Session 8- : Watashi Nikushimi Watashijishin...
NOTE!!: This is the negative version of the ending! If you really hate negative things I recommend not reading this chapter!! If there is no other chapter after this one…then wait until I say the good ending is up!! Note again: ~**~ chain means a Flashback...I will use this a lot for things...and a ---- line during a Flashback is marking yet ANOTHER flash back...Ok?
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(A Barrier to make sure this is what you want to read!)
"Are you crazy Nokame??" I could hear them wince. I had just finished handing Serena my trusted crooked dagger pointing the blade to my heart...They seem to know what I meant. If I can remember correctly, Kit Kat was in total shock, Rahn stared in confusion, Dan was also stunned to my little action and Bell as well as Serena was in a gasp.
"You're joking right?" Rahn asked, worried about the current mood of the area.
"You'd seriously wouldn't do that would you?" Dan also asked to me.
I gave out a sigh, and began to preach, "Of course I am serious. I had cause so much trouble to you guys. I even almost killed you all. I am not fit to live around anymore. So Please I would wish my love to take that dagger and press it right into my dammed soul. . ." Serena's eyes began to grow crystal; I wish she would just go on with it...I cannot stand to stick around to cause anymore hell...
"Won't your friends and family miss you?" Bell began to ask. Miss me?? MISS ME!? Ha! I bet they haven't even noticed I've goon missing. Honestly I was very antisocial. I didn't mingle well with others. And the friends I got hate me already. . .
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". . . Ah go cry by the river!" Lisa grunted to me, I had just finished losing my last card in Egyptian Rat Screw *a fun game I may add...* Today wasn't the best days as it was.
"And if I were to fall into the river. . ." I asked, a little solemnly, And in response...like 3 carolers. . .
"I wouldn't care."
"I'd actually like to see it happen."
"One less person to worry about"
. . . And I call these people friends . . .? My head slumped to the cafeteria table, I began to grow terribly depressed...hateful for the rest of the day.
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"Burn in Hell and stay there! I am sick of you anyways!"
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"Go away and stay away!"
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Needless to say, I wasn't too popular was I?
And regards to my family, I'd doubt they'd miss me either.
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"I hate you Johnny!"
"Get Lost!"
"What a fag!"
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I begin to laugh at them; they begin to look at me with utter most worry.
"They would probably get pleasure from watching me die…" I sighed.
"Well don't you have something you miss doing? You are good at so much stuff!" C-4 added in...I begin to remember ALL the great things I've done around here…
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Oh yes, the flute test, I was actually some what a good player if I can recall… It was spot test day for the band…these TEST determine what seat you get. Needless to say, I am a very terrified person about tests. And further more these tests also can degrade you as well! After all the testing it was time to see our positions….Still fresh of all the compliments and applauding of my playing…I peer to the list……………………..LAST!? I was beaten by obviously good players, but I was beaten by others who have a worse tone than I do!? Something like this really degrade a person's self esteem. . .
So am I good Flute Player?? NO!
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Oh yeah I am an artist too…
When I get bored I draw, it was a rainy day in one class, everyone was dead bored, and there was no class teaching, since there was a power outage… So I decided to draw onto the board, cute and all… It got praised and stuff. However, there was one kid, decided also to draw onto the board…his work…. Was…UNBELIEVABLE!! It left my work in the dust…since it was erased by his work…and not to mention all the other BETTER artists than I…
So was I an artist after all…Maybe not…
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Oh no I haven't even begun getting anywhere…
Nor was I smart or anything better people are… I began to chuckle again, "Me Good at anything? Nah…"
There were all getting nervous. "Don't you have someone you love in the real world?" Kit Kat asked. Well…if my mind corrects me…I'd say I use to…I had been in love a couple of times…all of them jiggered onto the misfortune of moving and other things…Being turned down is just murder to people these days…. And further more, the world is so besmirched anyways! I give them another dark look and began to growl, "Will you stop trying to make me reconsider! I want Serena to kill me and I want you all to burn me into a fucking corpse! And there is nothing that will stop me! So do it already! Serena! Do it now!!" My eyes began to water, so did Serena's. She began to raise the dagger, but began to cry uncontrollably and tossed it to the ground. And Ran off like that.
I pick up the cursed dagger and began to walk in the other direction….
"Well if she won't do it…then I will to myself!" I shout getting away from them all. I ran straight through the desert area and into the Station Square graveyard. I hold up the dagger and with the biggest grin on my face I say my last 3 words, "Watashi Nikushimi Watashijishin" and then stab myself. As the blood began to ooze onto the tombstones and the cold dead ground, so did all the hate and depression inside my body. I collapse onto a Maria Robotnik's grave, with an innocent smile. My life of hell….Over….
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All the heroes gasped in shock after Nokame's rude exit. Kit Kat started heading the way Nokame had once passed.
"Well don't just stand there! We got to follow him before it is too late!" They all nodded and followed Kit Kat…
(Location: Station Square Graveyard)
They had arrived to their final destination. The graveyard. All 5 of them screamed and shouted in horror to what they have seen. Nokame's deceased body onto the grave of Maria Robotnik's Grave. Bell began to cry; she has never been use to seeing a lost one's body so close to her. Kit Kat and the others stood in horror…especially since Serena showed up behind them.
"Hey guys, what ya all looking at?" Serena asked…seeming in a good mood. Rahn could only point to what he saw. Serena ran over to the deceased turtle and began to cry horribly onto the shell. "Why! WHY!?" was all she could ask, but the body had no intention of being revived. One by one, they all left Serena to be alone with Nokame.
But in the wind a faint voice called out, "What's wrong? Aren't you glad that I am not around to haunt you?" That message was printed to the computer screen back at John's computer, along with a timeline casting like on a tombstone.
John Ziadi-"Nokameko"
October 9th, 1986-November 2nd, 2002
May God rest his soul
And below that line…
Watashi Nikushimi Watashijishin
Why would you have cared anyways?
Like I said, this is the negative version! I have intentions to make the ending good! This SHOULD be read after the real ending…so hope you enjoyed the death of Nokame…oh and for the record, Watashi Nikushimi Watashijishin means I hate myself. It worked perfectly with everything!!
NOTE!!: This is the negative version of the ending! If you really hate negative things I recommend not reading this chapter!! If there is no other chapter after this one…then wait until I say the good ending is up!! Note again: ~**~ chain means a Flashback...I will use this a lot for things...and a ---- line during a Flashback is marking yet ANOTHER flash back...Ok?
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(A Barrier to make sure this is what you want to read!)
"Are you crazy Nokame??" I could hear them wince. I had just finished handing Serena my trusted crooked dagger pointing the blade to my heart...They seem to know what I meant. If I can remember correctly, Kit Kat was in total shock, Rahn stared in confusion, Dan was also stunned to my little action and Bell as well as Serena was in a gasp.
"You're joking right?" Rahn asked, worried about the current mood of the area.
"You'd seriously wouldn't do that would you?" Dan also asked to me.
I gave out a sigh, and began to preach, "Of course I am serious. I had cause so much trouble to you guys. I even almost killed you all. I am not fit to live around anymore. So Please I would wish my love to take that dagger and press it right into my dammed soul. . ." Serena's eyes began to grow crystal; I wish she would just go on with it...I cannot stand to stick around to cause anymore hell...
"Won't your friends and family miss you?" Bell began to ask. Miss me?? MISS ME!? Ha! I bet they haven't even noticed I've goon missing. Honestly I was very antisocial. I didn't mingle well with others. And the friends I got hate me already. . .
~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~
". . . Ah go cry by the river!" Lisa grunted to me, I had just finished losing my last card in Egyptian Rat Screw *a fun game I may add...* Today wasn't the best days as it was.
"And if I were to fall into the river. . ." I asked, a little solemnly, And in response...like 3 carolers. . .
"I wouldn't care."
"I'd actually like to see it happen."
"One less person to worry about"
. . . And I call these people friends . . .? My head slumped to the cafeteria table, I began to grow terribly depressed...hateful for the rest of the day.
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"Burn in Hell and stay there! I am sick of you anyways!"
----------------------------------------------------------
"Go away and stay away!"
~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~
Needless to say, I wasn't too popular was I?
And regards to my family, I'd doubt they'd miss me either.
~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~
"I hate you Johnny!"
"Get Lost!"
"What a fag!"
~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~
I begin to laugh at them; they begin to look at me with utter most worry.
"They would probably get pleasure from watching me die…" I sighed.
"Well don't you have something you miss doing? You are good at so much stuff!" C-4 added in...I begin to remember ALL the great things I've done around here…
~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~
Oh yes, the flute test, I was actually some what a good player if I can recall… It was spot test day for the band…these TEST determine what seat you get. Needless to say, I am a very terrified person about tests. And further more these tests also can degrade you as well! After all the testing it was time to see our positions….Still fresh of all the compliments and applauding of my playing…I peer to the list……………………..LAST!? I was beaten by obviously good players, but I was beaten by others who have a worse tone than I do!? Something like this really degrade a person's self esteem. . .
So am I good Flute Player?? NO!
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Oh yeah I am an artist too…
When I get bored I draw, it was a rainy day in one class, everyone was dead bored, and there was no class teaching, since there was a power outage… So I decided to draw onto the board, cute and all… It got praised and stuff. However, there was one kid, decided also to draw onto the board…his work…. Was…UNBELIEVABLE!! It left my work in the dust…since it was erased by his work…and not to mention all the other BETTER artists than I…
So was I an artist after all…Maybe not…
~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~ ~**~
Oh no I haven't even begun getting anywhere…
Nor was I smart or anything better people are… I began to chuckle again, "Me Good at anything? Nah…"
There were all getting nervous. "Don't you have someone you love in the real world?" Kit Kat asked. Well…if my mind corrects me…I'd say I use to…I had been in love a couple of times…all of them jiggered onto the misfortune of moving and other things…Being turned down is just murder to people these days…. And further more, the world is so besmirched anyways! I give them another dark look and began to growl, "Will you stop trying to make me reconsider! I want Serena to kill me and I want you all to burn me into a fucking corpse! And there is nothing that will stop me! So do it already! Serena! Do it now!!" My eyes began to water, so did Serena's. She began to raise the dagger, but began to cry uncontrollably and tossed it to the ground. And Ran off like that.
I pick up the cursed dagger and began to walk in the other direction….
"Well if she won't do it…then I will to myself!" I shout getting away from them all. I ran straight through the desert area and into the Station Square graveyard. I hold up the dagger and with the biggest grin on my face I say my last 3 words, "Watashi Nikushimi Watashijishin" and then stab myself. As the blood began to ooze onto the tombstones and the cold dead ground, so did all the hate and depression inside my body. I collapse onto a Maria Robotnik's grave, with an innocent smile. My life of hell….Over….
-_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_--_- (3rd)
All the heroes gasped in shock after Nokame's rude exit. Kit Kat started heading the way Nokame had once passed.
"Well don't just stand there! We got to follow him before it is too late!" They all nodded and followed Kit Kat…
(Location: Station Square Graveyard)
They had arrived to their final destination. The graveyard. All 5 of them screamed and shouted in horror to what they have seen. Nokame's deceased body onto the grave of Maria Robotnik's Grave. Bell began to cry; she has never been use to seeing a lost one's body so close to her. Kit Kat and the others stood in horror…especially since Serena showed up behind them.
"Hey guys, what ya all looking at?" Serena asked…seeming in a good mood. Rahn could only point to what he saw. Serena ran over to the deceased turtle and began to cry horribly onto the shell. "Why! WHY!?" was all she could ask, but the body had no intention of being revived. One by one, they all left Serena to be alone with Nokame.
But in the wind a faint voice called out, "What's wrong? Aren't you glad that I am not around to haunt you?" That message was printed to the computer screen back at John's computer, along with a timeline casting like on a tombstone.
John Ziadi-"Nokameko"
October 9th, 1986-November 2nd, 2002
May God rest his soul
And below that line…
Watashi Nikushimi Watashijishin
Why would you have cared anyways?
Like I said, this is the negative version! I have intentions to make the ending good! This SHOULD be read after the real ending…so hope you enjoyed the death of Nokame…oh and for the record, Watashi Nikushimi Watashijishin means I hate myself. It worked perfectly with everything!!