Sorry whoever suggested I try slash but I'm not into that. Granted there's a lot of hugs
and comforting in my fics but normally cause there's cause like death or big secrets.

Part 5

It breaks my heart it makes me sad
To think of all the times we had
You made me laugh and you make me cry
And all that I can do is sigh, and wonder why
How will I get through tomorrow
If I can't make it through today?
How will I get through tomorrow, when today is in my way?


Phoebe's tear blurred vision finally caught sight of the glass with a tiny amount of red
liquid in the bottom and the book of shadows. She realised what was happening and
knew she could fix it.

She calmed her trembling hands and started CPR on her big sister. With every
compression her hope drained. She was ready to give up when she felt the twitch
beneath her.

Piper's coughing and heaved breaths made her incredibly relieved and angry at once.
Piper had just attempted to take her own life? How was she meant to deal with that?

She had no time for thinking yet, she had to make sure her middle sister was ok first.
She sat Piper up and let her sister lean against her.

"Deep breaths, honey." She gently ordered as she rubbed Piper's back.

Phoebe then caught sight of Prue curled up in the corner. She could feel the last part of
her heart break. She already knew Prue had shut herself off. This was too much for her
to take as oldest.

Piper looked up at Phoebe in realisation, "Pheebs... I. I don't know what got into me."

"God Piper, I know this is hard, I know how much it hurts! I feel it too. But how dare
you!? Haven't we been through enough without you trying to... to kill yourself as well!?
Look what it's done! Look at Prue!" Phoebe shouted as she pointed towards her eldest
sister.

Piper's face crumpled when she saw Prue curled up, trembling with sobs. She crawled
over and put her hand Prue's shoulder and leaned over to look Prue in the face.

"Prue?" No response. "Sweetie, look at me?" She whispered. Still Prue didn't open her
clenched eyes.

Piper pulled her big sister up and held her head in front of her face. "Open your eyes,
Prue." She said sternly.

She slowly did as she was told and found herself looking into the eyes of Piper. Great,
I'm even seeing ghosts now. She thought to herself.

Piper knew what Prue was thinking, "trust them."

Prue's eyes instantly filled with tears again. She let her forehead rest on Piper's.

Phoebe watched the interaction then approached as put a comforting hand on both of
her sister's back's.

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"So you're sure there was something else behind it?" Phoebe asked again.

Piper was getting irritated, she had already told Phoebe there was something demonic
behind it. "Yes, I felt like... like I did after Grams died. Think about it, Phoebe, First...
she... kills... you know what I mean. Then I try to do the same but what I was feeling,
it wasn't only my grief. And who out of all of us has come close to self dectructing!"

Prue pulled Piper closer as she failed to even say Paige's name. "I checked the book,
cover to cover, for hours. I found no demon that is possible of this."

"Well, maybe it isn't in the book! Not every demon in the world can be in the book! I'm
not making this up!" Piper said becoming more agitated by the second.

Prue moved a stand of hair behind Piper's ear, "calm down, honey. You're right, not
every demon can't be in the book. It sounds like he's bringing back your past emotions
back to make you feel completely overwhelmed and lead to your own suicide." Prue
said as she seemed to recover into her role as leader.

Piper nodded and put her head on Prue's shoulder.

"Ok, We should call Leo then and see what he knows." Phoebe said before she started
yelling for Leo.

Glenn came running down as Leo orbed in. He had been in his and Paige room having
some alone time.

"What's wrong?" They both asked the sisters at the same time.

Prue would have laughed but this was no laughing day. "Leo, can you tell us anything
on a demon or a warlock who brings past emotions back, in turn making the person kill
themself?"

"No, I thought about that the second I found out about Paige." He said sadly.

"Leo, we know there is something not right about this. Piper felt it. So can you please
check with the elders." Phoebe said as she was very down to business.

Leo cast a worried glance at Piper then went over and kissed her before orbing out.

Glenn sat down across from Prue, Piper and Phoebe. "You think a demon is behind all of
this?"

Piper nodded, "I just... um... tried to kill myself. It wasn't me, it wasn't just my grief
that drove me to it. It was things from the past that I know I'm over."

Glenn put his head in his hands. "Does that mean you can bring her back?"

Phoebe got up and put her arm around Glenn, "We don't know. But if there's a way you
know we'll try it."

Leo orbed back in with a look they all knew - Demon Trouble.