We just laid there, in his coach, holding each other. It didn't make our
problems less harder, but it didn't make it much worse either. Not when we
where like this. I could hear his heart beat, hear him breath. I touch his
cheek just barely, but I could swear that his heart stopped beat for a
second. And I can't remember when I felt this in love before. And just a
few hours ago, I wanted too die. And now, I don't want too do anything but
live, right now, it couldn't be better.
We didn't speak, we just listened to each others breathing. I was to tired to speak anyway, and I think that speaking would bring up our problems. And if we moved, just an inch or so, we would fall of cloud seven. And back to reality. Lex didn't seem to mant too speak either, so we didn't.
When it was time for me to leave, Nell had to be worried sick. We said good bye, but how many times I tried, I felt empty. So, I stayed just five minutes more. Lex had a troubled face when I left, so had I. What would happen tomorrow? It wasn't like we would come out like an open couple. I could just dream of that, maybe when I turned eighteen it was possible, if we would last that long. Oh god, why is it so hard to love? Especially if it is in the wrong person, but that isn't my fault. I didn't ask to be in love with him, but I am. I could hear no sound, not even the wind, was there even a wind today? What makes the different?! I can only hear his voice in my head, all his words at the same time. They are so sweet, so sweet.
And in two seconds I was home, and when Nell rushed out and screamed at me, I could only hear you breath. But I was back too reality when..
To be continued.
*I know, the chapter was crappy, but it's gonna be better. I have it all up in my head. The next chapter is going to be very dramatic. *lol*
We didn't speak, we just listened to each others breathing. I was to tired to speak anyway, and I think that speaking would bring up our problems. And if we moved, just an inch or so, we would fall of cloud seven. And back to reality. Lex didn't seem to mant too speak either, so we didn't.
When it was time for me to leave, Nell had to be worried sick. We said good bye, but how many times I tried, I felt empty. So, I stayed just five minutes more. Lex had a troubled face when I left, so had I. What would happen tomorrow? It wasn't like we would come out like an open couple. I could just dream of that, maybe when I turned eighteen it was possible, if we would last that long. Oh god, why is it so hard to love? Especially if it is in the wrong person, but that isn't my fault. I didn't ask to be in love with him, but I am. I could hear no sound, not even the wind, was there even a wind today? What makes the different?! I can only hear his voice in my head, all his words at the same time. They are so sweet, so sweet.
And in two seconds I was home, and when Nell rushed out and screamed at me, I could only hear you breath. But I was back too reality when..
To be continued.
*I know, the chapter was crappy, but it's gonna be better. I have it all up in my head. The next chapter is going to be very dramatic. *lol*