Sam's Lament







Goodbye is like a knife



Severing hearts

It never heals.

I cannot say goodbye, dear Master!

The rooms before me, full of lively stories once, now hollow with emptiness

Like a toothless mouth.

Curtain-less windows stare unblinking into the roses,

our roses

Whose scent will never gladden your heart again

And only serve as reminders to me of farewell.

Who will stand by you when the cold shadows

Creep from the lonely paths of memory?

Ah, my Master,

The long, long tale we have sung

Together!

Sometimes strong as trumpets from tower tops

Sometimes a timid whisper in a howling wind

But ever, ever in harmony

Not lost, not injured

Not wrapped in amazement....

Not the very mouth of Doom

Did untwine us.

But the sea?

It's thin water washing everything away?

Like sand castles on the tide line?

There is a burning, a dazzlement in my eyes.

Tears splinter my memories

As I watch the falling light of the West.

You are leaving me, sailing.

Our songs, our tales

Our very heartstrings

Will pull and tug

Perhaps to unfurl bravely like banners

'cross the unknown fathoms between us

But never, ever to unravel.

And though time and distance may wipe your footsteps

slowly from the roads well traveled

and new paths are laid over them by unknown and indifferent steps,

while towns grow and trees die, the gardens wither

or get plowed under.

Yet locked in the strongbox of my heart

will always be that unfettered unchanged smile and laugh

and your joy of adventure

which set all before us atremble

in ever widening circles

as we stepped out

to heal the future all unknowing.