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Never felt so low (Remy s POV)

Chapter eighteen-Just wish she could be here

By The Opal Jade

Who da hell am I kiddin?

Rahne can look me like Remy s see-trough. De sweet petit.

And she knows dat I still want Rogue. How could I ever forget her?

Dat southern beauty. Rahne an me….we re gettin along mais……it s no Gambit an Rogue.

Craft and Kitty ar right. I could never feel de way I feel for Rogue for any other woman.

I could no forget. Would you ever? Oui? I don tink so.

Wat is dis doing to her, to Rahne? She s just de replacement in my eternal hope dat my queen will be back any day now.

I m evil to do dis to her.

I know. Remy a bad, bad man.

I m missing the way she called me. «Sugah.»

Her voice like a bell.

Her beauty rough, just like de unshaped diamond. But a diamnod still shine, no?

And now sometimes she can feel de touch. I could touch her and I would not get hurt. Always knew she ll be do dat sometime soon.

I tink it s got somtin to do with Bobby s death just a day later den she drained him.

My red head queen. My beauty. But…wat to do wit Rahne?

She s a person an she got dose feelings too. Is Remy here to blame?

Just for wishing upon a Rogue for a real Rogue to come. Rogue. I ve named de star in de sky after her.  I just wish dat she come.

Am I bad?

What bout Rahne?

It s me to blame. My weakness. Since Rogue went away. She left me alone an empty. What should have I do? Stay alone in de dark? Watching de tings dat go bump in  de night.

I couldn t. Let de heavens help me, but it s sooo good when you feel de hot breath of a woman on yourself an de fire dat it sparks. When she touches me and puts her beautiful self in my arms.

Rogue could do the very same ting to me. Just much, much stronger.

And all she had to do is just take a good look at me. No touching. Just a look dat was saying «Stay da hell away you damn filthy cajun».

I hope dat she didn t tink exactly dat. But……sometin like it.