Naked.
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My head was aching, and I was so cold, I remember that I was brought into the warmth of a car, but by who? I look up into the dark room I'm finding myself in, I don't recognize it, had I been here before? All these questions is making the headache even worse, so I stop and ask through out the dark room. 'Where am I?' A shadow is starting to move when I speak, this persons movement is somehow familiar to me? Lex? 'How are you doing?' He ask as he sits down beside me, he is pale and is rapt inside a blanket. A scratchy kind of voice leaps out of my throat; 'What am I doing here?' When I look into his eyes, who is looking towards me, is reminding me of this night, this was the night of my suicide. Which had definitely hadn't gone through. 'Lana, why did you jump?' How could I ever tell him, that it was because of him I wanted to die. He had stolen my heart and I knew that he would never feel the same. 'Obviously I didn't want to live anymore.' My joke is not a big success, when he now look even more concerned. 'please, tell me..' I feel that tears is rolling down my cheek. I had to tell him something, he had saved my life. 'You wouldn't understand.'
He hadn't said anything the hours which had gone by, he looked scared, so was I. When he finally spoke, I became really sad of what he told me. 'Do you know why I was sent to Smallville?' I didn't say anything because he continued, and I stood up. 'One month before my arrival here, I had tried to kill myself.'
'why?' He chuckles and turns around and looks at me, 'I didn't want to live, but it got it's reasons. Tell me why you did it, than I tell you.' I don't know what to say, but the only thing that I can think of saying is the truth. 'I'm in love with someone, and he dose not love me back.' My excuse was very silly, but that was not all. 'And my life is sickening me, everyone think they know me, but the truth is that I don't got any real friends. They are all manipulative, and I can't stand it.' 'your in love..' He looked at me with different eyes, I had exposed my secret without knowing that he could see it. I felt naked in front of him, he could see what I had been hiding for so long.
'what's yours? Reason I mean.' I'm shivering now, it was really embarrassing that he knew, so I made the conversation move on. 'hmm. well, my father for example. He had destroyed me completely, my mother was dead and I didn't have any friends..' I felt unprotected, 'cause he knew.
'Lana, are you in love with me?' he asks when I'm now crying sitting on the floor. 'yes..' He takes a seat on the floor beside me, he dose not look at me, 'I'm not worth your love, find someone else.' 'But I can't shut these feelings off, it's you who I'm in love with, not someone else.' I take his hand and I don't let go. 'I trust you.'
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We had spent the whole night talking about everything, and I mean everything. Well not the thing that I was in love with him, but at eight in the morning I brought it up. 'Lex, how do you feel about me.' He tried to ignore me but he finally answered. 'Lana, if I would have the same feelings, it would be complicated. And we wouldn't make it.' He loved me, I could feel it. And I just ran towards him and gave him a hug, I buried myself into him, it was so nice. 'You make me want to be myself, and you are so nice. And if you just let me love you, than it can work.' He brought me to see into his eyes, 'Lana, it's really hard.' I didn't let him finish his sentence, 'cause I had dreamt about how it was to kiss him, and I couldn't wait any longer. I had never felt like this before.
*I've never felt like this before I'm naked around you Does it show You see right through me And I can't hide I'm naked around you And it feels so right* I hope this chapter has been as you guys wanted, and as for the next chapter, I haven't decided which song I will continue with.
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My head was aching, and I was so cold, I remember that I was brought into the warmth of a car, but by who? I look up into the dark room I'm finding myself in, I don't recognize it, had I been here before? All these questions is making the headache even worse, so I stop and ask through out the dark room. 'Where am I?' A shadow is starting to move when I speak, this persons movement is somehow familiar to me? Lex? 'How are you doing?' He ask as he sits down beside me, he is pale and is rapt inside a blanket. A scratchy kind of voice leaps out of my throat; 'What am I doing here?' When I look into his eyes, who is looking towards me, is reminding me of this night, this was the night of my suicide. Which had definitely hadn't gone through. 'Lana, why did you jump?' How could I ever tell him, that it was because of him I wanted to die. He had stolen my heart and I knew that he would never feel the same. 'Obviously I didn't want to live anymore.' My joke is not a big success, when he now look even more concerned. 'please, tell me..' I feel that tears is rolling down my cheek. I had to tell him something, he had saved my life. 'You wouldn't understand.'
He hadn't said anything the hours which had gone by, he looked scared, so was I. When he finally spoke, I became really sad of what he told me. 'Do you know why I was sent to Smallville?' I didn't say anything because he continued, and I stood up. 'One month before my arrival here, I had tried to kill myself.'
'why?' He chuckles and turns around and looks at me, 'I didn't want to live, but it got it's reasons. Tell me why you did it, than I tell you.' I don't know what to say, but the only thing that I can think of saying is the truth. 'I'm in love with someone, and he dose not love me back.' My excuse was very silly, but that was not all. 'And my life is sickening me, everyone think they know me, but the truth is that I don't got any real friends. They are all manipulative, and I can't stand it.' 'your in love..' He looked at me with different eyes, I had exposed my secret without knowing that he could see it. I felt naked in front of him, he could see what I had been hiding for so long.
'what's yours? Reason I mean.' I'm shivering now, it was really embarrassing that he knew, so I made the conversation move on. 'hmm. well, my father for example. He had destroyed me completely, my mother was dead and I didn't have any friends..' I felt unprotected, 'cause he knew.
'Lana, are you in love with me?' he asks when I'm now crying sitting on the floor. 'yes..' He takes a seat on the floor beside me, he dose not look at me, 'I'm not worth your love, find someone else.' 'But I can't shut these feelings off, it's you who I'm in love with, not someone else.' I take his hand and I don't let go. 'I trust you.'
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We had spent the whole night talking about everything, and I mean everything. Well not the thing that I was in love with him, but at eight in the morning I brought it up. 'Lex, how do you feel about me.' He tried to ignore me but he finally answered. 'Lana, if I would have the same feelings, it would be complicated. And we wouldn't make it.' He loved me, I could feel it. And I just ran towards him and gave him a hug, I buried myself into him, it was so nice. 'You make me want to be myself, and you are so nice. And if you just let me love you, than it can work.' He brought me to see into his eyes, 'Lana, it's really hard.' I didn't let him finish his sentence, 'cause I had dreamt about how it was to kiss him, and I couldn't wait any longer. I had never felt like this before.
*I've never felt like this before I'm naked around you Does it show You see right through me And I can't hide I'm naked around you And it feels so right* I hope this chapter has been as you guys wanted, and as for the next chapter, I haven't decided which song I will continue with.