Author's Notes: Ok, I know that it's been a long time since I had updated this story. I'm going to try my best at it though I'm not sure if I can hurry up and such. A lot of things are happening now and I don't really have time for much. Besides my parents seem to have a problem with me typing on the computer, they seriously think my eyes are going to get worse. What's up with that? I already have glasses so what's the big deal? Any way, I think I might end up getting a writer's block so I might need all of some help with the story when the time comes…
Though it took me that long for updating this, Thy school shall not take away thy time to shun away thy story nor stories nor thy poetry!!!!!
When I'm using // // try thinking of it as a quick flashback or a bit of a sudden dream sequence ok? Or what not… Why the Hell do I keep spelling names wrong? I know I'm bad in spelling and grammers but really…anyway sorry for the format of the story and how everything was arranged, it wasn't supposed to be like that.
Disclaimer:
Uhhhh…I don't own Cardcaptor Sakura so don't sue me ok? I only have enough money for my college education once I finish High School, though that would only be in about 3-4 years I think?
Thank You List (Conking head against the wall) "God, there are so many people to thank but I just can't keep up WhaaaaAA!"Umeko and Kokori Inc ~*~ Thanks for the second review! I really did thought my story was going to suck really badly. Oh and that story you're making based on the Korean song, I heard that too when I was watching the Asian MTV when I was stuck in China, seriously I never understood the music cuz I don't know Korean or other language besides some other stuffs but I just love the music!
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Flashback Occurrences
"Ow my head," Tomoyo groaned, rubbing the side of her head as she sat up on her bed. Her eyes half closed she took a glimpse at the window. The sun was already up and from the looks of it, it was practically noon.
'Since when did I ever overslept?' she thought. Usually she would get up early in the morning even when it was still dark, often she was considered insomniac by her parents and was believed to be, indeed, in need of help.
She turned to the side of the bed and got out. She rubbed her eyes and yawned, blindly searching for the hairbrush with her hands on the drawer near her. Once her hand found the brush she combed her long tresses and changed her clothes, as she got ready for more fieldwork in the garden.
"I hope I don't end up doing extra work than usual," she muttered to herself stretching her arms in the air. She walked to the door way as she finished tying her hair with a purple ribbon she had always worn like usual. As soon as she placed her hand on the doorknob, a sudden shot of pain over came her. She clutched her hands to her head where the pain occurred. Her eyes closed, she was completely absorbed on the aching pain in her head.
// "They killed him…they killed father!" A little girl cried wrapping her arms around her mother.
The queen looked sadly down at the little princess, "I know, the war is over and we lost."//
Tomoyo fell on her knees grimacing from the rigorous intensive pain. Now the headache seemed more than just a headache, it was starting to become more severe day after day. She opened her eyes and weakly got up trying not to concentrate to the annoying pain.
"W-why…… Why is this happening to me?" Tomoyo murmured to herself as she got up holding on to the door for support. She suddenly felt fatigue even though she just woke up this morning or rather this noon.
"These dreams, why can't they go away…" The visions had been coming back to her, over and over again and every dream it became clearer and more apparent each time. It had felt as if it was not a dream at all but a vague distant memory from her head.
'Tomoyo what in the world are you thinking? It can't be memory… how can it be a memory if it never occured?' she thought irritably at herself.
Tomoyo stayed where she was for couple minutes to regain herself from the incidence. She opened the door and walked out of her room pretending as if it didn't happen.
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"Morning Tomoyo," her mother greeted her in the kitchen as she was cooking.
"Morning mother," Tomoyo hugged her mother and sat at the kitchen table grabbing a piece of bread to eat.
"Are you alright? I haven't seen you overslept like this since you were a young child," her mother walked up and looked at her straight in the eye.
"Mother don't worry about it, it's just a…" Tomoyo stopped as her mother placed her hand on her forehead checking for any signs of sickness.
"Your head feels normal maybe…"
"Mother! I'm fine, really I am!" Tomoyo interrupted turning her head to remove her mother's hand, "I just needed to sleep more than usual since I had always wake up earlier than both you and father."
"Alright if you say so," her mother sighed and continued stirred the soup she made earlier, "Tomoyo if you want you don't have to work. You have already done too much help for me and your father so go rest."
"It's alright mother I'm in good health enough to work, besides we need all the help we can get anyway." Tomoyo got up from the chair and walked to the kitchen cabinet and grabbed a wicker basket.
"I'm going to get some of the herbs out in the garden, I'll get some of the ripped vegetables along the way, ne?" Tomoyo walked out of the kitchen to the hallway, which led to the front door. Before she reached to the door, a sudden feeling of pain came back again.
//"But mother, I don't want to go by myself," The child cried holding on to her, "I want to be with you and father, please don't let me go."
"You have to," the woman looked at her daughter with her hands on her daughter's arms. "Me and your father have lived long enough, you're still young and lively. Fight it, you know you have to do this your future is what to be concerned, have faith and courage…find it in you do you understand?" //
"Stop it!" Tomoyo screamed as she collapsed to her knees, a rush intense of the aching pain numbed her leaving her completely vulnerable. Her vision suddenly felt foggy.
"Tomoyo what's wrong?" she could hear her mother's voice clearly however everything seemed to be spinning all around her.
// Looking back at the waterfall below the cliff she smiled clutching to her necklace and silently spoke to her captures. "I would rather die for the sake of my honor than to be killed by your hands" she said as she fell backwards from the cliff and fell deep into the water. //"Stop it!" Tomoyo yelled again, abruptly she felt a complete loss of energy inside and had failed to keep conscious. As she fell unconscious, her mother caught her before she fell to the ground.
DaWiofFaith: "Tired…so tired"
Tomoyo: *sighs* "Please review this story and I hope her changes to the story or stories made things more better or a bit more understandable and I apologize about this chapter being so short."
DaWiofFaith: "Sorry for making this chapter so short and for making it to seem…weird but I needed to get over this part and hurry up to the main part since I didn't have the time to keep up updating it like the other people with their stories.
Also if you have any plots or ideas for a story please tell me cuz I can't think of any besides of what I'm planning to do. Don't worry, after this I'm going to try my best to make it longer hopefully and I'll be a bit more serious on this ok?"