"There Is"
A songfic by Minoru no Uchiwashoujo AKA Kazuchan-Koibito
What if Suu were to run away? Kazuhiko confesses his feelings in a series of letters.
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/This vacation's useless
These white pills are kind
I've given a lot of thought
On this 13 hour drive
I missed the grinded concrete
Where we sat past eight or nine
And slowly finished lapping
In the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to
The nights we used to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing
On your bedroom floor
Where I laid and told you
but you swear you loved me more\
I'm not going to get over you. It's already been almost six months and I still think of you every day. The way you were...
everything about you, it haunts me. The innocent look in your eyes, the way you seemed to just float through life...and
the way you loved me.
/Do you care if I don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
Will you think of me
Will I shake this off
Pretend it's all okay
That there's someone out there
Who feels just like me
There is...\
Why did you run away? I never meant to say those things to you. Sure, you still keep in touch...but it's just not the
same. Every time I think of what I've done, I cry for you. I cry over what I've done. How I hurt you.
/Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought
Of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter
In every single word
There will be a hidden message
About a boy that loves a girl\
I used to think you would love me forever. Now I know it's not true. I should have known that sooner or later, you'd drift
away. I did know, actually. I was just hoping it wouldn't be so soon! I can't handle it. I want you back - no, I NEED you
back!
/Do you care if I don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
Will you think of me
Will I shake this off
Pretend it's all okay
That there's someone out there
Who feels just like me
There is...\
I didn't know what to say to you, to keep you with me, and I've screwed both of our lives up in a big way. I can't exist
without you, and now you hate me. I wish you didn't hate me. I need you in my life to live myself. Please...come back
to me.
I love you too much to let you go now.
/Do you care if I don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
Will you think of me
Will I shake this off
Pretend it's all okay
That there's someone out there
Who feels just like me
Do you care if I don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
Will you think of me
Will I shake this off
Pretend it's all okay
That there's someone out there
Who feels just like me
There is...\
A songfic by Minoru no Uchiwashoujo AKA Kazuchan-Koibito
What if Suu were to run away? Kazuhiko confesses his feelings in a series of letters.
*******
/This vacation's useless
These white pills are kind
I've given a lot of thought
On this 13 hour drive
I missed the grinded concrete
Where we sat past eight or nine
And slowly finished lapping
In the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to
The nights we used to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing
On your bedroom floor
Where I laid and told you
but you swear you loved me more\
I'm not going to get over you. It's already been almost six months and I still think of you every day. The way you were...
everything about you, it haunts me. The innocent look in your eyes, the way you seemed to just float through life...and
the way you loved me.
/Do you care if I don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
Will you think of me
Will I shake this off
Pretend it's all okay
That there's someone out there
Who feels just like me
There is...\
Why did you run away? I never meant to say those things to you. Sure, you still keep in touch...but it's just not the
same. Every time I think of what I've done, I cry for you. I cry over what I've done. How I hurt you.
/Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought
Of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter
In every single word
There will be a hidden message
About a boy that loves a girl\
I used to think you would love me forever. Now I know it's not true. I should have known that sooner or later, you'd drift
away. I did know, actually. I was just hoping it wouldn't be so soon! I can't handle it. I want you back - no, I NEED you
back!
/Do you care if I don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
Will you think of me
Will I shake this off
Pretend it's all okay
That there's someone out there
Who feels just like me
There is...\
I didn't know what to say to you, to keep you with me, and I've screwed both of our lives up in a big way. I can't exist
without you, and now you hate me. I wish you didn't hate me. I need you in my life to live myself. Please...come back
to me.
I love you too much to let you go now.
/Do you care if I don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
Will you think of me
Will I shake this off
Pretend it's all okay
That there's someone out there
Who feels just like me
Do you care if I don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight
Will you think of me
Will I shake this off
Pretend it's all okay
That there's someone out there
Who feels just like me
There is...\