I have been eating a LOT of chocolate in the last hour so I am SOOOO high right now and I can't flippen believe I actually wrotoe this chapter. I've never been able to do this before and all I can say is…Here' your slash.
Sorry if I kept things being delayed, but hey, what can I do? I'm a little worried about this chap, I told a friend today about my stories and to make it worse, I told him where to find them and how. Now, I'm not too sure if he likes this type of stuff and I'm scared he may look at me weird after this. But hey, give me a bone here, it's my first slash fic and it helps me think about love on other levels, you know.
Warning: This is a slash fic, boy and boy love. You should already know this or you wouldn't be reading still, if you hate this kind of tuff then you'd better stop now, coz my muses made me write this and I was barely conscious from tiredness and sugar crashes when I typed it. Hee hee.
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Here you are.
CHAP 4
The room was shabby and paint peeled off every wall they touched, but it had a lockable door, it was in a hidden district and they were safe at last.
Haldir sat at the small table and picked at his food, he truly wasn't very hungry, the sight of the fair elf pacing before him was capturing his total attention and everything else seemed to be washed from his mind.
"We need to get to Ireland somehow, but I don't think they'll even let us leave the city. The roads are probably being watched, our faces are probably well known amongst them now and we just can't move. What am I going to do?" Legolas stopped pacing and Haldir saw something he never thought he'd ever see. The strong elf, in spirit and in body, broke down and started sobbing quietly into his hands, still mumbling how he couldn't do anything, nothing at all.
Haldir quickly abandoned his chair and rushed over to him embracing the shaking figure who simply leaned on him for support. He felt so helpless as he held him, and he tried to ignore the feelings running through his body at the close proximity of Legolas, but he couldn't control the shudder that ran through him and Legolas pulled away gently, wiping the tears from his eyes as he eyed him curiously.
"Haldir?"
"Yes."
"Is everything ok?" He placed his hands on the elf's shoulders and felt them tremble beneath his touch, he was confused at a tingling feeling beneath his fingers, he had felt the same when they gripped hands that morning on the roof top and the sensations were totally new to him. Removing his hands he simply stood before him and a tense silence stretched out until Haldir spoke.
"Legolas, do you…like me?"
"Of course I do, what friend would I be if I didn't?" He smiled a bit and then dropped it as Haldir shook his head, staring at the floor and shifting his feet. He placed a hand back on the shoulder, and felt the recognizable shudder and the same tingling as before. Now there was a slightly newer sensation and he felt his heart flutter a bit at the warmth that spread over his body, making him sigh a little with pleasure at the wonderful sensation.
Haldir heard the sigh and lifted his head, staring into Legolas' eyes with a type of pleading that only a kiss would satisfy. That was what he wanted, he wanted to feel that soft skin pressed up against his own in a way that would make him feel completed, feel loved. But it was too much to ask of him, he simply would never think such things and the feelings Haldir was asking for were simply a daydream, Legolas could never love him and the fact was final.
Legolas was starting to realize exactly what he was feeling and those light blue icy eyes staring into his own wasn't much of a help, he was sinking into them and he had to physically shake his head to stop himself from leaning over and kissing those soft, luxurious lips. Haldir wouldn't want him, they were simply friends, nothing more and a show of affection would possibly destroy that friendship, he couldn't afford that.
With these dual thoughts running through their heads they both turned away, making it look as though they were merely giving each other comfort in these stressful times. But their bodies were thinking along a different line and suddenly their hands gripped each other's, drawing them together and pressing their lips against the other in a passionate fight for the upper hand.
Suddenly they gasped, pulling away in shock and staring at one another as though something horrific had happened. They were both terrified that the other now hated them and that look in their eyes was saying it all, they stood in silence before Legolas muttered.
"I'm sorry."
Haldir was shocked, but he had kissed HIM, why should he feel sorry? It was not like…oh. He smiled as he realized what had happened and he stepped forward, taking the shaking elf's hand in his own and caressing it with his thumb.
"I'm not." He whispered, smiling even wider as Legolas looked back up at him, the dark blue orbs sparkling with love and passion and complete relief.
"Oh Haldir…!" He exclaimed before his lips were claimed once more, and this time it was for real.
Legolas wrapped his arms around the slim waist of his new and first lover, drawing him close until their bodies were flush up against the other, revealing a pre-hidden factor of their internal fire. He smiled into the kiss which seemed to give Haldir all the permission he needed to gain entrance to his mouth and he did so, taking Legolas completely by surprise as this was the first time anything of the sort had ever happened to him. He gasped at the sensations as the more experienced one made the battle of their lips and tongues seem completely muddled and chaotic, it was the most glorious thing he had ever experienced.
All too soon Haldir pulled away, rubbing his thumb over the swollen lips of the elf standing before him. Legolas sighed and tried to lean forward for another kiss but Haldir stilled him, smiling at the confusion and frustration in the elf's eyes.
"Legolas, you have never been with another, have you?" A statement question, he knew the answer as well as the back of his hand. Legolas was as pure as they came; he simply was never on the mortal plain long enough to find the one, the one who would complete him and love him forever, he was picky in that sense. But they had known each other for longer than he cared to think, why couldn't they have felt this before, back when they were young and the world was still clean, if not a little despoiled here and there, but not like it was now?
"No." Legolas blushed a little and lowered his head, only to have it lifted again by a gentle finger under his chin.
"Do you understand what will happen if this is taken much further?" He received a simple nod and the knowing smile was enough for him to claim those lips again, turning both their legs to jelly. He reached out grab something to hold onto but there was nothing and his knees were barely holding him up, Legolas had taken over now and was attacking his mouth with a passion he never thought was possible in the elf and his legs gave out, sending them both to the floor with Legolas atop him and both with a surprised, yet stupid smile on their faces.
"Well, this was unexpected." Legolas grinned. But his smile faded into groans as Haldir inadvertently, in lifting his knee to twist them over, brought it between the other's legs and rubbed against the hardness encased there. The golden head dropped onto Haldir's chest and he continued bringing his knee up slowly, teasing and torturing him until the smaller body was writhing on top of him with pleasure and pain.
Finally he stopped and Legolas lifted his head, biting his lip and asking of him with his eyes the one thing he desperately wanted to give. So in one quick motion he flipped them over and pinned Legolas beneath him, straddling his narrow hips and gazing at him with complete love and desire. The younger elf then started undoing the buttons on Haldir's shirt, he helped him slightly by un-tucking it from his jeans but then left the rest up to those deft and swift fingers. When it was done Legolas wasted no time in exploring the soft and smooth chest with his hands and Haldir gasped when the elf softly pinched one nipple, playing with it a little before moving his hands up further to come behind his neck and undo the ponytail, sending his hair into golden waves down his back and shoulders. He then pulled the shirt the rest of the way off and grinned devilishly when the undone cuffs caught at his wrists, effectively making him unable to return the favour to Legolas.
Haldir growled as he tried to free his hands, wiggling around and causing Legolas to moan again beneath him. Finally he wrenched his hand free, popping the buttons and sending them flying, he did the same with the other before quickly getting down to the business of removing Legolas' own shirt, leaving them both bare-chested and breathing heavily. Then the elf leaned over, letting his long hair fall forward and trail along Legolas' skin, making him shiver from the sensations it was giving him. He then claimed the soft lips once more before moving down; Legolas tilted his head back to allow more access to the sensitive skin on his neck and sighed blissfully as Haldir made his way up to the delicate point of his ear, nipping it slightly before moving down again and sucking at the junction between shoulder and neck. Legolas arched his back at the ministrations, each touch was sending lightning bolts through his body and he felt even more uncomfortable down low when Haldir took a nipple in his mouth, sucking it into a peak before moving onto the next one.
"You've done this before…I see." Legolas gasped as Haldir blew on the wet buds, causing the lightning bolts to turn into full raging storms.
Haldir simply nodded and moved down even further, stroking the skin on each side of the waist as he did so until he reached the top of Legolas' own pair of Blue J's. He grinned at the sight, it was unusual to see him dressed in the clothing of this world, the last time he had seen him he had been in robes of silver and white, blinding to the unused eye but beautiful and graceful in their own right. He wore his normal tunic the rest of the time as he couldn't stay still for a moment, needing to travel everywhere.
Legolas felt his pant's being unzipped and he sighed with relief as they were removed and all he had left were the loose cotton boxers he felt he needed to wear here. Suddenly, they too were gone and he cried out and arched himself as his hard member was encased by a deep warmth, soft and wet. He had shut his eyes but now opened them, looking down and seeing Haldir remove his mouth only to the tip before enveloping him once again, doing it over and over. It was next to unbearable, he had never felt this before and he struggled underneath Haldir, causing him to groan as well when he rubbed against his similarly hard member. Legolas heard the moan and, realizing his lover was being deprived, grabbed his head on each side and gently pulled him away, forcing him to look into his eyes.
"Haldir, you know what I want. Do you want it too?" He saw the nod and nodded in return, kicking off his shoes so he could remove his pants completely and make it easier for Haldir to gain entrance. The other elf "dismounted" so to speak and began to remove the rest of his own clothing and Legolas saw him fully for the first time. They had seen each other naked before, it was no big fuss, but not like lovers, it was an enchanting experience as they looked each other over, Legolas lying on the floor with Haldir kneeling besides him.
Finally Haldir went down to Legolas feet, pushing them apart gently and, with permission from Legolas, bending the knees until he was almost ready for what was to come. Then there was a problem, Legolas knew what it was and he shook his head, motioning towards his backpack only a meter or so away. Haldir frowned a little but complied and rummaged through the pack, smiling when he drew out a small bottle of oil.
"I used it on my knife, but that's now probably in a sick house somewhere after being pulled out of that poor lad's shoulder. I think it is good enough for this." He squirmed a little and Haldir laughed softly, leaning over and kissing him deeply while he poured some of the oil onto his fingers and moved down to Legolas' opening. Stretching it with his finger he felt the elf go rigid beneath him but continued kissing him softly until he relaxed and pushed the finger in deeper. It took time but after a while he was able to have three fingers in at once and he knew the elf was ready, albeit incredibly nervous, being his very first time and all.
"Are you ready?" He looked down at the elf and Legolas nodded, biting his bottom lip again and whimpering in anticipation. It was an odd thing to have someone so many millennia old so willing and completely at his mercy, an odd yet satisfying feeling as he positioned himself so he was just about to enter.
"Are you sure?" He whispered and could of laughed when the frustrated elf nodded furiously, annoyed at him for taking so long. He then pushed in a little, feeling the elf go rigid again and waited, finally he relaxed and he pushed in a bit deeper.
Legolas groaned, half in pleasure half in pain. He had no idea what this was going to feel like so it came as a bit of a shock when Haldir stopped moving.
"Haldir?"
"I'm in, do you wish to continue?" His voice was sounding with suppressed strain at having to stop. Legolas was amazed at his skill for making it a lot less painful than he had heard and he nodded again, completely speechless as the elf began to move inside of him, getting him more used to the feeling before he touched that secret sweet spot and made Legolas see stars.
He had no idea it could feel like this and every time that spot was rubbed up against he felt the shock of it go through his system, sending flashes to his brain and stars to his eyes. Haldir's mouth crashed down on to his again and they fought passionately, gripping each other with arms and legs as the thrusts became more forceful and faster as time passed. Legolas didn't know how long he could last, the sensations were getting more intense by the second and Haldir moved faster, grunting into his mouth as they kissed and sending Legolas into moans of ecstasy and complete forgetfulness. It continued, faster and faster until Legolas felt his whole body heave and something snapped in ecstasy inside of him. His vision went black and he felt like he was falling through space and the feeling continued until another snap made him arch his back and cry out as he came, his seed spilling out over his and Haldir's stomachs. Haldir gave one more thrust before he too went rigid and Legolas felt the warmth wash into him, relaxing him as Haldir collapsed onto his chest, breathing heavily.
They both lay like that for a few moments before Haldir rolled off, being gentle as he pulled himself out and Legolas sighed.
"That was…incredible." He couldn't say anything else as Haldir kissed him again, drawing him into a deep embrace as they curled up in each other's arms, falling into a blissful sleep almost instantaneously.
It was more than incredible; it was like being born once again and seeing the world with new eyes, like a dream that was so perfect you never wanted it to end. But like all dreams, they all come to an end, all dreams must die and so must all things that seem too good to be true.
TBC
Leaving you on that high note, hopefully. Please review, I'm loving them so far and I thank all those who have. I'll make a dedication later on but I have to rush coz I've got about 5 minutes left at this computer before I'm kicked out.