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Bosco sat across from Seajae at a diner near the hospital. He was staring down at her glass of tea like it would sprot wings and fly away.
"You okay?"
"Yeah. I'll live."
"Seajae, I know I'm not the guy you married at this moment but if you need to talk about something, I can listen." Seajae looked at him and smiled.
"All I see in the guy I married. I just want him to remember marring me."
"I know. And I want to remember more then you know."
"About two years ago Sully got shot the day after Thanksgiving. We we're doing this raid on a warehouse where they were making armore peircing bullets. I kinda lost track of myself after that. I never almost lost someone I cared about before. It hurt so bad I wanted to stop caring about everything. And I did. I just shut everyone and everything our. Finally in March I just lost it. You came to see me at the hospital after some guy slammed my head into the ground."
"You don't need to tell me if it upsets you."
"Not so much any more. I found out that day that I was pregnant an miscarried. I really had been out of it and didn't even know. You got mad and walked out on me that day. So I ran away. I couldn't live with you not loving me the way you used to. I just snapped."
"What happened."
"You found me aobut a month later and made me see what really mattered was you and me. That things happen in life we can't change. So when you disappeared I tryed to focus on that. That you were gone for a reason and that I would figure it out sooner or later."
"Everything has it's reasons. I guess that makes sence. But why would I ever want to forget you and our kids. It seems other then a tragity here and there we were...are happy."
"I guess time will tell. Anything else you want to know?"
"Tell me about you before me."
"I was a bitch from hell. I never let anyone into my life because if I did I would piss off a derranged killer and he'd end up killing them. You helped me stand up to him and we put him away and watched him die. After that I was pretty mellow. I'm still hell on wheels when it comes to work."
"God there's so much to remeber. I guess I didn't realize how much can happen in five years." Bosco takes a drink of his ice tea. "I wonder if they'll let me go back to work?"
"A couple of days getting to know the new regs and I'd think they would let you back on patrole."
"Maybe they won't want me."
"Bosco come on. They've missed you as much as I have."
"You missed me. That just sounds weird. I never had anybody miss me before." The waitress brought thier food.
"Just wait Boscorelli. I'll give you a home coming you won't soon forget."
"Do I have to get my memory back before that or are you going to try to get it back?"
"We'll see. I could never resist your charms Bosco. I don't think I can start now." Seajae's cell phone rang. She answered it.
"Boscorelli."
"You on your way home?" It was Sully.
"No. Why? Is there a problem?"
"Kinda. Ty saw Bosco at the hospital and word got out he's back. The brass is looking for you."
"Tell then we're heading to the station. We'll be there in a half hour or so."
"Okay. I think I can head them off for awhile."
"Thanks Sully. Talk to you soon." Seajae fought the urge to slam the phone down. "Okay I guess hiding is out of the question."
"Oh well. I guess it was nice while it lasted."
"I like having you to myself." Seajae looked at her husband. "I missed you Bosco. I haven't slept in three weeks. When I do I dream of what things were like when you were home."
"You want to go home and catch up on some sleep?"
"Among other things." She smiled. "But I would feel terrible taking advantage of a man in your condition."
"Your not afraid of anything are you Seajae?" He looked her in the eye.
"I'm afraid of loosing you." She played with her tea. "I'm afraid that you'll realize you don't love me and you just want to leave and go back to your old life." Bosco took her hand in his.
"You know what my old life was like. How crazy would I be to want to go back to that life when a life with you is what I need. Just in the last twelve hours I may not of remebered who you are but I imagine what we had. And I want to try and have that again. Even if it means starting all over again."
"I'm willing to try if you are."
"I have a feeling nothing can stop it." They finnished lunch in silence and then headed for the station and the wraith of brass.
Notes:Thanks for all your support. I love all the feed back. It makes me all tingly inside.
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Bosco sat across from Seajae at a diner near the hospital. He was staring down at her glass of tea like it would sprot wings and fly away.
"You okay?"
"Yeah. I'll live."
"Seajae, I know I'm not the guy you married at this moment but if you need to talk about something, I can listen." Seajae looked at him and smiled.
"All I see in the guy I married. I just want him to remember marring me."
"I know. And I want to remember more then you know."
"About two years ago Sully got shot the day after Thanksgiving. We we're doing this raid on a warehouse where they were making armore peircing bullets. I kinda lost track of myself after that. I never almost lost someone I cared about before. It hurt so bad I wanted to stop caring about everything. And I did. I just shut everyone and everything our. Finally in March I just lost it. You came to see me at the hospital after some guy slammed my head into the ground."
"You don't need to tell me if it upsets you."
"Not so much any more. I found out that day that I was pregnant an miscarried. I really had been out of it and didn't even know. You got mad and walked out on me that day. So I ran away. I couldn't live with you not loving me the way you used to. I just snapped."
"What happened."
"You found me aobut a month later and made me see what really mattered was you and me. That things happen in life we can't change. So when you disappeared I tryed to focus on that. That you were gone for a reason and that I would figure it out sooner or later."
"Everything has it's reasons. I guess that makes sence. But why would I ever want to forget you and our kids. It seems other then a tragity here and there we were...are happy."
"I guess time will tell. Anything else you want to know?"
"Tell me about you before me."
"I was a bitch from hell. I never let anyone into my life because if I did I would piss off a derranged killer and he'd end up killing them. You helped me stand up to him and we put him away and watched him die. After that I was pretty mellow. I'm still hell on wheels when it comes to work."
"God there's so much to remeber. I guess I didn't realize how much can happen in five years." Bosco takes a drink of his ice tea. "I wonder if they'll let me go back to work?"
"A couple of days getting to know the new regs and I'd think they would let you back on patrole."
"Maybe they won't want me."
"Bosco come on. They've missed you as much as I have."
"You missed me. That just sounds weird. I never had anybody miss me before." The waitress brought thier food.
"Just wait Boscorelli. I'll give you a home coming you won't soon forget."
"Do I have to get my memory back before that or are you going to try to get it back?"
"We'll see. I could never resist your charms Bosco. I don't think I can start now." Seajae's cell phone rang. She answered it.
"Boscorelli."
"You on your way home?" It was Sully.
"No. Why? Is there a problem?"
"Kinda. Ty saw Bosco at the hospital and word got out he's back. The brass is looking for you."
"Tell then we're heading to the station. We'll be there in a half hour or so."
"Okay. I think I can head them off for awhile."
"Thanks Sully. Talk to you soon." Seajae fought the urge to slam the phone down. "Okay I guess hiding is out of the question."
"Oh well. I guess it was nice while it lasted."
"I like having you to myself." Seajae looked at her husband. "I missed you Bosco. I haven't slept in three weeks. When I do I dream of what things were like when you were home."
"You want to go home and catch up on some sleep?"
"Among other things." She smiled. "But I would feel terrible taking advantage of a man in your condition."
"Your not afraid of anything are you Seajae?" He looked her in the eye.
"I'm afraid of loosing you." She played with her tea. "I'm afraid that you'll realize you don't love me and you just want to leave and go back to your old life." Bosco took her hand in his.
"You know what my old life was like. How crazy would I be to want to go back to that life when a life with you is what I need. Just in the last twelve hours I may not of remebered who you are but I imagine what we had. And I want to try and have that again. Even if it means starting all over again."
"I'm willing to try if you are."
"I have a feeling nothing can stop it." They finnished lunch in silence and then headed for the station and the wraith of brass.