Alone

I love to be alone
Yet… I hate it
When I'm alone
I have time to think
Yet… I also feel…
So lonely

Like one little flower
In a sea of grass
Like one little star
In the blue sky
The sun
Le soleil

Some say
I have a shining light
As bright as the sun
Some say
I'm an angel
Sent by Hyne
But the sun is a lonely star
And a fallen angel
I bound to be alone

Sometimes I just want to drown
In an ocean of water
Just disappear
And never to be found
But then I realize

I want to drown
In an ocean of emerald green
Drown in your eyes
Just disappear
And to be found
By you
My love

I wish I knew…
Where are you?
Cos I feel…
So lonely

Like one little flower
In a sea of grass
Like one little star
In the blue sky
The sun
Le soleil

Loneliness
Has filled my room
Has filled my life
Don't want to be lonely
I want to be alone
With you

I want to put my arms
Around you
Just to feel you
And know it's real
But it isn't
And I feel…
So lonely

Like one little flower
In a sea of grass
Like one little star
In the blue sky
The sun
Le soleil

Sometimes
The sun hides behind a cloud
I hide behind a mask
An Ice Queen
But a weak one
Alone in the sky
The sun is strongest
The Almighty Ice Queen

Sometimes
The sky is filled with dark clouds
And it rains
And it storms
I take of my mask
Alone in my room
Hidden behind the clouds
And I cry
An Ice Queen?
Not anymore

And I feel…
So lonely
Like one little flower
In a sea of grass
Like one little star
In the blue sky
The sun
Le soleil

Alone for a while
I've been searching
Through the dark
For traces of the love
You left inside
My lonely heart

Sometimes I just want to drown
In an ocean of water
That is when my mask falls
And I cry
Cos I really want to drown
In an ocean of emerald green
Your eyes

Sometimes I want to disappear
Never to be found
Impossible
The sun always comes back
And every day she waits
For another lonely star
To find her
And never go away

You're stronger
When you're not alone
Remember that
And know that
I miss you
My lost love
*Yours forever…

-DPI-

Disclaimer: Part of ff9-song.  It just seemed to fit in my poem.