disclaimers: do not own DBZ.....sigh
This is yaoi, meaning boyxboy love. Go away if it offends you. Flamers can rot in hell.
CHIBI LOVE .
"Me?" Gohan was shocked to say the least. Trunks handed him the letter and hastily departed the gardens. Gohan opened it and tears stung his eyes as he read the note. The handwriting was much like Trunks himself; sturdy yet gentle. There were a few blotches of ink where, Gohan realized painstakingly, had been caused by tears. This is what the note said:
Gohan, I'm sorry that things have seemed less than tolerable with me. I've been cold to you at times and then at other times I've been friendly. I'm confused by what exactly I feel for you because, well, you remind me so much of what I lost. When my Gohan died, my world was shattered. The one person I loved the most was gone. I never figured that I would feel the same amount of love, even stronger, for you. Your what kept me sane during these times I've come here to the past. But it hurts. It hurts because I can't have you. No matter how much I want you, I can't be with you because you would never look at me in the same way I do you. Perhaps I'm cursed to spend the rest of my life alone, without someone to love or someone to love me. I'm used to the fact by now. Gohan, your so wonderful and I love you so much. Thats why, I'm leaving for home. I've decided that I'm not needed here. Goku and you are strong enough to defeat Cell on your own. I am strong enough now to defeat the Androids and the level one Cell of my own time. By the time your done reading this, I'll be gone. Gohan, your special and you'll be able to find the love I never got to have. Make sure that when you do settle down, that the person is your other half. Don't make the mistake I made and fall in love with someone you cannot have. I'm sorry if I've made you feel uncomfortable but I wanted you to know how I feel. Good luck and make sure you beat Cell up. I'll be here cheering you on. Love Trunks
Gohan's hands were shaking as the letter drifted from his grasp. Tears were coursing like twin waterfalls down Gohan's cheeks. He had to find Trunks. Maybe it wasn't too late! Gohan folded the paper as he ran towards the lab where Trunks time machine was. He flung the doors open eagerly, only to find that the machine was gone, as well as the lavendar haired prince. Gohan shook his head, hoping he was in a dream and that he would wake up any second and be curled up next to his Trunks. Yes, this was a dream. Gohan pinched himself but he didn't wake. Gohan sobbed and collapsed to the ground. Bulma, who had just sent Trunks on his way, rushed inside and scooped the hysterical boy into her arms. Bulma prodded the letter from Gohan's numb fingers and she read it. She sighed, rocking Gohan until the sobs lessened.
"Sssh. Don't cry anymore Gohan."
"I..I didn't get...get a chance to tell him I love him," Gohan whispered.
"I'm sorry Gohan...."
"Its not fair."
"No it isn't."
"What do I do Bulma?"
"Your going to have to move on Gohan. You have to keep a clear head when you fight Cell in eleven days."
"It hurts though...."
"Aaah, I know it hurts kid." Bulma kissed his forehead as she smoothed the soft, raven locks. "It'll get better in time. I promise it will."
"Bulma...I dont want anyone else. He told me to find my missing half....and he is," Gohan chocked out as a fresh flood of tears escaped his burning eyes. He clutched Bulma's shirt, tears turning the material a darker shade of blue. Bulma knew she couldn't respond so she just held him and sang a lullaby.
Bulma knew that the little boy in his arms would forever be scarred by his being too late to confess his undying love for Trunks but she knew, deep down, that Trunks would return at a later date and if he didn't, she'd make Gohan a time capsule.
* * * Sorry so short. Thanks for reviewing as always! Ja ne! ^_^
This is yaoi, meaning boyxboy love. Go away if it offends you. Flamers can rot in hell.
CHIBI LOVE .
"Me?" Gohan was shocked to say the least. Trunks handed him the letter and hastily departed the gardens. Gohan opened it and tears stung his eyes as he read the note. The handwriting was much like Trunks himself; sturdy yet gentle. There were a few blotches of ink where, Gohan realized painstakingly, had been caused by tears. This is what the note said:
Gohan, I'm sorry that things have seemed less than tolerable with me. I've been cold to you at times and then at other times I've been friendly. I'm confused by what exactly I feel for you because, well, you remind me so much of what I lost. When my Gohan died, my world was shattered. The one person I loved the most was gone. I never figured that I would feel the same amount of love, even stronger, for you. Your what kept me sane during these times I've come here to the past. But it hurts. It hurts because I can't have you. No matter how much I want you, I can't be with you because you would never look at me in the same way I do you. Perhaps I'm cursed to spend the rest of my life alone, without someone to love or someone to love me. I'm used to the fact by now. Gohan, your so wonderful and I love you so much. Thats why, I'm leaving for home. I've decided that I'm not needed here. Goku and you are strong enough to defeat Cell on your own. I am strong enough now to defeat the Androids and the level one Cell of my own time. By the time your done reading this, I'll be gone. Gohan, your special and you'll be able to find the love I never got to have. Make sure that when you do settle down, that the person is your other half. Don't make the mistake I made and fall in love with someone you cannot have. I'm sorry if I've made you feel uncomfortable but I wanted you to know how I feel. Good luck and make sure you beat Cell up. I'll be here cheering you on. Love Trunks
Gohan's hands were shaking as the letter drifted from his grasp. Tears were coursing like twin waterfalls down Gohan's cheeks. He had to find Trunks. Maybe it wasn't too late! Gohan folded the paper as he ran towards the lab where Trunks time machine was. He flung the doors open eagerly, only to find that the machine was gone, as well as the lavendar haired prince. Gohan shook his head, hoping he was in a dream and that he would wake up any second and be curled up next to his Trunks. Yes, this was a dream. Gohan pinched himself but he didn't wake. Gohan sobbed and collapsed to the ground. Bulma, who had just sent Trunks on his way, rushed inside and scooped the hysterical boy into her arms. Bulma prodded the letter from Gohan's numb fingers and she read it. She sighed, rocking Gohan until the sobs lessened.
"Sssh. Don't cry anymore Gohan."
"I..I didn't get...get a chance to tell him I love him," Gohan whispered.
"I'm sorry Gohan...."
"Its not fair."
"No it isn't."
"What do I do Bulma?"
"Your going to have to move on Gohan. You have to keep a clear head when you fight Cell in eleven days."
"It hurts though...."
"Aaah, I know it hurts kid." Bulma kissed his forehead as she smoothed the soft, raven locks. "It'll get better in time. I promise it will."
"Bulma...I dont want anyone else. He told me to find my missing half....and he is," Gohan chocked out as a fresh flood of tears escaped his burning eyes. He clutched Bulma's shirt, tears turning the material a darker shade of blue. Bulma knew she couldn't respond so she just held him and sang a lullaby.
Bulma knew that the little boy in his arms would forever be scarred by his being too late to confess his undying love for Trunks but she knew, deep down, that Trunks would return at a later date and if he didn't, she'd make Gohan a time capsule.
* * * Sorry so short. Thanks for reviewing as always! Ja ne! ^_^