Holby Women's Prison
Day Two 8.30-9.30 am
I have spent the night alone in my cell, last night I sat for ages remembering the past- particularly when Patrick was alive and all our flirting in the department. I finally fell asleep at about 11.30 after gazing at the moon for over an hour-I knew that wherever Patrick was he was looking down on me and if I ever felt lonely or needed him I just had to look at the moon. My dreams last night were haunted by the attack- it just kept playing over and over again in my head, no matter how hard I tried I couldn't escape until I awoke, sweat pouring off my head- my heart pounding. I went back to sleep but this time I was in a land of sunshine, flowers and all my favourite things- there was no spiders, no bees or wasps and no Simon Kaminski !
Day Two 8.30-9.30 am
I have spent the night alone in my cell, last night I sat for ages remembering the past- particularly when Patrick was alive and all our flirting in the department. I finally fell asleep at about 11.30 after gazing at the moon for over an hour-I knew that wherever Patrick was he was looking down on me and if I ever felt lonely or needed him I just had to look at the moon. My dreams last night were haunted by the attack- it just kept playing over and over again in my head, no matter how hard I tried I couldn't escape until I awoke, sweat pouring off my head- my heart pounding. I went back to sleep but this time I was in a land of sunshine, flowers and all my favourite things- there was no spiders, no bees or wasps and no Simon Kaminski !