Chapter 2
Balamb Garden.
Hyne...Tell me it's just a nightmare.....
The great Squall Leonhart, commander of Balamb, was the hero and was supposed to live happily with his beautiful girlfriend, enjoying a peaceful life with all his so marvellous friends... Yeah... Everything was perfect,huh? perfect man, perfect love, perfect girlfriend, perfect father, perfect friends, perfect world... have you ever think that perfection doesn't exist? I mean...
i'm looking to this stupid video again with the others. The one Selphie took during the ball... The "oh so perfect ball for our hero and look Squally-pooh! that's us!!! Aren't we cute? Oooohhh......" And i asking to myself again WHY the hell did you kiss her?!
You wanna know the truth? I wasn't thinking about her! I....I... Dammit. I don't really know of what i was thinking.... Only that... There was one person missing ...
A person full of strengh and will... a person with a god's body and personality... who could be Ifrit's master... The only person who makes me breath, who obliges me to stay alive... The only one i admire... The only one in both my heart and soul...
When i came in the orphanage, he was there. When Sis left, he was there. When they sent me to Balamb Garden, he was there. When i graduated, he was there. When i beat Edea, Ultimecia and Adel, he was there too... He had always be there not really for me, but with me.
Now that the war is finished, i'm the new Hero, acclaimed by everybody, surrounded by my friends, with my girlfriend, the reward for the Hero.... And i feel more lonely than ever before...
There's something missing in my heart...
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Another day in this perfect world.
Like always, my desk is full of papers, reports, letters, that i have to read even with the "oh so beautiful song" that Rinoa claimed to be ours, so she put it aloud each time she came in my place to make love. Each time the same. She enters the room saying "surprise!!", put the music, and jumps on me. That was a good surprise. I used to like it. But she does it each tuesday and thursday, at 10 o'clock in the morning. So it's not really a surprise anymore...And it came to be quite annoying when she comes during a meeting, thinking i would make all the people get out for her. And the she began to pout because i can't and i won't throw everybody out just for her. But of course she forgave me each time 'cause "you're so cute my Squally-Pooh.... It's ok for this time. I love you so much...and whawhawhawha... ad vitam eternam..."
So like each tuesday, she's on my desk, playing with her dress, babling about the new fashion or the lack of fashion taste of one of her friend, or it is about some kind of new restaurant she likes me to go with her? Anyway it's something like that... And this irritaing music again. "Eyes on me." Argh... She couldn't only listen it? Noooo...She had to sing it too... Why do i have the song "you make me sick" in my head?
By a uncredible will i didn't know i had, i pick up a letter and succeed to read it... only to froze immediately.
Dear Squall,
I think you must hate me for what i did during the last sorceress war. I know i have no excuses, only regrets.
I'm not writting this to be forgiven, nor to be pittyed. It just that Fuujin and Raijin decided this morning to join the garden and try again to become SeeD...They are on the road back to Balamb.
Please, let them try. They weren't under the sorceress influence. They were with me only because they wanted to protect me from the sorceress and from myself. Don't blame them. That the only thing i ask you... Please.
The former knight,
Seifer Almasy.
" ... HE' S STILL ALIVE?!?"
"Who, Squally-Pooh?
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