Disclaimer: I own nothing
Notes: I hope this isn't boring anyone.
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Seajae sat at her desk and waited for the stuff she had sent out for and watched Bosco. He had fallen asleep on the couch in her office after taking a pain pill she knew he needed and was refusing to take. Bribing him into taking it and telling him she still had an hours worth of work to do he finally passed out. Seajae needed a cigarette. She took her jacket and headed out side. Joey was just coming from lock up when she shut her office door.
"Hey, could you just stand watch here. Bosco's sleeping and I need a cigarette."
"Sure. Take your time." He smiled. "Nicole's Daddy bailed her out.
"Good. Maybe she can head us in the right direction on where Bosco was for the last month."
"Good luck." Seajae headed outside. She saw Jimmy and Billy washing the engine outside and went over to talk to them. She lit her ciagrette watched the two men.
"You can come clean my house when your done there guys."
"Well as I live and breath Seajae Boscorelli. "
"No way. I thought she like only worked one day a week."
"That's all it takes for me to solve the big ones boys."
"Billy are you feeling a little over run by this chicks ego?"
"A little. Hey hows Bosco?"
"Good. Now all we needs is his memory and we'll be great."
"Jimmy was telling me about that. It must be rough. "
"Nothing worse then what we've been though." Seajae leaned agaist the wall and thought about the girl behind the dumpster.
"Shut it down for a few Seajae." She opened her eyes to see Jimmy in front of her.
"Shut down what?"
"Your mind. Hell there's smoke coming out of your ears."
"Your seeing things. They found another girl last night. Baby cut right out of her."
"Seaj. I'm sorry."
"Not your fault. I just need to get in this guys head and find him before it's too late."
"You will. Your the Zena Warrior Princess of law inforcement." She smiled.
"Thanks Jimmy, I needed that." She hugged him. "See ya later Billy."
"Yeah Seajae, take care." Seajae headed back to her office and her husband. She was going to take him home and spend the rest of the day with him and the kids and put this thing behind her and maybe it will come to her.
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"Where was I going when I disappeared?" Bosco was sitting on the couch feeding Mac and Angle was palying at his feet.
"You just had a stress test at the doctors office." Seajae finnished seasoning the roast she was makeing and came and sat next to him. "You left there and that was the last time anyone saw you."
"God all I want to do is peice together the last month and find out what the heck happened." He tenced and Mac senced it and cried out. "Sorry buddy." He looked at the child and then at Seajae. "I think he likes me."
"Your his dad Bosco of course he likes you."
"I never thought I'd be somebodies dad."
"Your my daddy." Angel looked up from her spot on the floor. "And Mac's. But he's just a baby. I'm your big girl." She crawled up on the couch and looked at her dad. "You know what?"
"What?"
"I love you daddy." She hugged him hard and he looked at Seajae. Closeing his eyes he felt a warm feeling inside him. His mind flashing back to when he was little and his father refused to let him hug him even when he was sad.
"I love you to Angel. I love you too."
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At ten o'clock the kids were in bed and Seajae was outside smoking a cigarette. Bosco decided to look at some photo albums. They were all dated with the year. He pulled out 2003 and sat on the couch. The first page were one's of new years eve. Seajae and Faith were dressed in beautiful black gowns and himself and Fred in tux's. Even when Fred was alive they had all been friends. Bosco smiled. His wife would be freinds with the devil if could. He turned the page and saw a picture of Sully walking Seajae down an isle of a small church. Several more wedding pictures of them scattered the next few pages.
"Is it helping?"
"Yes and no. No old memories but it helps to know we did everything right." Bosco smiled. The next page was an untra sound picture. Under it Seajae had written 'Our Little Angel'. He touched the picture and looked up at his wife in the door way. "She was beautiful from the start."
"Yeah." Seajae pulled off her sweat shirt and hung it on the chair and sat next to Bosco on the couch. "You always loved that one." Seajae pointed to one with him and Seajae. She must of been about six months along her hair pulled up and a beautiful dark pantsuit. "You said I was the sexiest pregnant woman god ever made."
"I bet you were." He turned the page and thier were several pictures of Angel's birth. She looked like...Sully. "She looks a lot like...."
"Sully I know. So did Mac." Seajae tucked her legs under her and looked at her husband. "How are you doing?"
"Considering? I'm having a hell of a good day." He looked at Seajae. "You are too it seems."
"Not a bad day thats for sure."
"You haven't had any of your 'tea' today."
"How did you know?"
"You kissed me after drinking it. I can taste vodka any where." She bowed her head. "Is it a problem?"
"No. At least not this time."
"Don't loose yourself in it this time either. I know your strong enough. I need you clear headed to help me though this."
"I guess I needed it to get though loosing you."
"I'm not lost anymore Seajae." He took her hand. "Let's go to bed. We only have one more day off and I want to make it count."
"Are you sure you want to go back to work so soon?"
"I need to. It's like falling off a bike, you know?"
"I know. I went back to work just to keep us from killing each other." She was playing with her ring again. He knew her mind was working overtime on something. "Bosco?"
"Yeah."
"Do you want me and the kids to move downstairs for a while?"
"Why would you ask that?" Bosco got up. He was angry she would even suggest leaving.
"Just so you'd get some down time. To be alone and think. Hell we're not the eaistest people in the world to get along with when you know us. We just kinda got thrown at you."
"Seajae I don't want to be alone." He went to the counter and looked at her. "I've been alone for too long. I walked in this apartment not knowing I had a wife and kids but I will not walk out of here knowing I lost them."
"Your not loosing us. I just want to give you some space."
"If I wanted space I would of left the other night. Why are you trying to push me away all of a sudden?" He sat down next to her and looked into her deep brown eyes. He could tell she was scared of something and he needed her to tell him what it was.
"I just don't want to scare you away." He ran his hand down her cheek. "You could never scare me away Seajae. I'm here weather you like it or not. If I act like the old me and piss you off I'm sorry. I don't know how to act anymore." He looked in her eyes. "I just don't want to loose you. I can't loose you Seajae. I'm sure of one thing and that's us. I need to know if I can't remember anything you'll still be there."
"You know I will. I told you that." He pulled her to him and kissed her. He needed her now. He needed to show her that he wanted to be part of her life and she his. The kiss was filled with all the desperation and need that had been building for two days. Leaning into her he pressed her agaist the back of the sofa and deepened the kiss.
"I won't be able to stop this time Seajae." Bosco wispered.
"Who's asking you to." He smiled as he kissed her and felt her hand benieth his shirt. She was gental knowing they buises were tender. He kissed her neck and went back to her lips. He wasn't going to last. Her hands were soft on his back and he held back a moan. Nothing had ever felt so good.
"Seajae." He pulled away from her. "Let's do this right." He got up and pulled her to her feet. She followed him silently and when they got to the bedroom he turned and slid his hand over her body. Bosco's kisses became more urgent. Clothes started to fall and neither wanted to break the spell that they were under. Seajae kissed her way down Bosco's bruised chest and undid his jeans. They stopped long enough to shed what was left of thier clothes and made it to the bed.
"Bosco....." Seajae looked into his eyes. The man she fell in love with was there. She knew it. He kissed her long and deep. His hands caressing her body. His fingures found the raised ridge on her waist and smiled.
"I've been waiting to kiss that since the day I saw it."
"What's stopping you?" He smiled and made his way to the heart shapped tattoo. As he kissed the scare now covered by it his mind exploaded. He saw Seajae laughing as she walked out of the diner down the street from the station. He was right behind her. A shot rang out. The impact of the bullet sending them both stumbling backward. Bosco opened his eyes and saw Seajae watching him. He moved back up her body and kissed her. He didn't need to check if she was ready because he knew. He watched her face as he entered her. She arched into him and smiled. "God I missed that."
"Me too baby. Me too." He waited till she screamed his name brethlessly before letting himself go. How could he have forgotten the most incredible woman in the world? How could he tell her he rembered the night she got the scare on her waist but nothing else? How could he make so they could stay this way for the rest of thier lives? How had he lived without her for the past month let alone the thirty years before they met?
"Your over anylising great sex Boscorelli?"
"Just basking in its glory baby." He rolled over taking her with him and pulled the blankets around them. "Wow. Is it always that way?"
"We've never gone that long without before except for when I had the kids."
"Other then that how long was the longest." She smiled and kissed his bruised chest.
"Twelve hours."
"Wow. It's a wonder we arn't dead." He pulled her close and kissed the top of her blond head. "Thank you."
"For what?"
"For saving me. Now and five years ago."
"You saved me too Bosco. More then once. We need to get some sleep."
"We don't sleep much either do we?"
"Between sex and the kids this bed sees little REM."
"I won't complain." Bosco reached over and turned out the big light leaving the small light on the dresser illuminating the room.
"I love you Maurice." Seajae said sleepily.
"I love you too sunshine." They both were to exhausted to realized Bosco had called her the one thing that proved recovery was on the horizon. No one ever told him that he always called Seajae....sunshine.
Notes: I hope this isn't boring anyone.
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Seajae sat at her desk and waited for the stuff she had sent out for and watched Bosco. He had fallen asleep on the couch in her office after taking a pain pill she knew he needed and was refusing to take. Bribing him into taking it and telling him she still had an hours worth of work to do he finally passed out. Seajae needed a cigarette. She took her jacket and headed out side. Joey was just coming from lock up when she shut her office door.
"Hey, could you just stand watch here. Bosco's sleeping and I need a cigarette."
"Sure. Take your time." He smiled. "Nicole's Daddy bailed her out.
"Good. Maybe she can head us in the right direction on where Bosco was for the last month."
"Good luck." Seajae headed outside. She saw Jimmy and Billy washing the engine outside and went over to talk to them. She lit her ciagrette watched the two men.
"You can come clean my house when your done there guys."
"Well as I live and breath Seajae Boscorelli. "
"No way. I thought she like only worked one day a week."
"That's all it takes for me to solve the big ones boys."
"Billy are you feeling a little over run by this chicks ego?"
"A little. Hey hows Bosco?"
"Good. Now all we needs is his memory and we'll be great."
"Jimmy was telling me about that. It must be rough. "
"Nothing worse then what we've been though." Seajae leaned agaist the wall and thought about the girl behind the dumpster.
"Shut it down for a few Seajae." She opened her eyes to see Jimmy in front of her.
"Shut down what?"
"Your mind. Hell there's smoke coming out of your ears."
"Your seeing things. They found another girl last night. Baby cut right out of her."
"Seaj. I'm sorry."
"Not your fault. I just need to get in this guys head and find him before it's too late."
"You will. Your the Zena Warrior Princess of law inforcement." She smiled.
"Thanks Jimmy, I needed that." She hugged him. "See ya later Billy."
"Yeah Seajae, take care." Seajae headed back to her office and her husband. She was going to take him home and spend the rest of the day with him and the kids and put this thing behind her and maybe it will come to her.
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"Where was I going when I disappeared?" Bosco was sitting on the couch feeding Mac and Angle was palying at his feet.
"You just had a stress test at the doctors office." Seajae finnished seasoning the roast she was makeing and came and sat next to him. "You left there and that was the last time anyone saw you."
"God all I want to do is peice together the last month and find out what the heck happened." He tenced and Mac senced it and cried out. "Sorry buddy." He looked at the child and then at Seajae. "I think he likes me."
"Your his dad Bosco of course he likes you."
"I never thought I'd be somebodies dad."
"Your my daddy." Angel looked up from her spot on the floor. "And Mac's. But he's just a baby. I'm your big girl." She crawled up on the couch and looked at her dad. "You know what?"
"What?"
"I love you daddy." She hugged him hard and he looked at Seajae. Closeing his eyes he felt a warm feeling inside him. His mind flashing back to when he was little and his father refused to let him hug him even when he was sad.
"I love you to Angel. I love you too."
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At ten o'clock the kids were in bed and Seajae was outside smoking a cigarette. Bosco decided to look at some photo albums. They were all dated with the year. He pulled out 2003 and sat on the couch. The first page were one's of new years eve. Seajae and Faith were dressed in beautiful black gowns and himself and Fred in tux's. Even when Fred was alive they had all been friends. Bosco smiled. His wife would be freinds with the devil if could. He turned the page and saw a picture of Sully walking Seajae down an isle of a small church. Several more wedding pictures of them scattered the next few pages.
"Is it helping?"
"Yes and no. No old memories but it helps to know we did everything right." Bosco smiled. The next page was an untra sound picture. Under it Seajae had written 'Our Little Angel'. He touched the picture and looked up at his wife in the door way. "She was beautiful from the start."
"Yeah." Seajae pulled off her sweat shirt and hung it on the chair and sat next to Bosco on the couch. "You always loved that one." Seajae pointed to one with him and Seajae. She must of been about six months along her hair pulled up and a beautiful dark pantsuit. "You said I was the sexiest pregnant woman god ever made."
"I bet you were." He turned the page and thier were several pictures of Angel's birth. She looked like...Sully. "She looks a lot like...."
"Sully I know. So did Mac." Seajae tucked her legs under her and looked at her husband. "How are you doing?"
"Considering? I'm having a hell of a good day." He looked at Seajae. "You are too it seems."
"Not a bad day thats for sure."
"You haven't had any of your 'tea' today."
"How did you know?"
"You kissed me after drinking it. I can taste vodka any where." She bowed her head. "Is it a problem?"
"No. At least not this time."
"Don't loose yourself in it this time either. I know your strong enough. I need you clear headed to help me though this."
"I guess I needed it to get though loosing you."
"I'm not lost anymore Seajae." He took her hand. "Let's go to bed. We only have one more day off and I want to make it count."
"Are you sure you want to go back to work so soon?"
"I need to. It's like falling off a bike, you know?"
"I know. I went back to work just to keep us from killing each other." She was playing with her ring again. He knew her mind was working overtime on something. "Bosco?"
"Yeah."
"Do you want me and the kids to move downstairs for a while?"
"Why would you ask that?" Bosco got up. He was angry she would even suggest leaving.
"Just so you'd get some down time. To be alone and think. Hell we're not the eaistest people in the world to get along with when you know us. We just kinda got thrown at you."
"Seajae I don't want to be alone." He went to the counter and looked at her. "I've been alone for too long. I walked in this apartment not knowing I had a wife and kids but I will not walk out of here knowing I lost them."
"Your not loosing us. I just want to give you some space."
"If I wanted space I would of left the other night. Why are you trying to push me away all of a sudden?" He sat down next to her and looked into her deep brown eyes. He could tell she was scared of something and he needed her to tell him what it was.
"I just don't want to scare you away." He ran his hand down her cheek. "You could never scare me away Seajae. I'm here weather you like it or not. If I act like the old me and piss you off I'm sorry. I don't know how to act anymore." He looked in her eyes. "I just don't want to loose you. I can't loose you Seajae. I'm sure of one thing and that's us. I need to know if I can't remember anything you'll still be there."
"You know I will. I told you that." He pulled her to him and kissed her. He needed her now. He needed to show her that he wanted to be part of her life and she his. The kiss was filled with all the desperation and need that had been building for two days. Leaning into her he pressed her agaist the back of the sofa and deepened the kiss.
"I won't be able to stop this time Seajae." Bosco wispered.
"Who's asking you to." He smiled as he kissed her and felt her hand benieth his shirt. She was gental knowing they buises were tender. He kissed her neck and went back to her lips. He wasn't going to last. Her hands were soft on his back and he held back a moan. Nothing had ever felt so good.
"Seajae." He pulled away from her. "Let's do this right." He got up and pulled her to her feet. She followed him silently and when they got to the bedroom he turned and slid his hand over her body. Bosco's kisses became more urgent. Clothes started to fall and neither wanted to break the spell that they were under. Seajae kissed her way down Bosco's bruised chest and undid his jeans. They stopped long enough to shed what was left of thier clothes and made it to the bed.
"Bosco....." Seajae looked into his eyes. The man she fell in love with was there. She knew it. He kissed her long and deep. His hands caressing her body. His fingures found the raised ridge on her waist and smiled.
"I've been waiting to kiss that since the day I saw it."
"What's stopping you?" He smiled and made his way to the heart shapped tattoo. As he kissed the scare now covered by it his mind exploaded. He saw Seajae laughing as she walked out of the diner down the street from the station. He was right behind her. A shot rang out. The impact of the bullet sending them both stumbling backward. Bosco opened his eyes and saw Seajae watching him. He moved back up her body and kissed her. He didn't need to check if she was ready because he knew. He watched her face as he entered her. She arched into him and smiled. "God I missed that."
"Me too baby. Me too." He waited till she screamed his name brethlessly before letting himself go. How could he have forgotten the most incredible woman in the world? How could he tell her he rembered the night she got the scare on her waist but nothing else? How could he make so they could stay this way for the rest of thier lives? How had he lived without her for the past month let alone the thirty years before they met?
"Your over anylising great sex Boscorelli?"
"Just basking in its glory baby." He rolled over taking her with him and pulled the blankets around them. "Wow. Is it always that way?"
"We've never gone that long without before except for when I had the kids."
"Other then that how long was the longest." She smiled and kissed his bruised chest.
"Twelve hours."
"Wow. It's a wonder we arn't dead." He pulled her close and kissed the top of her blond head. "Thank you."
"For what?"
"For saving me. Now and five years ago."
"You saved me too Bosco. More then once. We need to get some sleep."
"We don't sleep much either do we?"
"Between sex and the kids this bed sees little REM."
"I won't complain." Bosco reached over and turned out the big light leaving the small light on the dresser illuminating the room.
"I love you Maurice." Seajae said sleepily.
"I love you too sunshine." They both were to exhausted to realized Bosco had called her the one thing that proved recovery was on the horizon. No one ever told him that he always called Seajae....sunshine.