Originally, Eva's
diary was to play a much bigger part in the story. This was supposed to add more to Columbia's speech to Frank about
his love for Eva. However, they seemed to
slow down the story a bit, so I only included the one about the pregnancy in the
final draft. It also was to show how
much time Eva and Frank had spent together.
As you'll see, they were to have met in July and she was pregnant in
November. Also, Eva's feelings for
Frank were different in my first draft; she wanted to find him again.
July 3
I did
something tonight that I never thought I was capable of doing. I slept with a total stranger. He was sensual and full of more passion than
I thought a man could possess. At first
it was animalistic, frightening. He was
slightly forceful, but in the most pleasurable way. John slept with Sarah tonight.
It's over between us, and as heartbroken and angry as I should be…Frank
made me forget. I never saw his face…he
never saw mine. I have to be with him again…how
can I find him? Would he want to find
me?
July 4 You could certainly call today and Independence Day for me. I was with Frank again. I had sex in a public place. What's come over me? What power does he have over me? I haven't given John and my sister another thought, all I can think of is him. Am I falling in love or in lust? All I know for sure is that I crave him…I want him…I need him.
Sex in a public place? Why, yes, it was supposed to happen, but I opted to rewrite the entire scene…lucky you, I'm posting the original! *s*