Erm.. From now on, this story is no longer in Sakura's point of view, ok?
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The Story Of Sendoh Akira And I
Chapter 13
I Tried
Two weeks have passed since Sendoh's death. His funeral was a somber one and many people came. Player from every team.. His fan club. His relatives and close friends.. Everyone cried. Everyone.. except for his beloved Sakura. Seated in a wheelchair, clad in white hospital clothing and wearing her long hair down, her face was devoid of any emotion.
Ever since her boyfriend's death, she had completely withdrawn herself from the world. She didn't smile, she didn't speak and only ate when she was alone in her room. She didn't cry or wail or scream either. Hell, she didn't even talk! Everyday, she just sat upright on her hospital bed, ignoring everyone and everything. Her legs covered by the thin cloth they call a blanket, and her head always turned to the side, she watched the sky, the trees and the people down below from her window.
Everyone worried about her. The doctors say she is going through a severe case of depression and if something isn't done soon, she would go through a complete mental breakdown. Then everyone started panicking. They all tried to cheer her up but nothing could work. Soon they gave up trying. And they no longer paid her long visits too, for they were pointless..
But what they didn't know was whatever thoughts that went on in her mind. Every thought that crossed her, it was always about Sendoh: every single time he smiled or laughed.. every minute they were together.. She was remembering all that and regretted not savoring them when she had the chance. And now.
Sakura's thoughts(Its some time during the day)
Akira.. I'm so sorry. I should have concentrated more.. Why didn't God give you another chance? Akira, I'm so sorry.. My world is so cold and empty without you.. How am I to continue living? I yearn to be with you. How can this planet go on living so cheerfully? I don't understand.. How can the little birds go on singing like they're so happy? Why hasn't the sun stopped shining and smiling at everyone?
My life is so bleak without you. Everyone can sense it. They all have tried cheering me up but now they've stopped. They know I'm as good as dead without your existence. I've tried, Akira, I've tried for you, but I just can't go on living. That is why.. I have decided to meet you.. You'll see tonight, Akira.. You'll see. Please don't be angry with me.. I only want to be with you.
End of Sakura's Thoughts
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AN: Ehehehe.. I think u all can guess whatever that's gonna come, right? Ehehehe.. I'm so cruel! Muahahahahaha! ^^ :P.. Sorry about this ending, minna, but it's the only way I could think of.. Okay, On to the next chappie! Oh, n thanx 4 all da reviews minna! Esp. Tensaispira.. I want more, MORE!!! Muahahahaha! :P
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The Story Of Sendoh Akira And I
Chapter 13
I Tried
Two weeks have passed since Sendoh's death. His funeral was a somber one and many people came. Player from every team.. His fan club. His relatives and close friends.. Everyone cried. Everyone.. except for his beloved Sakura. Seated in a wheelchair, clad in white hospital clothing and wearing her long hair down, her face was devoid of any emotion.
Ever since her boyfriend's death, she had completely withdrawn herself from the world. She didn't smile, she didn't speak and only ate when she was alone in her room. She didn't cry or wail or scream either. Hell, she didn't even talk! Everyday, she just sat upright on her hospital bed, ignoring everyone and everything. Her legs covered by the thin cloth they call a blanket, and her head always turned to the side, she watched the sky, the trees and the people down below from her window.
Everyone worried about her. The doctors say she is going through a severe case of depression and if something isn't done soon, she would go through a complete mental breakdown. Then everyone started panicking. They all tried to cheer her up but nothing could work. Soon they gave up trying. And they no longer paid her long visits too, for they were pointless..
But what they didn't know was whatever thoughts that went on in her mind. Every thought that crossed her, it was always about Sendoh: every single time he smiled or laughed.. every minute they were together.. She was remembering all that and regretted not savoring them when she had the chance. And now.
Sakura's thoughts(Its some time during the day)
Akira.. I'm so sorry. I should have concentrated more.. Why didn't God give you another chance? Akira, I'm so sorry.. My world is so cold and empty without you.. How am I to continue living? I yearn to be with you. How can this planet go on living so cheerfully? I don't understand.. How can the little birds go on singing like they're so happy? Why hasn't the sun stopped shining and smiling at everyone?
My life is so bleak without you. Everyone can sense it. They all have tried cheering me up but now they've stopped. They know I'm as good as dead without your existence. I've tried, Akira, I've tried for you, but I just can't go on living. That is why.. I have decided to meet you.. You'll see tonight, Akira.. You'll see. Please don't be angry with me.. I only want to be with you.
End of Sakura's Thoughts
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AN: Ehehehe.. I think u all can guess whatever that's gonna come, right? Ehehehe.. I'm so cruel! Muahahahahaha! ^^ :P.. Sorry about this ending, minna, but it's the only way I could think of.. Okay, On to the next chappie! Oh, n thanx 4 all da reviews minna! Esp. Tensaispira.. I want more, MORE!!! Muahahahaha! :P