by
Kin Ryu
She's gone ... Quezacotl. I miss her so bad, I feel empty without her.
"How do you know that Quezacotl's a female?"
I just do. I don't know how. She told me, I guess.
"When?"
When she talked to me. But she never spoke. I just knew. I can't hear her anymore. There's no more whisper in the back of my mind. No more quiet electricity crackling. She's not there.
"Where did she go?"
I don't know ... Where do Guardians go when they die? Is there someplace on this world? Or somewhere else?
"They're called Forces. Maybe they just dissipate."
NO! They don't just disappear! They ... they ... she ... just left. She'll come back, I hope. No, she won't. She is dead. But I can hope.
"Where did she go then?"
I told you! I don't know! I'm not a GF theorist. I don't know everything about them. I don't even know where she came from. I just know that she was there. With me.
"What about your other GFs?"
They're there. In my mind. I can hear them whispering. Diablos hisses, Cerberus growls and Tonberry squeaks. They're all crying right now ... mourning Quezacotl. They share my pain.
"How do you know?"
I've already told you! I don't hear them, they tell me. I just know. Can't you understand that? Haven't you ever had a GF junctioned?
"Of course I have. I am you, Zell Dincht."
Why don't you understand then? Why can't you figure out why I feel this way? Why?! Why, Zell Dincht?!
"I don't know. I don't want to feel the pain."
I guess that's why I am here to tell you that you do.