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The Night From Hell!

That night came faster then I thought it was going too. I stood at the bottom of the girl dorms stairs waiting for Lily, I had double checked my bag to make sure Remus had everything and like usually he hadn't forgotten a thing. Lily came down the stairs and I pulled out my invisibility cloak and the map that me and the guys made in are first year. Pulling Lily under it we headed to the Slytherin's Common room. We walked for awhile having to change course a couple of times because teachers were coming we we're almost there when I suddenly felt annoyed. Lily tensed up

"James get your hands off me" she spat.

"Lily shut up your going to get us in trouble" I snapped back.

"I need a break!" she yelled at me pulling me into a near by classroom and getting out from under the cloak.

"Let's finish this" I told her.

"No you don't own me. I'm taking a break prat!" she took a set on a desk.

"Let's GO NOW!"

"Oh, there you go trying to control me, well you CAN'T!"

"Blah, Blah! What were you saying again?" Damn what was wrong with me? She was just so annoying I couldn't stand her anymore.

She groaned and jumped to her feet. "Did I ever tell you that you suck as a boyfriend and that I can't stand you or your jackass friends?"

"I hate your Bitchiness."

"Oh, I also slept with Sirius, Remus and Peter. Did I tell you that?" She moved closer to me a look of hatred on her face.

Returning the look I just stared. I know they wouldn't sleep with her. Why was she lying?

"Silence isn't it grand."

I couldn't stand it "What the fuck is you problem?" I wanted to leave but I had to finish this fight. I wasn't going to run.

She moved to the other side of the room leaning against the wall. "You! You think the world is yours and you want sympathy because your fucking mom died. Who cares about her she was nothing anyway a no body."

I crossed the room in less then 2 steps standing inches from her.

"Oh. Did I make you mad? I meant to say she was a slut too."

I couldn't take it I didn't want to but I couldn't stop my self I pushed her against the wall.

"Let me go" the more she wiggled the harder I pushed her against the wall. What was I doing? James stop I told my self. But I couldn't, all I saw was red. "You're the same! She fucked everybody and you know it and I hate you I never loved you. I used you how does that feel?"

This time I put her down and back handed her "Shut up you slut!" Oh my god what did I do. I didn't feel in control it wasn't me I wanted to hold her and say I was sorry. What is wrong with her, with me?

"I'm going to kill you" she lunged at me taking me down. She punched me hard before I got her under me; I set on her stomach holding her hands to the floor. "I'll kill you."

"How and with what?"

"With my bare hands and like this!" she locked her ankle with mine knocking my elbow out and flipping on top of me. There was a bruise forming on her face. What had I done?

She was about to hit me again when I kicked her off me. I wanted to go at her to hurt her but I stopped my self. Then I felt like I was in control again. I saw Lily blink and she stared at me like she usually does. My heart sank as she stood. "James" she said in a low voice. I sunk to floor.

"It wasn't me" I looked across the room at her "I don't know what that was." She just nodded and leaned against the wall behind her. "Lily" I stood and cross the room. She flinched as I came close. "Lily I don't know what happened?" I went to hug her but she pushed me away.

"I got to go" she turned to leave.

I picked up my cloak and map with shacking hands "Take theses and don't reject them" she took them. I left knowing she didn't want to see me. I ran out of the castle as fast as I could crossing the grounds I came to the willow tree. I was about to hit the knot to make it stop moving when it knocked me off my feet. I felt warm blood running down my chin. Getting up fast I dove for the knot hitting it, I ran down into the passage and into the shack at the end of the tunnel. Coming throw the door I set in the darkest corner, thinking. What had just happened? I hurt Lily and I had no control over my self. I pulled my knees to my chest and let my self lay my head in my hands. I set like this for hours till I saw light coming throw the dirty windows. Then someone emerged from the trap door leading in to the shack. At first I was startled but then the figure turned into my best friend Sirius.

"Hey" he said taking a seat next to me "Remus is waiting outside and Peter is sleeping. I hope you don't mind we did your prank. What happened? We were sitting in the common room waiting for you when Lily came back. Throw your cloak and the bag at us said we should do the prank, then she ran to her room saying she hated everything. We though you guys got into a fight am I right?"

I nodded swallowing hard.

"It's more then a fight," Sirius said looking at me. Just then Remus walked in and set on the other side of me.

"Hope you don't mind."

I nodded no.

"James tell us what happened" Remus said in a stern but reassuring voice.

"It got bad" Sirius motioned me to continue. I told the guys what happened, how I hit Lily, what she said, how I had no control. I finished by saying "I would have never hit her if I was in control you remember when I was in love with Sarah and she started kicking me and cursing me out I didn't even put a hand on her. Something was wrong and I don't know what it is?"

Sirius was the first to break the silence "James you know what she said about sleeping with us wasn't true we would never do that to you" I nodded and he went on "Maybe it was a curse or a potion."

"That's it" Remus said sitting up straight "the juice at dinner yours and lily's were the only ones that tasted funny. It was a potion James."

"I'm going to kill that greasy haired gint," Sirius said referring to Snape.

"Not if I get to him first" I stood and started to cross the room.

Sirius and Remus walked out behind me.