A/N: This is my first Akira fic. It is just something I cooked up in about half an hour R&R!
Disclaimer: Obviously I do not own Akira.
The Invader In My Head
I feel as though I am going insane. I can feel that my mind is still there, but there is something else. It is almost as if someone else is invading, taking over my actions. Whenever this entity touches my mind it sends a rush of pain and horrific hallucinations. There was this one time I saw my torso open and let my organs spill out on the pavement in front of me. Do you know what is like to see that? Then to feel done for when scooping them back in, hoping to save yourself when they just seem to disappear. To realize your head came up with that unflawed image of your entrails spilled out before you is rather disturbing. I know I didn't come up with that myself. I know I have seen a lot of things in my life, but what I had seen was certainly new.
That's just the beginning though. I feel as though things are out to get me. I see the innocent children's toys laying about on the floor as enemies about to get up and attack. I feel almost ready for an ambush though. I feel powerful. I have been noticing a change in my abilities as I have been laying here in this uncomfortable bed. I have been able to move things with my mind. This may become important later I think. While most of my mind has been slipping because of the intruder, what I still has focuses on my escape. I don't what to have to be rescued again. I hope by the time I find an opening I still have enough left of me to accomplish it.
These powers may become helpful after my escape. Certainly the rest of the guys will have to look at me as a leader when they see what I can do. I won't be bossed around anymore after this. When we go up against the clowns I'll be able to attack them easier than any of the others because I can pull them right to me. I won't have to chase them on my bike any more. That is how I got into this mess in the first place, isn't it? Chasing clowns. Besides, if I can pull I can probably push them away too and destroy them that way. Plus, I have to make them pay for what they did to my girlfriend. I can test the extent of my powers on them. Who knows what I can do after the drugs they give me wear off.
What the hell are those? The stupid little toys.... What the hell is going on here!?! The toys are attacking me!! They know what is going on!! They must. They don't want me to know our puppeteer. I must destroy them!! I will find my invader!