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Warnings: blood, violence, yaoi, lemon, strong language and more


Everything is gone
by sol-chan

IV
half a sensu

6th May 784, 10:21:46 a.m.
East District





Vejita laid back down, terrible pain from his crushed ribcage making his teeth clench, once whole his body weight was pushing onto it. But he was going to stand it, all of this was going to go away soon anyway, soon, very, very soon. He began steadying and slowing his breathing, taking less air into his smashed lungs with every next breath, his heart pace slowing and weakening along with it. He was going to die, because it was what he wanted and what should have happened anyway. He was going to die and join his family in the afterlife and let Kakkarotsu worry about how to revive them. And once they all would come back to life he was going to see again. He had done enough, he was the reason for Kakkarotsu to leave East Capital and stay alive, he had said him how to avoid the radiation sickness, now moron was going to live and it was enough of a guaranty that all who had died were going to be revived, sooner or later. Most likely when the Namekians would create new dragonballs to replace those that had disappeared along with another Grand Elder's death. He was superfluous now, only Kakkarotsu needed him to keep him company, but baka's mood was the last thing he was caring of, and so he wasn't going to stay here, blind, unable to move, needing to be taken care of. He didn't want to. And there was no chance for him to have his sight and health back in this life, there was no Namekian brat, no sensu, no dragonballs for few more months at least, and he wasn't going to wait. He preferred to be with his family.
His last breath was only a move of his nostrils, getting no air anyway, and then there was nothing. His heart stopped and conscious thoughts began to leave him, pain going away as he was sinking into the warm darkness, his Ki dropping to nothing.

" Vejita ?!"

Gokou just finished dressing in a new gi when he felt Vejita's Ki dropping suddenly. Kami, there was something wrong with him. Had he really lost too much blood to stay alive ? He didn't mind going downstairs, just teleported to the living room. Vejita was laying on the couch, his Ki dropping still. He was dying... still alive but at the edge of the death. Gokou reached his hand to the shorter warrior's throat, his body was still warm, but there was no pulse, no breath.

" Vejita !" He shouted, tears blurring his vision once again. No... Not him, he couldn't die and leave him alone... Not when everyone else was gone. He had to think rationally, there was still a chance, but he couldn't panic. He kneeled down and took Vejita's jaw off its joints removing his tongue from his throat that way, but another Saiya-jin didn't resume breathing. He needed to help him. He brought his mouth to Vejita's parted lips and blew the air into his lungs. It responded, the shorter warrior's chest raising and falling after a while, but still he wasn't breathing on his own. Gokou blew again, over and over again, creating some rhythm to this. He wanted, he had to save him, so desperately... But it seemed there was no chance... Two tears rolled down his cheeks... No, Vejita, don't die... live... breathe... He blew harder, soft whistle inside Vejita's chest accompanying it. Maybe he had blown too hard... Just then, Vejita began to cough with fresh, light blood, but what was more important, he resumed breathing.

It felt weird to wake up to the feeling of Kakkarotsu's lips over his, and his dead weight pushing painfully onto his hurt ribcage. It took a while for the baka to realize he resumed breathing on his own and let him do so taking his offending mouth off.

" Vejita... I'm so happy... for a moment I thought..." Whimpered Kakkarotsu taking his hands curled into fists to his eyes, still full of tears, though shining with happiness. He was looking vulnerable like that, which somehow was making Vejita feel uneasy. " You can speak ?"

Vejita frowned and spit. He could still feel Kakkarotsu's taste on his lips which wasn't making him too comfortable either. He didn't want to admit this to himself but moron was tasting good, so good some part of him wished he would do this again. He licked his lips quickly before forcing his throat to form the words.

" Yeah... Get off of me, baka !"

Gokou smiled and complied.

" It seems you're better than before." Gokou's face turned serious. " What happened ? You lost consciousness ?"

" Something... like that..." Lied Vejita. Fucked moron, damned idiot... He had had to, he had had to feel it and come down in time to save him.

" Hold on, Vejita. I'll get you a sensu."

" How ?"

" There may be some buried under the remnants of Dende's palace."

" Idiot... Even if you... would find it... it's radiated..."

Gokou sighed then reached for the bandages laying nearby and began to dress Vejita's wounds. He had to think of a way to heal him, if he had almost died once it could happen again and then he could not be able to save him. And he couldn't let Vejita die. It could not be that simple to revive all victims of the explosions, first because there weren't any dragonballs existing anymore, second because the bodies were mutilated, third because humans had done it to themselves and maybe they should suffer from the consequences, at least someone could be thinking like that and don't let him use the dragonballs. And if he wouldn't manage to get them all, his family and friends, back to life he was going to stay alone... He couldn't even imagine being completely alone, having no one to talk to and, no one to take care of. Was he stubborn wanting Vejita to live to keep him company ? But it wasn't only that, he wanted only Vejita's good, nothing more, didn't he ? Dying wasn't pleasant experience but maybe for Vejita living as a blind, half-paralyzed, helpless being was worse ? Maybe he should ask him ? Ask him if he wanted to die... He couldn't possibly think of anything worse. And even if Vejita would have told: yes, I want to die so leave me the hell alone and let me do so in peace, go dig me a grave if you have to do something; would he have complied ? Never... Maybe if this would have been someone else, not Vejita, some of his regular friends, like Bulma, Yamcha, even Krillin he would have respected their will, but he wouldn't have respected Chi-Chi's or any of his children's, and definitely not Vejita's...

" Kakkarotsu... Don't you think... that there... may be some... sensu in... your older brat's home ?" Asked Vejita weakly.

" You're a genius, Vejita. Of course it may be."

Vejita smirked.

" Unlike you, I think."

Quickly, Gokou finished dressing Vejita's right arm and teleported to the house next to his. He was back in a minute, holding half a sensu in his hand.

" That's all I found. I bet there isn't more. I just remembered that Gohan asked me yesterday to come get sensu for us from Korrin."

" What did... you found ?" Asked Vejita through clenched teeth.

Just then Gokou realized that once again he had forgotten that Vejita couldn't see what was he holding in his hand.

" Half a sensu..." He said softly, care and contrition clear in his voice.

" Moron... You don't have to... be sorry..." Said Vejita softly though even he himself didn't know why did he care.

He heard Kakkarotsu coming closer, bending over him. He was going to give him a sensu.

" Wait... Did you... eat some yourself ?"

" Why would I ? I don't need it. I wasn't wounded." Said Gokou trying to push the bean into Vejita's mouth. " Vejita, open your mouth."

" You were... radiated. Eat it... you won't be... sick."

" What ?"

" That's why... I wanted you... to bring it..."

" But Vejita, I really don't need it. Why would you care about me ? Eat it yourself."

" No." Said Vejita and shut his mouth tightly.

" Ok... I'll take half of it, and you another half."

After a moment Vejita nodded.

" But I'll be... the one to... divide it..."

Gokou hesitated but gave Vejita the bean putting it on his right hand. He divided it on two pieces and slowly, despite the pain that moving his arm up was causing him, took a half to his mouth, chewed for a while and choked down. As it began having its effect on him his wounds disappeared partially, pain getting more bearable. He handed Gokou the second piece.

" So, how do you feel, Vejita ? It's much better ? You can see ?"

" No."

" Take my piece."

" No."

" Why not ? I'm perfectly fine."

" No, Kakkarotsu, you aren't, only you're too stupid to realize."

" Vejita, please... Don't be stupid."

" I am not stupid. Eat that damned bean."

" But I don't need it."

" Eat it."

" Vejita..." Said Gokou pleadingly trying hard to put the bean into Vejita's mouth.

" Kakkarotsu, get your filthy hand off..." Using the opportunity that Vejita opened his mouth to speak Gokou was trying to push the bean there.

" Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" Screamed Gokou as Vejita's canines sank into his finger deep enough as to draw blood.

" It was your own fault. I told you to keep your filthy hand off my face." Said Vejita unconsciously licking his teeth clean of Kakkarotsu's blood.

" Kami, Vejita. You have canines like some wild animal." Said Gokou looking his finger closely.

" Now eat that damned sensu and your finger will be fine."

Not a chance, Vejita. I will find a way to make you eat it.

Vejita relaxed hearing Kakkarotsu biting through the bean. This time he had won. He smirked, when suddenly...
He found himself pinned to the bed with another Saiya-jin's dead weight, again... Kakkarotsu's one hand slid down to pin his wrists to the mattress, while second held his head slightly up and still. Somehow, he wasn't even thinking about protesting, as Kakkarotsu's mouth found his, his tongue pushing something, pieces of sensu into his. Moron had... Vejita was trying to break... this, whatever it was, but another Saiya-jin's hand slid to the back of his head and was holding it still. He didn't want that damned sensu. He pushed it back into Kakkarotsu's mouth, but it was back in an instant. He tried again, battling Kakkarotsu's fucked tongue with his but he couldn't push it off his mouth. Moron was surprisingly good in this. And he was in better position being the one on top. Vejita shifted his weight viciously causing them to land on the floor with him on top. Now, he was going to push it whole the way down Kakkarotsu's throat and the moron wasn't going to stop him. No way. Unfortunately Kakkarotsu knew what a tactic meaning had the position and rolled them again pushing all the pieces half way
down Vejita's throat and still not letting him break for air. Seconds were passing and Vejita was beginning to feel light-headed. He was suffocating, damn, he had to give up. He choked down the sensu in one desperate gulp and Kakkarotsu finally let him breathe.

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