I always thought that Percy would be my first, one and only love, the
person I'd spend the rest of forever with. We always seemed to have such a
connection, I know deep down he thought that nobody knew him like I did,
that nobody understood him except me, I now know that what he thought of me
was wrong. I didn't know him, I didn't understand him, The connection we
had was nothing, nothing in comparison to the other, him? Who's he you ask?
I'd rather not say right now, as the guilt is still fresh, the echo in
Percy voice still clear as I told him, the tears that streamed down his
face and mine as I begged forgiveness and cried my sorrys for us.
"Percy. I. I didn't want it to turn out this way. I'm sorry." I remember sobbing to him, reaching out for his hand so that he could feel my sorry, but he pushed me away, with a force unlike I'd ever seen him use before, normaly so gentle and considerate.
"Penelope, were nothing now" He said trying to remain composed, a waver in his serious tone as he spoke "I thought you were capable of a lot more in life Penelope, a lot better than. than. him" He almost spat, I could feel the anger inside me well, but remained calm and listened to what I deserved. Percy's 'lecture'.
"I still care for you Percy, I just." I couldn't look him in the eye, not at all for I knew as soon as I look up and into those deep brown eyes, the eyes I once though I could stare into for eternity, my heart would melt with sorrow and I would beg for forgiveness and forget my other love.
"But him! I thought you of all people could spot a decent person Penelope" He called me Penelope, not Penny as he usually did, my nickname, the name that let me know that his heart belong to me, this as well as the disgust in his voice made me loose all hope, Percy was the one I turned to, my rock, my stability, the person I relied on for everything and anything, and now he was disgusted. "Don't worry I won't interfere with you 'new' relationship, god forbid I will every have to see it in action, It won't last long Penelope. You of course know that don't you?" He muttered in a matter of fact tone. "Oh what have you done?"
I hung my head, I didn't know what to say anymore, I finaly brought myself to look at his freckle born face and deep brown eyes, the face I once cherished. The guilt almost unbearable as I noticed Percy glance over my shoulder and his expression change, half and smirk and half disgust one I will not forget in a long time as somebody entered the room.
"Percy. I. I didn't want it to turn out this way. I'm sorry." I remember sobbing to him, reaching out for his hand so that he could feel my sorry, but he pushed me away, with a force unlike I'd ever seen him use before, normaly so gentle and considerate.
"Penelope, were nothing now" He said trying to remain composed, a waver in his serious tone as he spoke "I thought you were capable of a lot more in life Penelope, a lot better than. than. him" He almost spat, I could feel the anger inside me well, but remained calm and listened to what I deserved. Percy's 'lecture'.
"I still care for you Percy, I just." I couldn't look him in the eye, not at all for I knew as soon as I look up and into those deep brown eyes, the eyes I once though I could stare into for eternity, my heart would melt with sorrow and I would beg for forgiveness and forget my other love.
"But him! I thought you of all people could spot a decent person Penelope" He called me Penelope, not Penny as he usually did, my nickname, the name that let me know that his heart belong to me, this as well as the disgust in his voice made me loose all hope, Percy was the one I turned to, my rock, my stability, the person I relied on for everything and anything, and now he was disgusted. "Don't worry I won't interfere with you 'new' relationship, god forbid I will every have to see it in action, It won't last long Penelope. You of course know that don't you?" He muttered in a matter of fact tone. "Oh what have you done?"
I hung my head, I didn't know what to say anymore, I finaly brought myself to look at his freckle born face and deep brown eyes, the face I once cherished. The guilt almost unbearable as I noticed Percy glance over my shoulder and his expression change, half and smirk and half disgust one I will not forget in a long time as somebody entered the room.