If Only I Could Turn Back Time...
By: Sailor Chibi Star Fighter
Rated: G-PG (flashbacks to the tragedy battle)
Disclaimer: If I owned Sailor Moon, Seiya and Usagi would be together, Stars would be dubbed, Chibiusa would be Seiya and Usagi's future daughter, the Amazoness Quartet would be the Asteroid Senshi in the Anime and come back, and there would be more seasons of Sailor Moon! Seeing as how none of these are true in the show, I must not own Sailor Moon.
If Only I Could Trun Back Time
Usagi: A Broken Heart
21 year old Usagi Tsukino sat on the white marble bench in the royal gardens of Kinmoku. She was wearing a dress of the darkest black you could ever imagine. She had just come from the funneral of Sailor Star Fighter, Seiya Kou, the man she loved. When Kakyuu had told her that Fighter had been killed....Usagi's world had shattered into a million peices, her heart shattering along with it.
*flashback*
Usagi opened her communicator when it rang. "Moshi Moshi! Kakyuu-san?!" Kakyuu's face had appeared, she was crying. Usagi tried to calm her down. "Kakyuu-san! Kakyuu-san calm down! What happened?!" Kakyuu took a long, shuddering breath, trying to hold back her tears, there was also the sound of hysteric crying in the background, it sounded like Healer. Usagi felt a deep, dark fear rising in her throat. "Kakyuu-san....why is Healer crying...?" she whispered. Kakyuu took another breath. "F-Fighter...." Usagi's eyes grew wide. "F-Fighter...j-just..... oh Usagi-san!!" she wailed. "FIGHTER JUST DIED!!!!!!!!!!" Usagi's eyes wavered. "No...." she whispered. "NO!!!! HE CAN'T BE DEAD!! HE CAN'T!! I LOVE HIM! I BROKE UP WITH MAMORU BECAUSE I LOVED HIM! HE CAN'T BE DEAD!!!!!!!!"
*end flashback*
Usagi felt tears welling up in her eyes once again. She buried her face in her hands. "Seiya..." she sobbed. When she had seen Fighter's body lying in that coffin... It had been too much for her to bear. Fighter had been so cold...so pale.... White as a sheet, her beautiful long black hair and her black fuku making her look even paler. Her saphire eyes closed, never to open and shine with laughter again... The shine of the Starlight's Star Seed permanently put out... Usagi just couldn't believe that Fighter...that Seiya was really gone... A light breeze blew by, stirring her blone hair.
"Odango...." the familiar voice was just a whisper that seemed to fly on the wind.
Usagi's head shot up. "Odango Atama!" Usagi spun around with her hopes high. It was just a dream, Fighter was alive. But then her hopes were crushed. It was just Haruka.. Once in a while, Haruka called her that.. "K-Konichiwa....Haruka-san.." Usagi whispered. Haruka sat down beside her princess. "Come on Princess....cheer up.." Usagi opened her eyes wide and stared at the ground. "How can I...?" she whispered. She looked up at the senshi of the sky. "How can I just act like this never appened?!" her emotions were running away with her now. "How?! HOW can I act as if he's not dead?! !!" Haruka tried to calm her down. "Princess...I'm not sugessting that you act as if it never happened, I'm just saying-"
"Thats just it!! You're always 'just saying' things! You always try to control my life and stick me to that destiney that isn't even going to happen anymore! I DO NOT LOVE MAMORU!!!!! WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO RUN THAT THROUGH YOUR THICK SKULL?! I LOVE SEIYA!!!!!!!"
It was then that Haruka lost her temper. "Princess...the future still stands..one day you WILL get back together with the prince. Especially now that that medling, good for nothing, interfering, he-she is gone!!"
*SMACK*
Usagi's hand connected with Haruka's cheek. "Don't you EVER DARE to talk about Seiya that way again!" she whispered dreadfully quiet. With that, the princess of the moon turned heel, and left the blonde senshi staring at her in shock.
Haruka put a hand to her cheek. It hadn't hurt...but her princess...had slapped her.. "Neko-chan..." she whispered.
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Usagi continued to walk down the coblestone pathway of the royal gardens. She didn't enjoy slapping Haruka but the woman had gone too far. Seiya was the only man she had ever truley loved. She had loved Mamoru in a brotherly, even crush, way, but Seiya....Seiya had been something special. When Usagi was with Seiya..it was like nothing else mattered in the world. Like there was only them.. She sighed as the wind blew through her hair again.
"Odango...." it was that voice again.
Usagi looked up and the wind blew harder and seemed to swirl around her. Hundreds of white feathers flew around her, her hair flew up, flying wildly. "Odango...." the voice was louder now, like it was right behind her. Usagi spun around as the wind died down. "F..Fighter..." she whispered, increduously. Fighter smiled wanly. She looked tierd, like she had just woken up early in the morning. "H-how..." Fighter walked towards her slowly. "I tried to reach you earlier..but Haruka-baka interupted me.." Usagi let out a low cry and rushed into Fighter's arms. Fighter smiled again. Usagi felt Fighter shift in her arms, she was Seiya now. Seiya held her near. "Gomen ne, Odango... I didn't want to leave you like this." Usagi gripped his shirt, tears flowing from her eyes. "I missed you so much!" she buried her face in his chest, crying uncontrolably. "I made you a promise Odango..though you didn't hear it.." Usagi looked up. "W-what?" Seiya smiled. "I will be there whenever the wind blows through your soft golden hair." Her patted her head. "Thats the promise I made to myself for you." Usagi felt him start to dissapear. "Seiya no! Not yet! Don't go!" Seiya gave her a reasuring smile as he dissapeared completely, fading sparkles flying up towards the sky. A silver star shaped locket lay where he once stood. "Open the locket if you ever need me, wether it be to fight an evil monster, or just to be there with you. Ill hear the song and come as soon as possible. But only if you are alone. If other people are there, only use it under extreme circumstances...Syonara for now...Odango Atama..." the voice whispered and faded. Usagi looked up at the sky where the sparkles had been and held the locket to her chest. "Oh Kami-sama...don't let this be a dream..." Then she remembered something and claped a hand over her mouth. "Oh my gosh! I forgot about Haruka! I left her standing there after I slapped her! Oh Kami-sama I feel awful!" she put the locket necklace around her neck and took off at a breakneck speed.
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Sorry about the shortness of that chapter people ^^; But I want to end it there for now. r&r PLEASE!!!!!!! Also check out my other stories and r&r! PLEASE! IM BEGGING YOU PEOPLE!!!