I'm sorry it took so long for me to update, my computer had three viruses in it and completely broke down. This chapter is pretty short, but also pretty important I think. Hope you enjoy.
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Chapter 3: Another Side of Sarah
One particular afternoon after lunch, Christian, Sarah, and I were sitting in the living room. I was reading a book, Sarah was sipping tea and staring out the window, and Christian just sat there in deep thought. After what seemed like hours of silence, Christian stood up and approached Sarah.
he said timidly, sitting down in the seat across from her. He looked into her eyes sincerely. What's wrong?
She was obviously surprised at Christian's sudden odd behavior. I don't know what you're talking about, she said, looking away.
I think you do. He leaned in a bit closer to her. We are about to be married, yet we know nothing about each other. Tell me about yourself.
She stared at him in confusion, shaking her head.
I mean, what do you like to do? Sing? Play the piano? What? I dont know anything about you! Christian continued, growing louder and louder. Damnit! This is ridiculous! he cried, standing up and pacing back and forth.
Sarah could only stare in shock. He's gone mad, I thought. He sat back down and gripped the arm of the chair to calm himself. No one spoke for what seemed like ages. Sarah and I were still shocked from Christian's sudden outburst.
I love to write, he piped up, completely out of nowhere. I write stories, poems, songs, plays...everything. I want to be a writer someday, famous or not. I write about love. I'm obsessed with it. Love is like oxygen. Love lifts us up where we belong. All you need is love. He looked up at Sarah. If you even care what your future husband is interested in.
Once again, we were silent. I didn't move a muscle and even held my breath. Why was Christian acting so strangely? Sarah's sudden weeping disrupted my thoughts.
Christian asked, concerned. She covered her face with her hands and tried to smother her sobs. Are you alright?
She hastily swiped her tears away with her hand. No. I...my father just expects me to... She trailed off, trying desperately to control her sobbing. I...I'm sorry. I'm acting ridiculous. I know I can't do anything about this anyway. I'll never be in control of my life, and I should accept it.
Christian gently lifted her chin so that she would see his eyes. No, don't say that. You have a right to make your own decisions. I know you dont love me. You have no desire to marry me. He smiled. Follow your dreams. Before it's too late, and you regret never chasing after them.
She gazed into his eyes for a moment, pondering his words. But she then shook her head sadly and looked down. I wish I could. But I have no dreams. I'm not like you. This is where I belong.
Christian stared at her sympathetically, and then moved forward to embrace her. She looked surprised for a short moment, but then hugged him back and laid her head on his shoulder.
Tears fell down my cheeks as I watched the scene before me. I couldn't help it. I regretted ever thinking anything negative about Sarah. She was being forced into this marriage just like Christian. The poor girl...
My thoughts were interrupted by Christian standing up abruptly. He had a serious, angry expression on his face, quite a change from the compassionate face that he had had only a few moments ago.
That's it. I can't stand it anymore, he said firmly, and marched out of the room.
Towards Father's office.
Sarah and I glanced at each other. I had a horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach. This was not going to end well.
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