AN:Okay, this may not make any sence yet, but it will in time. And if it
does make sence, then that is just truely amazing.
Disclaimer: Invader Zim, and all related characters belong to Jhonen Vasquez. Tara, and other fan characters that might be used belong to me.
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The female Irken, with light red eyes layed still on the boulder she fell asleep on. Only every now and then would she twitch, or moan. The cause of this was from her own mind. She slept peacfully, with no dreams or nightmares. But every now and then a old memory would flash through her mind. Not as a dream, or nightmare. It was things that had really happened. Some were great... But others, caused her a great deal of pain...
Finally her eye shot open and she pulled herself into a sitting position. She rubbed her eyes, before she peered around. The sun was barely peeking out from behind the trees, that sat to the east. The sky was a dark crimson red in the last minutes of light.
The female stared at it, until the sun was completly gone. She waited till it was completly dark to move at all. When it was gone she pulled on her boots, and jumped off the boulder she had rested on. It was time for her to start home.
On the way her mind kept wandering to different times. Different memories. Memories that had flashed through her mind while she slept.
Some of the first that she thought of was when she was only a smeet. Being brought to life after she was broke out of her test tube. She remembered what they had told her immediatly after.
They had said "Welcome to Irk, Tara. You are a special Irken. More special then the others that were born today. You have a special job. And we expect you to do as your told."
They hadn't said anything but the simple truth. Her job was important, but she had failed at it. She had disobeyed. She had quit. That job had just been to much for her to handle.
Her mind then wandered on to other thoughts. She remembered school. Not many Irkens attended the school she did. Most Irkens were immediatly put into a Invader or Soldier Academy. But not her, she was put into a learning school. There, she and a couple other females, and couple males had learned secrets behind their race. They learned how it started, what had become of it, and things that a normal Invader or Soldier was forbidden to know.
She remembered everyone of the Irkens that had went to school with her. She remembered because they had all worked themselves into the news. And because there wasn't very many Irkens in there anyway.
All the females in that school were now dead. All dead from being murdered. She knew exactly who and what killed them. Males. All were killed by males. Most of the males expectations were to high. The females just couldn't meet the requirements they wanted. They were murdered... Murdered becasue they got to tired, or hurt before they suffice a male's wishes.
Luckily, the male she was pared with didn't have very high expectations from her. Either that or he just didn't have the guts to do that to her, to treat her like that. After all, in the end he had fallen in love with her. Most of the time a male was just pared with a female, and expected a lot from the female they were with. They never loved them. But with her partner, Roy, that had been different.
Her next thought was on her so called 'special job'.
Her job was to be bred. She was to form a new Irken with her male partner, Roy. On the first try they had succeded. It sounds as though her job ws simple. Breeding, and forming new life forms. That part was easy. The other was not. The other part was for her to go through excruciating pain.
Since a Irken was never to know there parents, and a normal Irken wasn't even supposed to know how they were formed before the test tube, the forming embryo was extracted from the mother, and put immediatly into a test tube. It was a very painful expirience, and luckily Tara only had to have gone through it once.
The next thought of her past was six months after she had had the embryo extracted from her body.
Through her life she had studied other plantets, and life forms. Most of them, the mother raised the children themselves. She wished that the Irkens could do the same. But they couldn't. They couldn't even meet there children. But she wouldn't stand for that.
As her child's tube was cracked, as he was brought to life, she stood on the oposite side of the glass that showed all of the forming smeets. She watched him come to life, and jump at the robotic arm. She laughed aloud as he had done that.
The child was so beautiful. His skin was a light green, and his eyes were a crimson red. He was small. Very small. Way smaller then the others around him that we're being brought to life as well. But none-the-less, she immediatly feel in love with the young smeet. He was just to adorable not to love.
That day she had dressed herself as a lab worker. Only so she could carry her offspring, and talk to him, before she lost him forever.
When she entered to retrieve the child, he had immediatly taken a extra liking to her. It was as if he knew she was his mother. But his eyes had lit up so brightly they could have lit up a room.
She told him things. Her name. That she was his mother, and to never foget it. But unfortionatly she was caught.
When they caught her, they had taken the child from her. They had taken her partner, and told him he was never to see her again. The last she heard he was dead. They had told her the childs mind was erased. Last she heard he was a failure, and was recently banished from Irk, even though didn't know that.
Finally all the old memories escaped her mind as she entered her home.
She entered and sat herself on the couch before she let her eyes slowly shut. She immediatly fell asleep.
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Alrighty... well I know whats gonna happen int eh next few chapters. But after that I'll have to think. I know how I want to end it and some thing thats next, but not all, so I'll try to get it all written, adn not to abandone it or anythign liek that. *shrugs* I dunno, I thought it made a pretty good story. And I don't think its been done. So I wanted to write it and share it with you all.
Disclaimer: Invader Zim, and all related characters belong to Jhonen Vasquez. Tara, and other fan characters that might be used belong to me.
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The female Irken, with light red eyes layed still on the boulder she fell asleep on. Only every now and then would she twitch, or moan. The cause of this was from her own mind. She slept peacfully, with no dreams or nightmares. But every now and then a old memory would flash through her mind. Not as a dream, or nightmare. It was things that had really happened. Some were great... But others, caused her a great deal of pain...
Finally her eye shot open and she pulled herself into a sitting position. She rubbed her eyes, before she peered around. The sun was barely peeking out from behind the trees, that sat to the east. The sky was a dark crimson red in the last minutes of light.
The female stared at it, until the sun was completly gone. She waited till it was completly dark to move at all. When it was gone she pulled on her boots, and jumped off the boulder she had rested on. It was time for her to start home.
On the way her mind kept wandering to different times. Different memories. Memories that had flashed through her mind while she slept.
Some of the first that she thought of was when she was only a smeet. Being brought to life after she was broke out of her test tube. She remembered what they had told her immediatly after.
They had said "Welcome to Irk, Tara. You are a special Irken. More special then the others that were born today. You have a special job. And we expect you to do as your told."
They hadn't said anything but the simple truth. Her job was important, but she had failed at it. She had disobeyed. She had quit. That job had just been to much for her to handle.
Her mind then wandered on to other thoughts. She remembered school. Not many Irkens attended the school she did. Most Irkens were immediatly put into a Invader or Soldier Academy. But not her, she was put into a learning school. There, she and a couple other females, and couple males had learned secrets behind their race. They learned how it started, what had become of it, and things that a normal Invader or Soldier was forbidden to know.
She remembered everyone of the Irkens that had went to school with her. She remembered because they had all worked themselves into the news. And because there wasn't very many Irkens in there anyway.
All the females in that school were now dead. All dead from being murdered. She knew exactly who and what killed them. Males. All were killed by males. Most of the males expectations were to high. The females just couldn't meet the requirements they wanted. They were murdered... Murdered becasue they got to tired, or hurt before they suffice a male's wishes.
Luckily, the male she was pared with didn't have very high expectations from her. Either that or he just didn't have the guts to do that to her, to treat her like that. After all, in the end he had fallen in love with her. Most of the time a male was just pared with a female, and expected a lot from the female they were with. They never loved them. But with her partner, Roy, that had been different.
Her next thought was on her so called 'special job'.
Her job was to be bred. She was to form a new Irken with her male partner, Roy. On the first try they had succeded. It sounds as though her job ws simple. Breeding, and forming new life forms. That part was easy. The other was not. The other part was for her to go through excruciating pain.
Since a Irken was never to know there parents, and a normal Irken wasn't even supposed to know how they were formed before the test tube, the forming embryo was extracted from the mother, and put immediatly into a test tube. It was a very painful expirience, and luckily Tara only had to have gone through it once.
The next thought of her past was six months after she had had the embryo extracted from her body.
Through her life she had studied other plantets, and life forms. Most of them, the mother raised the children themselves. She wished that the Irkens could do the same. But they couldn't. They couldn't even meet there children. But she wouldn't stand for that.
As her child's tube was cracked, as he was brought to life, she stood on the oposite side of the glass that showed all of the forming smeets. She watched him come to life, and jump at the robotic arm. She laughed aloud as he had done that.
The child was so beautiful. His skin was a light green, and his eyes were a crimson red. He was small. Very small. Way smaller then the others around him that we're being brought to life as well. But none-the-less, she immediatly feel in love with the young smeet. He was just to adorable not to love.
That day she had dressed herself as a lab worker. Only so she could carry her offspring, and talk to him, before she lost him forever.
When she entered to retrieve the child, he had immediatly taken a extra liking to her. It was as if he knew she was his mother. But his eyes had lit up so brightly they could have lit up a room.
She told him things. Her name. That she was his mother, and to never foget it. But unfortionatly she was caught.
When they caught her, they had taken the child from her. They had taken her partner, and told him he was never to see her again. The last she heard he was dead. They had told her the childs mind was erased. Last she heard he was a failure, and was recently banished from Irk, even though didn't know that.
Finally all the old memories escaped her mind as she entered her home.
She entered and sat herself on the couch before she let her eyes slowly shut. She immediatly fell asleep.
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Alrighty... well I know whats gonna happen int eh next few chapters. But after that I'll have to think. I know how I want to end it and some thing thats next, but not all, so I'll try to get it all written, adn not to abandone it or anythign liek that. *shrugs* I dunno, I thought it made a pretty good story. And I don't think its been done. So I wanted to write it and share it with you all.