Author: Oujo-chan
Email: spookylonegungal@aol.com
Title: A Rose is Just a Rose [3/4] - Umvermutet Begegnen (Encounters)
Type: Series
Teaser: Ken finds out where the flower arrangement is really supposed to go.
Rating: R
Spoilers: not any that I can think of...
Warnings: language, shounen-ai, yaoi, a limish scene, angst
Keywords: Angst, KenxAya
Archive: sure, if you really want to....
Part III - Unvermutet Begegnen
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Hitomi eagerly bumbled up the steps of the Koneko no Sumu to find Aya. Quietly, she walked down the hallway to Aya's room. She turned the knob slowly, knowing that Aya would probably be asleep. The moon shined brightly through the glass panes of the window, reflecting upon the crimson haired man that lay in the bed.
'Good' she thought. He's asleep. She tip toed over to his bed, quietly attempting to not disturb his sleep. She smiled to herself. In a few minutes he would have the awakening of his lifetime.
She silently crawled into his bed, pushing away the blankets, and slowly laid down atop of his warm chest. She could feel the constant heaves of his chest as he breathed. Hitomi bent down to kiss his ruby lips, awakening him sweetly.
He returned the wet kiss eagerly, 'waking up to a kiss is certainly nice,' he thought. He started to open his eyes, revealing the face before him. He growled in disgust, he had been expecting, despite the situation, a certain brunette. Aya shoved her off of him and Hitomi landed on the floor. The "thump" was followed by an "ouch!"
"Hitomi, get out."
"But..why? Did I do something wrong? I love you, Aya-kun! I'm sorry." she smiled sweetly up at him from the floor. She got up onto her knees to rest her hands on the mattress.
"Hitomi, I don't love you." he growled again. "I'm in love with a man, okay? That's right, a man. I'm gay, Hitomi. I'm drop dead in love with a man. I don't love you and I can't see you anymore. Now, get out." Aya snarled at her, anger flashing in his brilliantly violet eyes.
Hurt clouded her features as she stood up. She silently padded over to the door. "Ja ne, Aya. Trust me in this, you'll NEVER see me again. Your going to regret, oh are you going to regret it." Her demeanor had instantly turned to cold, bitter stone. She left, slamming the door behind her.
"Ah...the bitch is gone.."
Suddenly, Aya felt very, very alone.
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Ken crept quiet as a mouse to Aya's room, precarious of not making a noise, sock clad feet padded down the hallway. He didn't want to disturb any of the other sleeping Weiß members.
Since his confrontation with Aya in the Koneko, Ken had been doing a great deal of thinking. He had begun to realize Aya's guilt at what had occured. Now, he figured that he would have to do something to keep this situation from happening again. He loved Aya too much to let this end their relationship. Even if Aya didn't feel the same way about him anymore, or if he'd ever had. He couldn't live without the older man. So, he decided to go against his personal morals... if it would keep Aya happy. He wanted badly to make Aya happy. After all, his morals were quite old fashioned. It was the morals of his that had caused the whole fiasco. He now rationalized that the whole incident had been his fault.
He slowly turned the knob, stepping into Aya's dark room. The only light came from the friendly moon through the window. It illuminated Aya's sleeping face. He looked so peaceful in his sleep, free of the worries of the waking hours. Well, soon he'd be sleeping no more.
Ken loomed above Aya's sleeping form. 'Well, here I go..' he took a deep, shaky breath. He was scared to death. He slowly inched up to the bed, sitting next to Aya's thighs. He watched in horror and outright terror as his hands nervously went to Aya's belt. He unbuckled the restraint, his hands twitching nervously in fear and the task proved to be arduous.
After overcoming that small obstacle, he moved to the button on Aya's faded jeans. Ken unbuttoned it, careful of where he put his hands. He didn't want to accidentally touch anything until the actual act had to occur. Ken slowly began to unzip Aya's jeans when the body beneath him began to awaken. 'Oh SHIT!' His eyes widened in fear. He fought to sustain and bury his fear. He could and he WOULD do this. If he really loves Aya, he will do it. He gulped down his fear.
Ken closed his eyes and reached out to Aya's plaid silk boxers, slowly pulling Aya out of them. 'Aya will enjoy this, even if I don't' thought Ken. He bent his face, sadly down to the lengthy member and proceeded.
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Aya awoke at that moment, startled at the amazing sensations that were washing over his body.
He looked down to find the executor of the feelings. His eyes found Ken starting to massage his member with his tongue. Despite the great feeling that this began to arouse, he pulled away from the hot mouth. "Ken-kun! What are you dong?!?!?"
Ken looked up to reveal the misty tears in his eyes and fear upon his face. "Aya-kun, I didn't want to lose you. I'm sorry, this whole thing was my fault. I shouldn't have been mad at you, you were acting out of neglect. So, I decided--," he broke into a sob, "I decided to have sex with you so I won't lose you." Tears spilled down his flushed cheeks and turned so Aya wouldn't see his tears. "I'm sorry, Aya-kun." He looked down, ashamed of himself.
"Ken-kun! Don't be sorry. You had and HAVE every right to be mad at me. I don't want to have sex with you, Ken-kun." He reached over to take Ken's hand in his own.
Ken pulled away, almost angrily. "I know you don't want to have sex with me. Of course you wouldn't. I'm so fucking stupid.. You'd rather have Hitomi. She must be great." He stood quickly. Tears ran down his reddened cheeks. "We're over Aya-kun. This relationship is dead. I can't fucking believe this! All I ever wanted, Aya, was to make you happy. Well, Aya-kun, this must be the best way to do that. Be happy Aya. Be happy with that..that..that WOMAN. Do yourself a favor, don't invite me to the wedding, I will be unable to attend." He laughed bitterly, an idea formulating in his head. Ken rushed for the door.
"Ken-kun! Wait! --I" Ken slammed the door without looking back. "I..I ....that's not what I meant, Ken-kun..."
Tears flowed from Aya's eyes. 'I didn't want to, because you didn't. I wanted to respect you, Ken-kun. I wanted to prove my love to you and make an apology. It wasn't your fault, Ken-kun..." Aya wept into his soft pillow until his eyes could cry no more. That night sleep refused to take him.
~owari~
Email: spookylonegungal@aol.com
Title: A Rose is Just a Rose [3/4] - Umvermutet Begegnen (Encounters)
Type: Series
Teaser: Ken finds out where the flower arrangement is really supposed to go.
Rating: R
Spoilers: not any that I can think of...
Warnings: language, shounen-ai, yaoi, a limish scene, angst
Keywords: Angst, KenxAya
Archive: sure, if you really want to....
Part III - Unvermutet Begegnen
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Hitomi eagerly bumbled up the steps of the Koneko no Sumu to find Aya. Quietly, she walked down the hallway to Aya's room. She turned the knob slowly, knowing that Aya would probably be asleep. The moon shined brightly through the glass panes of the window, reflecting upon the crimson haired man that lay in the bed.
'Good' she thought. He's asleep. She tip toed over to his bed, quietly attempting to not disturb his sleep. She smiled to herself. In a few minutes he would have the awakening of his lifetime.
She silently crawled into his bed, pushing away the blankets, and slowly laid down atop of his warm chest. She could feel the constant heaves of his chest as he breathed. Hitomi bent down to kiss his ruby lips, awakening him sweetly.
He returned the wet kiss eagerly, 'waking up to a kiss is certainly nice,' he thought. He started to open his eyes, revealing the face before him. He growled in disgust, he had been expecting, despite the situation, a certain brunette. Aya shoved her off of him and Hitomi landed on the floor. The "thump" was followed by an "ouch!"
"Hitomi, get out."
"But..why? Did I do something wrong? I love you, Aya-kun! I'm sorry." she smiled sweetly up at him from the floor. She got up onto her knees to rest her hands on the mattress.
"Hitomi, I don't love you." he growled again. "I'm in love with a man, okay? That's right, a man. I'm gay, Hitomi. I'm drop dead in love with a man. I don't love you and I can't see you anymore. Now, get out." Aya snarled at her, anger flashing in his brilliantly violet eyes.
Hurt clouded her features as she stood up. She silently padded over to the door. "Ja ne, Aya. Trust me in this, you'll NEVER see me again. Your going to regret, oh are you going to regret it." Her demeanor had instantly turned to cold, bitter stone. She left, slamming the door behind her.
"Ah...the bitch is gone.."
Suddenly, Aya felt very, very alone.
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Ken crept quiet as a mouse to Aya's room, precarious of not making a noise, sock clad feet padded down the hallway. He didn't want to disturb any of the other sleeping Weiß members.
Since his confrontation with Aya in the Koneko, Ken had been doing a great deal of thinking. He had begun to realize Aya's guilt at what had occured. Now, he figured that he would have to do something to keep this situation from happening again. He loved Aya too much to let this end their relationship. Even if Aya didn't feel the same way about him anymore, or if he'd ever had. He couldn't live without the older man. So, he decided to go against his personal morals... if it would keep Aya happy. He wanted badly to make Aya happy. After all, his morals were quite old fashioned. It was the morals of his that had caused the whole fiasco. He now rationalized that the whole incident had been his fault.
He slowly turned the knob, stepping into Aya's dark room. The only light came from the friendly moon through the window. It illuminated Aya's sleeping face. He looked so peaceful in his sleep, free of the worries of the waking hours. Well, soon he'd be sleeping no more.
Ken loomed above Aya's sleeping form. 'Well, here I go..' he took a deep, shaky breath. He was scared to death. He slowly inched up to the bed, sitting next to Aya's thighs. He watched in horror and outright terror as his hands nervously went to Aya's belt. He unbuckled the restraint, his hands twitching nervously in fear and the task proved to be arduous.
After overcoming that small obstacle, he moved to the button on Aya's faded jeans. Ken unbuttoned it, careful of where he put his hands. He didn't want to accidentally touch anything until the actual act had to occur. Ken slowly began to unzip Aya's jeans when the body beneath him began to awaken. 'Oh SHIT!' His eyes widened in fear. He fought to sustain and bury his fear. He could and he WOULD do this. If he really loves Aya, he will do it. He gulped down his fear.
Ken closed his eyes and reached out to Aya's plaid silk boxers, slowly pulling Aya out of them. 'Aya will enjoy this, even if I don't' thought Ken. He bent his face, sadly down to the lengthy member and proceeded.
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Aya awoke at that moment, startled at the amazing sensations that were washing over his body.
He looked down to find the executor of the feelings. His eyes found Ken starting to massage his member with his tongue. Despite the great feeling that this began to arouse, he pulled away from the hot mouth. "Ken-kun! What are you dong?!?!?"
Ken looked up to reveal the misty tears in his eyes and fear upon his face. "Aya-kun, I didn't want to lose you. I'm sorry, this whole thing was my fault. I shouldn't have been mad at you, you were acting out of neglect. So, I decided--," he broke into a sob, "I decided to have sex with you so I won't lose you." Tears spilled down his flushed cheeks and turned so Aya wouldn't see his tears. "I'm sorry, Aya-kun." He looked down, ashamed of himself.
"Ken-kun! Don't be sorry. You had and HAVE every right to be mad at me. I don't want to have sex with you, Ken-kun." He reached over to take Ken's hand in his own.
Ken pulled away, almost angrily. "I know you don't want to have sex with me. Of course you wouldn't. I'm so fucking stupid.. You'd rather have Hitomi. She must be great." He stood quickly. Tears ran down his reddened cheeks. "We're over Aya-kun. This relationship is dead. I can't fucking believe this! All I ever wanted, Aya, was to make you happy. Well, Aya-kun, this must be the best way to do that. Be happy Aya. Be happy with that..that..that WOMAN. Do yourself a favor, don't invite me to the wedding, I will be unable to attend." He laughed bitterly, an idea formulating in his head. Ken rushed for the door.
"Ken-kun! Wait! --I" Ken slammed the door without looking back. "I..I ....that's not what I meant, Ken-kun..."
Tears flowed from Aya's eyes. 'I didn't want to, because you didn't. I wanted to respect you, Ken-kun. I wanted to prove my love to you and make an apology. It wasn't your fault, Ken-kun..." Aya wept into his soft pillow until his eyes could cry no more. That night sleep refused to take him.
~owari~