Disclaimer: Don't own it wish I did.
Notes: Thank you all for being so sweet with the reviews. You know your all inablers. Is there a 12 step program for this. LOL.
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HER HEART REMEBERS WHEN.....
Bosco woke up with a black haired little bundle laying on his chest. The weight hurt his ribs but he smiled. The little girl looked at him chin on her hands.
"Hi daddy."
"Hey Angel. Where's your mom?"
"Feeding baby Mac." He lifted the little girls and set her down on the floor. The pain racked his body. He sat up.
"Okay kiddo daddy need's to take a shower. Let's go bring you by mommy. Okay." She took his hand and broght him to Seajae who was breast feeding the baby. "I'm sorry..."
"It's okay. I was just finishing it up."
"I need a shower. I didn't want to leave Angel by herself." Seajae stood up and laid the sleeping baby in his crib. She turned hooking her bra and looked at Bosco. He was turning red.
"Sorry. I'm just used to...heck Bosco we've done things that are illeagle in several states. Your stuff is in the tall dresser and in the left side of the closet." Seajae looked at Angel holding her father's hand. "You want to go play with Emily and Charlie Angel?"
"Kay. Daddy, you'll be here when I get back, won't you."
"Yeah kiddo, I'll be here." Seajae took her hand and walked out the door.
"I have the moniter so if Mac starts to fuss." Bosco walked into what once had been a place to lay his head. Now it was a comfortable looking room with a warmth and homeness feel to it. He took off his t-shirt and threw it into a basket on the floor. He didn't here Seajae come in.
"Bosco......oh my god." Her breat cought as he looked down. His chest was covered with fresh bruise.
"I was wondering why it hurt like hell." Seajae came in.
"Your back is worse. Oh baby what the hell happened?" Seajae looked at her husband.
"I wish I knew." He looked at her. "You want to take me to the hospital?"
"Yeah. Let me get Em or Faith over here. Take your shower if you want." She backed out of the room tears threating to spill. Who would hurt her husband that way and why. She rushed over to Faith's and got Emily. Bosco was dressed and ready to go fifteen minutes later.
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"Tell me about the day I disappeared. From the minute we woke up."
"Why?" They were sitting in the mid morining traffic.
"Cause I need to know." He snaped.
"You woke me up to make love to me. It was like five o'clock. Neither of us wanted to get out of bed but Mackenzie started fussing and you got him and I fed him in bed while you watched." He closed his eyes. "Too much detail?"
"No."
"You had a doctor's appointment at 11:30. We had a contracter coming in to remodle the other apartments. By the way we own the building. That's why Faith and Caleb live there."
"We own the building?" He opened his eyes and looked at her. "We win the lottery?" Seajae smiled.
"You married a rich chick Boscorelli." Seajae pulled into the hospital parking lot. "Proctor's going to think we dropped of the face of the earth. We haven't been here in months."
"I take it we've spend a lot of time here in the last five years?"
"Me more then you." She parked the car and got out. Bosco followed. SHe seemed a little colder then she had earlier. She walked up to the ER nurses station. "Hey Mary." The nurse looked up.
"Seajae Boscorelli walking into the ER on her own accord. Go figure." She looked behind her. "You found him?" Seajae smiled.
"Yeah. Um he showed up this morning a little worse for ware. Can he get checked out?" Seajae leaned closer to Mary Proctor. "As quietly as possible. Only Faith knows he's back."
"Sure. Miller is in the lounge. Go to curtian 6." Seajae took Bosco's hand and lead him back into the ER. She went to a cubbord and got him a gown.
"You know where everything is around here?"
"Yeah. I can even bring you back if you flat line." She smiled. "Need some help with your shirt?"
"If you don't mind. I should of found a botton down." He got his shirt half way off and Seajae helped him with the it the rest of the way. Dr. Miller came in.
"Shit Boscorelli what the hell kinda truck hit you?"
"Wish I knew doc."
"What ever it was it knocked the last five years out of him." The doctor looked puzzeled. "He can't rember the last five years. He thinks it's 2002."
"Well he picked a hell of a time frame didn't he Seajae."
"Yeah he forgot all the bad stuff."
"And all the good from what I recall." The doctor listened to Bosco's chest. "Lay down Bosco." He did as he was told. "So the last thing you remember is what?"
"Leaving work. Faith and Fred had a big fight and I dropped her off at her mom's. I went to my mom's bar and had like three beers and started walking."
"I heared your car turned up in the East River." Bosco looked at Seajae pained.
"The Mustangs safe. We put it in storage earlier this year. We needed something bigger. You wouldn't part with it so we got a garage." He looked releived. Seajae smiled. "Don't worry big boy all your toys are safe."
"Sorry did I look that freaked?"
"Yes." The doctor was pushing on his stomach. Paib shot though Bosco's body and he grabbed for Seajae. She took his hand. "Hang on. He isn't always this mean and cold hearted."
"Sorry Bosco. I'm going to an ultra sound and a cat scan to see what we're looking at." Dr. Miller smiled. "Spend some time catching up." He left the room. Bosco still holding firmly to Seajae's hand.
"Talk to me Seajae." He took her and brought her closer. "Tell me what made you love me?"
"Your eyes. Your eyes turn me on more then anything. They tell me what your thinking without uttering a word. They were so empty that day. It was like you were scared to show the fear we both were feeling."
"They day I disappeared?"
"Yeah. Even when we made love there was something not there." Seajae sat down and looked at him. "You always told things the way they were. Still do. You never make me feel like I'm crazy or insane with the things I do or say. You loved me for who I am." She kissed his hand. "And a day wouldn't go by that you didn't do or say something that made me love you more and more."
"Wow. You must be one hell of a woman Seajae. To make me into that kind of man. I was one onery, pig headed, son of a bitch." Seajae laughed.
"I wasn't much better. I grew up in boarding schools from the time I was six. My family was killed. The man who shot me, he killed them when I was two."
"I thought my childhood sucked." The ultra sound tec came in and smiled.
"Hey it's my favorite husband wife team. Hi guys."
"Hey Stella." The tec pulled up Bosco's gown.
"Oooh ouch. What the hell hit you?"
"I was hoping someone could tell me." Stella looked at him. "What ever it was hit my head too."
"Yeah I saw your on the list for a Cat scan too. Talk about a sucky day. But we've missed you guys." Stella put gel on Bosco's stomanch.
"Damn woman that's cold." Seajae and Stell laughed. "Okay gang up on the beaten amnisiac."
"Has he always been this winey or is it something new?"
"You just put up with me more then him and I have a higher tollernce then him to everything." Stella looked at the screen.
"Cracked ribs Bosco. No internal bleeding but boy you need to get a better travel agent. This vacation could of cost you big time."
"Hey if I had a choice I would of gone to Disney World insted of the Outer Limits." Bosco looked at Seajae. "You okay?"
"Yeah, why?"
"Your cutting the circulation off in my hand." She looked and she had been gripping Bosco's hand hard. She let go.
"Sorry" She let go of his hand as Mary came into the room.
"Seajae Sully is out here and wants to talk to you."
"Okay." She looked at Bosco. "You okay alone big guy?"
"Yeah. Go. I think I might live." He watched Seajae walk away. She had a nice ass that was for sure. Bosco closed his eyes and tried to will his mind to remember. He needed to. Last night, this morning really. Falling asleep in her arms felt so right. Just the sound of her voice soothed something inside him. God he wanted to remeber. He needed to. In is heart he knew if he didn't she would be out of his life for good, taking the children and his heart with her.
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"Hey Sully." Seajae hugged him.
"I saw your car out front. I was worried. You okay?"
"Yeah. Coudn't be better."
"The kids?"
"Good. Emily is watching them."
"Seajae...."
"Okay but you better keep this to yourself Sullivan or I'll kick your ass. Bosco stumbled in at three o'clock this morning."
"Honey that's great." He saw the look on her face. "What's wrong. Your here. Was he hurt?"
"It looks like someone beat him. But Sully, he lost the last five years. He dosn't remember me."
"Oh sweety." He took her in his arms. "I'm sure it's just temporary."
"Me too." She pulled away. "Keep it quiet for now. When he's ready to face you guys I'll let you know." Seajae headed back to Bosco. "I'll call you later." Bosco was watching the celing tiles when she walked back in. "Miss me?"
"Yeah, I did." He reached for her hand. Seajae took it and sat down.
"You okay?" She brushed the bangs off his forhead.
"No. I just want my life back."
"The one you had with me or the other one?"
"If I had a choice. Not knowing anything about you and very little on the life we had I'd say...I'd want the one with you in it." He smiled. "You put up with my sorry ass. That's saying a whole lot."
"Your ass is the only reason I keep you around." Seajae kissed his forhead. An orderly came in.
"You ready for you Cat Scan?"
"As I'll ever be. You'll be here when I get back?"
"She can come. Theres chairs right outside." The orderly put up the railings and guided the gurney down the hall.
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Seajae looked at the pay phone directly across from her. She should call Angela. She needed to know her son was safe. Standing up she pulled some change from her pocket and made the phone call.
"Hello."
"Angela, it's Seajae."
"Maurice?"
"He's fine. We're at the hospital. He hand some bruises and a bump to the head."
"What arn't you telling me girl?"
"He lost some memories."
"What memories."
"Oh about the last five years, give or take a day."
"Oh honey, are you okay?"
"Yeah, ducky."
"Seajae Marie Boscorelli."
"All right mom. I'm confused and scared and I don't know if my husband is ever going to remember me or our kids. I haven't slept in like a month. My head is pounding and if I don't get a cigarette in the next five minutes I may have to kill somebody. Is that what you wanted to here?"
"Hell of a lot better then ducky, baby. I'm on my way." Angela hung up and she felt someone behind her. Bobby Goren stood with a pack of cigarette's in his hand.
"You reading minds now?"
"No. I stopped at your apartment and yours were on the fridge. I figured you'd be jonesing by now." She took them.
"Thanks."
"I can wait if you want to go have one."
"How much did Caleb tell you?"
"Enough."
"I need to be here when he comes out." The doors opened. Bosco was wheeled out and Sejae grabbed his hand. "We're you a good boy for the nice man?"
"We both came back didn't we." He looked at Bobby.
"Detective Goren, Major Crimes. He helped us a few months ago and he was trying to help find you."
"Hey man, thanks for nothing."
"Anytime." Bobby smiled. "Didn't loose his sence of humor along with his memory did he?"
"Aparently not." They wheeled Bosco back into the curtianed treatment room. "Hey I called your mom. She's on her way."
"Thanks." He wouldn't let go of her hand. She smiled at him.
"You okay?"
"Stay with me." He wispered.
"I'm not going anywhere."
"Hey guy's I'm outta here. You need anything just call." Bobby headed out of the curtians.
"What did he help us with."
"Finding the kids. They were kidnapped by Chevchenko."
"Our kids?"
"Ours, Faith's, Jimmy and Kim's, Ty and Alex's and Sully's."
"They all have babies. I saw the pictures on Angel's wall."
"Yeah."
"What happened to Fred?"
"He was drunk one night. Ran off the road." Seajae didn't add the Chevchenko confessed to that crime too.
"Faith....she's happy now?"
"Happier then ever."
"That's great. So we all get along. Sully, Jimmy, the rest of them."
"Like family."
"That's cool." Angela stuck her head in.
"I heard my baby decided to get his ass back home."
"Hey Ma." Angela came in and hugged her son.
"I should take you over my knee for scaring me and your wife that way."
"Sorry." Seajae let go of Bosco's hand.
"Hey I need a cup of coffee. Can I get you guys something?"
"No thanks hon."
"Your won't be gone long?" There was fear in Bosco's eyes.
"No. Ten minutes. I swear." She kissed his forhead and headed out to smoke a cigarette she needed more then life it's self.
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"Don't be so hard on your self Maurice." His mother watched him as Seajae left the room.
"She's a tough cookie. What did I do to deserve her ma?"
"You fell in love with more then a pretty face for once. You fell for the whole woman." Angela smiled. "She would move moutians if you asked her."
"I need to rememeber ma. I can't loose her."
"Even if you never remember her honey shee'll always be in your life."
"I hope so ma. I really hope so."
Notes: Thank you all for being so sweet with the reviews. You know your all inablers. Is there a 12 step program for this. LOL.
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HER HEART REMEBERS WHEN.....
Bosco woke up with a black haired little bundle laying on his chest. The weight hurt his ribs but he smiled. The little girl looked at him chin on her hands.
"Hi daddy."
"Hey Angel. Where's your mom?"
"Feeding baby Mac." He lifted the little girls and set her down on the floor. The pain racked his body. He sat up.
"Okay kiddo daddy need's to take a shower. Let's go bring you by mommy. Okay." She took his hand and broght him to Seajae who was breast feeding the baby. "I'm sorry..."
"It's okay. I was just finishing it up."
"I need a shower. I didn't want to leave Angel by herself." Seajae stood up and laid the sleeping baby in his crib. She turned hooking her bra and looked at Bosco. He was turning red.
"Sorry. I'm just used to...heck Bosco we've done things that are illeagle in several states. Your stuff is in the tall dresser and in the left side of the closet." Seajae looked at Angel holding her father's hand. "You want to go play with Emily and Charlie Angel?"
"Kay. Daddy, you'll be here when I get back, won't you."
"Yeah kiddo, I'll be here." Seajae took her hand and walked out the door.
"I have the moniter so if Mac starts to fuss." Bosco walked into what once had been a place to lay his head. Now it was a comfortable looking room with a warmth and homeness feel to it. He took off his t-shirt and threw it into a basket on the floor. He didn't here Seajae come in.
"Bosco......oh my god." Her breat cought as he looked down. His chest was covered with fresh bruise.
"I was wondering why it hurt like hell." Seajae came in.
"Your back is worse. Oh baby what the hell happened?" Seajae looked at her husband.
"I wish I knew." He looked at her. "You want to take me to the hospital?"
"Yeah. Let me get Em or Faith over here. Take your shower if you want." She backed out of the room tears threating to spill. Who would hurt her husband that way and why. She rushed over to Faith's and got Emily. Bosco was dressed and ready to go fifteen minutes later.
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"Tell me about the day I disappeared. From the minute we woke up."
"Why?" They were sitting in the mid morining traffic.
"Cause I need to know." He snaped.
"You woke me up to make love to me. It was like five o'clock. Neither of us wanted to get out of bed but Mackenzie started fussing and you got him and I fed him in bed while you watched." He closed his eyes. "Too much detail?"
"No."
"You had a doctor's appointment at 11:30. We had a contracter coming in to remodle the other apartments. By the way we own the building. That's why Faith and Caleb live there."
"We own the building?" He opened his eyes and looked at her. "We win the lottery?" Seajae smiled.
"You married a rich chick Boscorelli." Seajae pulled into the hospital parking lot. "Proctor's going to think we dropped of the face of the earth. We haven't been here in months."
"I take it we've spend a lot of time here in the last five years?"
"Me more then you." She parked the car and got out. Bosco followed. SHe seemed a little colder then she had earlier. She walked up to the ER nurses station. "Hey Mary." The nurse looked up.
"Seajae Boscorelli walking into the ER on her own accord. Go figure." She looked behind her. "You found him?" Seajae smiled.
"Yeah. Um he showed up this morning a little worse for ware. Can he get checked out?" Seajae leaned closer to Mary Proctor. "As quietly as possible. Only Faith knows he's back."
"Sure. Miller is in the lounge. Go to curtian 6." Seajae took Bosco's hand and lead him back into the ER. She went to a cubbord and got him a gown.
"You know where everything is around here?"
"Yeah. I can even bring you back if you flat line." She smiled. "Need some help with your shirt?"
"If you don't mind. I should of found a botton down." He got his shirt half way off and Seajae helped him with the it the rest of the way. Dr. Miller came in.
"Shit Boscorelli what the hell kinda truck hit you?"
"Wish I knew doc."
"What ever it was it knocked the last five years out of him." The doctor looked puzzeled. "He can't rember the last five years. He thinks it's 2002."
"Well he picked a hell of a time frame didn't he Seajae."
"Yeah he forgot all the bad stuff."
"And all the good from what I recall." The doctor listened to Bosco's chest. "Lay down Bosco." He did as he was told. "So the last thing you remember is what?"
"Leaving work. Faith and Fred had a big fight and I dropped her off at her mom's. I went to my mom's bar and had like three beers and started walking."
"I heared your car turned up in the East River." Bosco looked at Seajae pained.
"The Mustangs safe. We put it in storage earlier this year. We needed something bigger. You wouldn't part with it so we got a garage." He looked releived. Seajae smiled. "Don't worry big boy all your toys are safe."
"Sorry did I look that freaked?"
"Yes." The doctor was pushing on his stomach. Paib shot though Bosco's body and he grabbed for Seajae. She took his hand. "Hang on. He isn't always this mean and cold hearted."
"Sorry Bosco. I'm going to an ultra sound and a cat scan to see what we're looking at." Dr. Miller smiled. "Spend some time catching up." He left the room. Bosco still holding firmly to Seajae's hand.
"Talk to me Seajae." He took her and brought her closer. "Tell me what made you love me?"
"Your eyes. Your eyes turn me on more then anything. They tell me what your thinking without uttering a word. They were so empty that day. It was like you were scared to show the fear we both were feeling."
"They day I disappeared?"
"Yeah. Even when we made love there was something not there." Seajae sat down and looked at him. "You always told things the way they were. Still do. You never make me feel like I'm crazy or insane with the things I do or say. You loved me for who I am." She kissed his hand. "And a day wouldn't go by that you didn't do or say something that made me love you more and more."
"Wow. You must be one hell of a woman Seajae. To make me into that kind of man. I was one onery, pig headed, son of a bitch." Seajae laughed.
"I wasn't much better. I grew up in boarding schools from the time I was six. My family was killed. The man who shot me, he killed them when I was two."
"I thought my childhood sucked." The ultra sound tec came in and smiled.
"Hey it's my favorite husband wife team. Hi guys."
"Hey Stella." The tec pulled up Bosco's gown.
"Oooh ouch. What the hell hit you?"
"I was hoping someone could tell me." Stella looked at him. "What ever it was hit my head too."
"Yeah I saw your on the list for a Cat scan too. Talk about a sucky day. But we've missed you guys." Stella put gel on Bosco's stomanch.
"Damn woman that's cold." Seajae and Stell laughed. "Okay gang up on the beaten amnisiac."
"Has he always been this winey or is it something new?"
"You just put up with me more then him and I have a higher tollernce then him to everything." Stella looked at the screen.
"Cracked ribs Bosco. No internal bleeding but boy you need to get a better travel agent. This vacation could of cost you big time."
"Hey if I had a choice I would of gone to Disney World insted of the Outer Limits." Bosco looked at Seajae. "You okay?"
"Yeah, why?"
"Your cutting the circulation off in my hand." She looked and she had been gripping Bosco's hand hard. She let go.
"Sorry" She let go of his hand as Mary came into the room.
"Seajae Sully is out here and wants to talk to you."
"Okay." She looked at Bosco. "You okay alone big guy?"
"Yeah. Go. I think I might live." He watched Seajae walk away. She had a nice ass that was for sure. Bosco closed his eyes and tried to will his mind to remember. He needed to. Last night, this morning really. Falling asleep in her arms felt so right. Just the sound of her voice soothed something inside him. God he wanted to remeber. He needed to. In is heart he knew if he didn't she would be out of his life for good, taking the children and his heart with her.
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"Hey Sully." Seajae hugged him.
"I saw your car out front. I was worried. You okay?"
"Yeah. Coudn't be better."
"The kids?"
"Good. Emily is watching them."
"Seajae...."
"Okay but you better keep this to yourself Sullivan or I'll kick your ass. Bosco stumbled in at three o'clock this morning."
"Honey that's great." He saw the look on her face. "What's wrong. Your here. Was he hurt?"
"It looks like someone beat him. But Sully, he lost the last five years. He dosn't remember me."
"Oh sweety." He took her in his arms. "I'm sure it's just temporary."
"Me too." She pulled away. "Keep it quiet for now. When he's ready to face you guys I'll let you know." Seajae headed back to Bosco. "I'll call you later." Bosco was watching the celing tiles when she walked back in. "Miss me?"
"Yeah, I did." He reached for her hand. Seajae took it and sat down.
"You okay?" She brushed the bangs off his forhead.
"No. I just want my life back."
"The one you had with me or the other one?"
"If I had a choice. Not knowing anything about you and very little on the life we had I'd say...I'd want the one with you in it." He smiled. "You put up with my sorry ass. That's saying a whole lot."
"Your ass is the only reason I keep you around." Seajae kissed his forhead. An orderly came in.
"You ready for you Cat Scan?"
"As I'll ever be. You'll be here when I get back?"
"She can come. Theres chairs right outside." The orderly put up the railings and guided the gurney down the hall.
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Seajae looked at the pay phone directly across from her. She should call Angela. She needed to know her son was safe. Standing up she pulled some change from her pocket and made the phone call.
"Hello."
"Angela, it's Seajae."
"Maurice?"
"He's fine. We're at the hospital. He hand some bruises and a bump to the head."
"What arn't you telling me girl?"
"He lost some memories."
"What memories."
"Oh about the last five years, give or take a day."
"Oh honey, are you okay?"
"Yeah, ducky."
"Seajae Marie Boscorelli."
"All right mom. I'm confused and scared and I don't know if my husband is ever going to remember me or our kids. I haven't slept in like a month. My head is pounding and if I don't get a cigarette in the next five minutes I may have to kill somebody. Is that what you wanted to here?"
"Hell of a lot better then ducky, baby. I'm on my way." Angela hung up and she felt someone behind her. Bobby Goren stood with a pack of cigarette's in his hand.
"You reading minds now?"
"No. I stopped at your apartment and yours were on the fridge. I figured you'd be jonesing by now." She took them.
"Thanks."
"I can wait if you want to go have one."
"How much did Caleb tell you?"
"Enough."
"I need to be here when he comes out." The doors opened. Bosco was wheeled out and Sejae grabbed his hand. "We're you a good boy for the nice man?"
"We both came back didn't we." He looked at Bobby.
"Detective Goren, Major Crimes. He helped us a few months ago and he was trying to help find you."
"Hey man, thanks for nothing."
"Anytime." Bobby smiled. "Didn't loose his sence of humor along with his memory did he?"
"Aparently not." They wheeled Bosco back into the curtianed treatment room. "Hey I called your mom. She's on her way."
"Thanks." He wouldn't let go of her hand. She smiled at him.
"You okay?"
"Stay with me." He wispered.
"I'm not going anywhere."
"Hey guy's I'm outta here. You need anything just call." Bobby headed out of the curtians.
"What did he help us with."
"Finding the kids. They were kidnapped by Chevchenko."
"Our kids?"
"Ours, Faith's, Jimmy and Kim's, Ty and Alex's and Sully's."
"They all have babies. I saw the pictures on Angel's wall."
"Yeah."
"What happened to Fred?"
"He was drunk one night. Ran off the road." Seajae didn't add the Chevchenko confessed to that crime too.
"Faith....she's happy now?"
"Happier then ever."
"That's great. So we all get along. Sully, Jimmy, the rest of them."
"Like family."
"That's cool." Angela stuck her head in.
"I heard my baby decided to get his ass back home."
"Hey Ma." Angela came in and hugged her son.
"I should take you over my knee for scaring me and your wife that way."
"Sorry." Seajae let go of Bosco's hand.
"Hey I need a cup of coffee. Can I get you guys something?"
"No thanks hon."
"Your won't be gone long?" There was fear in Bosco's eyes.
"No. Ten minutes. I swear." She kissed his forhead and headed out to smoke a cigarette she needed more then life it's self.
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"Don't be so hard on your self Maurice." His mother watched him as Seajae left the room.
"She's a tough cookie. What did I do to deserve her ma?"
"You fell in love with more then a pretty face for once. You fell for the whole woman." Angela smiled. "She would move moutians if you asked her."
"I need to rememeber ma. I can't loose her."
"Even if you never remember her honey shee'll always be in your life."
"I hope so ma. I really hope so."