A/N : I've been working hard and I've actually managed to finish this next chapter and get my website up and running (it still needs work but there is something there and it appears to be working properly). If you'd like to visit my site go to http://www.geocities.com/ultra_woman1 and then click on the link to the 'Royal Palace Of Genovia'. I'd be grateful if you would let me know what you think so far.

Anyway, enough with the advertising, and back to the story!

Thanx so much to all those you reviewed; ndblue123, Crazy Canuck, sapofbks2002, swim6516, Pinkness, XxArEULoStXx, macdeniken, Cassandra Anthemyst, Fudgieangel, Starbright Moonlight, and can I point out to Silky that I actually didn't make a mistake. Disney changed some surnames for the movie, and therefore, Josh Richter became Josh Bryant, and Lana Weinberger became Lana Thomas. Check the cast list at the end of the film if you don't believe me.

Anyway, here is the next chapter. Enjoy!

(Disclaimer : see chapter 1)

Saturday

It's Saturday afternoon and anybody who is anybody is at the Baker Beach Party. I am nobody which explains why I am here, writing in my diary - how lame is that?!

And I know that Mia, my Mia, is at the party with that moron, Josh. I'm trying not to think about it but it's not easy. I'm off to the garage soon to meet the guys for rehearsals. With or without Mia, we still need to practice. It's going to be rough playing the new songs - they're both about Mia. The guys don't know that, neither does Mia, in fact I don't think anybody does except the guy who poured his heart out into them, and that would be me.

Well, I'd better go. I might write some more later.

Practice was okay, but it looks like Mia has put more than just me in a bad mood. Apparently she was supposed to be on Lilly's cable show tonight but she didn't show - because she was still at the party, I guess. Anyway Lilly was so mad when I got home and she would not stop yelling about it. I ended up telling her how Mia blew me off too.

"You like her, don't you?" she said when she'd calmed down enough to hear what I was saying.

"What do you mean?" I played dumb.

"Oh come on Michael, you are so obvious. The whole thing in the car about Mia looking 'attractive' and the way you stare at her when you think no-one's looking and I'm sorry but that song you were writing the other day - if that isn't about Mia then she has a double that I don't know about!"

She was right, about all of it. I couldn't believe how observant my sister could be, and actually how understanding. She was pretty nice about it really, which is not what you expect from Lilly. She said she knew how I felt, stuck in the middle of wanting to hate her and not being able to stop loving her. As it turns out, Jeremiah Hart, who my sister professes to find repulsive, has actually got under Lilly's skin. So we're both in tricky situations but at least we have someone to talk to about it.

I'm not sure what I'm feeling right now. It's not hate but I can't be sure if it's love anymore. I guess I'll know when I see Mia in school on Monday.

Sunday

Mia's picture is all over the newspapers, and not just the newspapers, the magazines, the TV, everywhere. It wouldn't be so bad if it were just a picture of Mia, but it was a picture of Mia and Josh - kissing! I honestly feel physically sick. I feel hurt, betrayed, and generally like my life sucks. Lilly is totally hacked off because Mia was supposed to be on her cable show last night. Instead of an in-depth Princess interview, Lilly's show was an hour display of Jeremiah's magic. I know she doesn't mind spending time with the guy, I just think she's embarrassed because she told everyone Mia was going to be on the show and she wasn't. That and the fact that the Princess and her are supposed to be best friends, and she totally blew her off. Anyway, he is so mad right now, I can't talk to her, which means I'm stuck writing everything down here. I guess that was kind of the idea of this diary in the first place, to write down the feelings that I can't talk about with anyone else. Anyway, to sum up, I'm heart broken and Lilly's hit boiling point and all because of one girl. Right now, Mia has a lot to answer for.

Monday

Apparently, I'm the only one in my family who can stay mad for more than two seconds. I spent today trying to shut my parents up, because all they kept saying was what a lovely girl Mia was and how the whole Josh thing must have been a set up. I don't know where they get their information. Everyone knows that Mia is totally head over heels for that idiot. Why wouldn't she want to kiss him?

And then there's Lilly, who claimed to be the maddest at Mia out of everybody. She spent like two minutes yelling at her and that was it, they were best friends again. I don't know exactly what she told her about me, but I hope she kept my secret. I'm not even sure if I'm still in love anymore. I need to work that out before I say or do anything drastic. Mia has already called our house twice, asking for me, but I can't face talking to her right now and I don't go to the phone. I know I'm a coward but I'm also hurting right now. Lilly won't tell me what she told Mia about how I feel but from the phone calls, I'm guessing more than she should have. Well, that's what I get for telling my sister anything that's private. I just thank God she doesn't know about this diary.

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