I'm trying to get this story out as fast as humanly possible! Please read and review! I don't know if I'm going to continue this or not.Leave me your feedback, kk?

Much love, Becca

Oh yeah.This section is short, but it sort of explains more of what Squall is thinking.Thanks for your patience!









Squall went to his room, locked the door, lay on his bed, and stared up at the ceiling. He tried to sort out this whole big mess in his head so that it made sense, or at least made sense to him.

What is going on lately? I love Rinoa. Well, I did love her, but now I'm not thinking about her. It's always Selphie I'm thinking of.The first time I remember noticing Selph as more than a friend was.the festival! We had just finished decorating. I turned and saw Selph wearing one of those happy faces she's so famous for.

His lips twitched into a slight smile as he remembered the way she looked that day.

Keeping her happy was all I could think about.I went to pick up Rinoa for the dance, and in the back of my mind, I felt guilty that she wasn't Selphie. When I saw Selph enter with Irvine.I was so filled with jealousy that I could hardly stand it! I think I stepped on Rinoa a few times.Why am I suddenly so attracted to Selphie? She's been around for a long time.I never felt more than a friend to her.

He sighed heavily and his smile fled his lips.

And now this.Rinoa and Seifer.I knew he liked her but I never thought she would.she must not have loved me after all to discard of me so quickly.

Selphie's face flashed into his thoughts of Rinoa, making him smile to himself. He could see her green eyes laughing, begging him to be happy. He knew she couldn't stand people being upset. For some reason, she had entered his life in a significant way, and he didn't know how to handle it. Squall stood, deciding he was hungry, and left in the direction of the cafeteria.









I hope this clears some of it up a bit.I'm trying! Once again, sorry this was so short.I'll try and be longer next time! Thanx for the reviews so far and keep them up please!