liliduh: muahahahahahahahaha! sorry ppl. too bad this isn't long like Untitled Love is but o well. sides, being the lazy person i am, you shouldn't expect much so yeah. like i said in my last fic, to anime_dragon- i don't no what ep raven met reese, but the ep u said about her getting sick was way after their first meeting. if u want, i'll give more info in the next chapt or when ur email is back and kickin. k?i'd prefer it if i just email u or u give me ur email and yeah. just review and thx to everyone's comments. as always on to the bad fic! muahahhahahahaha

blob sensei- wo-eeeee

liliduh:: ?

Insults Imply - 4

"I can't believe Raven was able to push me away." she said as she got up and turned around. She looked around the place. The drawings the boy made. It was pointless for her to get up because she fell to her knees like she did last time. "Nicolo....I'm sorry. Forgive me. I can't even forgive myself!" she said as a tear fell down.

::flashback::

"It's safe here. Let's play shall we?" said a small boy.

"You don't have to do this you know." replied a girl.

"You might die if they find you. Forget that, let's just look at stuff. Like..my drawings! Or better yet my zoid!" he exclaimed with glee.

"You really like zoids dont' cha?"

"I want to be a pilot one day. Then maybe I can give you a ride and we'll have fun." he said.

"You'll be a zoid pilot. I know you will be." she said.

"I hope so."

BAM

"Reese! Go away!" said the boy peeking from the side of the cave. "Get going! They'll catch you!" he said angrily.

"No!" she pleaded with tears in her eyes, clinging onto the boy's arm. "I want to stay and fight with you!"

"Reese! Please! Go on!" he said as he pushed her outside the cave through another passage.

She figured that she couldn't do anything. But it hurts so much. Her first friend is suffering for her. She went but before she did she looked over her shoulder.

"What's your name?" she asked.

"My name is Nicolo." the boy replied in a calmn manner. "See you later. We'll play another time!" he said with a smile.

"Thanks Nicolo." she smiled but still had those sad eyes. She ran off.

"No problem." he said.

BAM

From a cliff, the girl with blue hair watched the cave go in flames. She couldn't move. She saw the villagers emerge out of the fire. One of them nodded their head with sorrow. The boy was dead.

::End Flashback::

Reese was still on her knees.

"He just wanted to play around."



-outside-

Raven heard a voice from the cave. No, a scream.

"I can't even forgive myself!"

He stood 20 feet from the cave. (liliduh: or ruins i should say but o well)

"Forgive herself for what?" he questioned. "She must of had something going on. I mean, she didn't even block my arm when I tried to push her away." as he was opening and closing his palm. The heat was getting to him. No suprise though. With what he wears, who wouldn't pass out in this heat? He then started to think about battle skills then thinking about his failure with that damn Van. (liliduh: this does NOT mean i hate van.)

Shadow and Specula were inside with Reese. She didn't notice them but even if she did, she'd pay no attention anyways.

Specula was watching as well as Shadow. Both got their sleep. Now they were here. Specula wanted nothing to do but just to stay near. Shadow eventually left. Raven would probably be waiting for his organoid. Outside there was his master. He had that look again. As if he was a zombie. That look before he saw Van again. Shadow sighed. He came to Raven and again, smacked him. Nothing happened. No change.

Later, after Reese was feeling a great deal better, she went out. Expecting some mocking from that ruffled hair boy. Instead she saw him just standing there.

"What the.."

Exactly what Shadow saw, Reese saw that Raven was that same zombie.

"This is interesting. He's back into that shell." as she examined him. "Raven, wake up." as she nudged him this time. "Raven..get out of that trance!" she exclaimed then slapped him. Nothing.

"What am I gonna do?" as she started to panic but no signs of her anxiety showed. She was good at hiding her emotions.....well...most of the time.

::blob sensei holds the lightbulb that comes to life::

"I guess this is the only way." she stayed a distance from Raven when she tried to wake up. This time, she was very close to him. She looked at his eyes that had no emotion. Her eyes were staring at him. Shadow and Specula was watching with big eyes. What was she gonna do?!?!?!

"Raven....." she said in that annoying voice that he complained about.

Raven then came back to reality. When he came back from his world he saw a pair of eyes that was staring at his go away. He was confused. What the hell happened?

"You're back." she said in a plain tone.

"What did you do to me?!?!" he demanded. She probably tried to kill him or something! 'Not like she could anyways....'he thought

"Well, I stared into your eyes and said your name. That woke you up."

He still glared at her.

"If you don't believe me, you don't have to." as she walked to the village.

"I'm still going to blast the cave." he threatened.

"No, you're not." as she stopped him her tracks. Anger and sorrow were up her veins.

"Really now?" he said in that smile. That smile that looked taunting. "Why shouldn't I?" he questioned.

"I have my reasons. It's not like you'd listen to what I have to say."

"You'd be suprised."

"By what? Your ignorance? Or your need to be such an ass?" she said.

"Hmph." still keeping his clamn. "Give me one good reason."

She sighed. She was in no mood for this. She wanted to rest. Then she smiled in her mind. This is probably how Raven felt when she annoyed him. Might as well tell. She was too tired for anything anyways.

"A boy died in there." still her back was facing Raven.

"So?"

"I knew that boy. He died protecting me when I was a little girl."

"So that's why you were in no mood to piss me off that day." Raven stated as he remembered her face when he came to her saying she couldn't defeat Van either. Then she took it the wrong way. He still had that smile, but obviously, the smirk was fading.

"There's my reason. " as she walked off. Knowing he wouldn't blast that cave.

Raven followed her until they came to his genobreaker. Like she said, she was heading for the village. It was about 50 yards away.

They were apart for about an hour. It was dark. There was a fire and Raven was just staring into the flames. Specula and Shadow were wide awake, making sure no one was around to attack. Then Reese came back. She sat down across from Raven. On the other side of the fire. She was refreshed but still had a sad face. She didn't notice but Raven was staring at her. That's funny isn't it? She stared at the fire and he stares at her? As a narrator, isn't that funny? (liliduh: think of another version of myself. THAT'S the narrator.) Both has gone through crap and here they are. Staring. Funny?

"Reese." Raven said as he got up.

Still staring at the fire, she said. "What."

Out of nowhere his face was came close to hers. This time, their faces were an inch away from each other and Raven was aware of what was going on. She made a VERY small gasp.

"Remember when I said something like ' No, I didn't mean it that way' ?"

She couldn't answer. His face was still so close to hers.

"I meant what I said." answered Raven.

"......."

liliduh: even though, i saw that ep a few days ago, i never will remember it word for word. yes i no very bad very bad very bad very bad very bad very bad fic. forgive me! baka baka me. heh. molina girl, i believe u met blob sensei. Goten0040, i'll read when i can, in the mean time, if u like, read my escaflowne fics. they suck but that's ok. all my stuff sucks right?? k ja