, but
reluctantly, I let him breath, and rest my head on his shoulder,
both arms around his muscled torso.

"I say I love you too".

I look up to see tears falling from his eyes. He's smiling, and it's
the most beautiful smile I ever saw on those lips. He grabs my chin
and kisses me deeply, and I kiss back. I can feel his happiness
radiating from him, flowing in and all over me like giants waves.

"Oh… Squall… I…"

"Shh… we will have all the time to talk later… For now.. just enjoy
this moment."

"So you'll stay with me?"

"for now and forever."

The en…
Dustyn: No no wait a sec!!! It's not the end!!
Lady: Oh? Sorry…
Dustyn:

It's been one year since Griever exposed me his plan. One year since
Squall and my dad are together.
My father had been re-integrate at Balamb-G, and Kitty and me have
followed. It's kind of strange to live in this place. It's huge. But
it's more annoying than before. I keep going in school… but now all
my teachers are my father's friends!!!!! How do you want me to skip
class that way?!? This place is hell!!! I want to go out! Pease
somebody help me!!!

"Dustyn shut the fuck up!!! Everybody staring at us!!"

"it's not my fault!"

"DUSTYN" shoot my mother. Wow. I hate when she hold the "shut up or
suffer the consequences" glare…

Well okay I know a church is not a good place for that kind of
things but…

"Look, he's coming."

At the back of the hallway, Squall appears with Griever next to him.
Both of them are dressed in a white suit. Personally, I think black
would have been better. It match with Griever's hairs…

They climb on the stage, where this funny guy, Laguna is waiting
with my father whose grinning ears to ears. I've never seen my
father so happy. And I'd like to know what this man has. Seems to be
really good. Laguna begin to speak, and some time after, my father
takes a silver- gold ring from the cushion my sister's holding and
places it on Squall's finger. Squall then takes the golden ring and
do the same, and everyone cheers up, wishing bless and happiness to
the new married.


The END.

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Well it's not as good as I expected it to be. I just wanted to
finish one of my fic for once.
Nonetheless, I hope you like it!!!