(( *'s represent the song " Still by Brian McKnight))
Jeff awoke to Amy talking in her sleep. He pushed himself up a little off the pillow to look at her. Her eyebrows were drawn down, close to her eyes. She mumbled loudly, sounding like cries. "Ames...Ames!" he said tapping her shoulder. "Baby? wake up!!" he said loudly. Amys eyes flew open and quickly sat up, making Jeff jump at the sudden move. She shook a little. "Jeff?" she cried out. Jeff grabbed her arm, which was shaking. "Baby, Im right here" he said pulling her back down on the bed with him. He guided her head towards his chest, he wrapped his free arm around her. "Everythings okay" he whispered, stroking her hair. She clung on to him desperately. W"hat happened what were you dreaming about?" he asked in a demanding voice. "I...I" she stuttered. "I could have saved the baby, Jeff I could have. I'm so sorry, I tried I want to... I tried baby, Im so sorry". She cried. "Amelia!" he said loudly. "Amelia look at me, nothing was ever your fault, you couldnt have save the baby, hun... I'm sorry" he said in an upsetting voice. She cried into his shoulder more, before answering him. "First Matt and now this, and I ... Things are happening too fast, Jeff." She whispered. "I know, baby. I Know, but we cant let Matt slow everything down. He's gone now". Jeff found it hard to accept the words that were coming out of his mouth. "Matt wouldnt have wanted to see you this way, alright?" he said, then bit his lower lip. "Its alright". He said again. He ran his hands gently up and down her back. "You'll be fine. Well be fine. I promise" @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ The door bell rang. "Coming!" Amy yelled from the kitchen and hurrying to the door. Jeff had already gone to work and wasnt due back for another hour. It was Maria. "Amy!" she said reaching out for a hug. "Baby, are you getting along okay?" she asked with concern in her eyes. "Maria, you came back from a vacation in Cuba to see me?" Amy asked in disbelief. Maria nodded. "I heard from Stacy that you lost the baby". She whispered." I needed to come here to see my best girl". She smiled. Amy hugged her again. "I dont know where I would be without you" she smiled. Maria patted her back, "Its good to see your not in a manic depressive mood, Ames. I didnt know what to expect coming over here" She admitted. Amy nodded her head understandingly. "I know, its been a rough time". Amy was interrupted by another knock on the door. "Come in" she yelled from the couch. "Hey!, Amy, Maria! Back from Cuba!" Stacy yelled, holding Devin in her arms. "Oh!" Maria started "I haven't seen Devin in such a long time!" she said happily, at the smiling toddler. Devin outstretched his arms for Maria, Maria gladly accepted . "Wow, he sure is getting big." She smiled. "How old is he now?" she asked Stacy. "7 months" She smiled. "wow, time has flown, Hey do you girls want to go out for some coffee?" Amy smiled and nodded. She really wanted to get out of the house. Sure Maria smiled, and they were off.
Jeff was already home, when Amy got back. Coffee, turned into a movie, then dinner at Kellys Steakhouse. "Where were you?" Jeff asked channel surfing. "Oh, out with the girls" Amy replied hanging up her coat. "Cool." Jeff said, Turning off the TV. "I Felt really bad about not going up to Cameron to see the starts, Ames" She smiled. "No, its fine really" She said. Jeff shook his head. "NO I wanted to make it up to you" He smiled. Amy laughed, "Sure when?" "Now" Jeff smiled, "I brought the stars to you" He said walking into the bedroom. "Huh?" Amy asked following close behind. Jeff motioned for Amy to sit on the bed, and he turned off the lights. Tons of little glow in the dark stars filled the room. "Jeff!" Amy squealed. "This is soooo sweet" she cooed, kissing him on the cheek. She glared around the starlit room. Jeff sat up against the headboard and Amy leaned against his chest. Jeff rested his head on hers and smiled. They fingers interlocked. "I love you" Jeff whispered. Amy turned around and closed her eyes, Kissing him. "I love you too" She smiled pulling away. @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ Stacy set Devin down for bed, he fell asleep before his little head hit the pillow. She smiled and ran her hand over his head. She tip toed out of the room, she peeked into Adams room, where she saw him sleeping. She shut the door. She sat on her bed, and glanced over at her night table. A Picture stood in a silver heart -shaped frame. Her and Matt on the beach, she smiled at it. She was laughing in the picture, and he had her in his arms, picked up off the ground, their hair sopping wet and clinging to their faces. 5 weeks before Matt died.She sighed, but couldnt be strong anymore. Others thought she had almost gotten past it. She hadnt. She didnt know if she was going to for sure. ((( Song " Still by Brian McKnight))) ** Its Hard to breathe when were apart, youre like sunshine in my heart ** ** I keep you here inside Youve been everything to me, Youve been and always will be ** ** The Apple of my eye Baby, after all weve been through, Im still in love with you.** Her eyes watered, and the picture blurred. She let out a quiet sob. God, she wanted Matt there so badly. She would have done anything to get him back. To see his baby boy, to hold her hand, or tell her that he loved her. She laid down and cradled the picture in her hands. She still loved him, and she always would. ** I know its Hard to believe, youre still the biggest part of me, all Im living for ** ** I still think about you..I still dream about you..I still want you, and need you by my side. Im still mad about you..All I ever wanted was you.youre still the one ** **You're still the one**
Jeff awoke to Amy talking in her sleep. He pushed himself up a little off the pillow to look at her. Her eyebrows were drawn down, close to her eyes. She mumbled loudly, sounding like cries. "Ames...Ames!" he said tapping her shoulder. "Baby? wake up!!" he said loudly. Amys eyes flew open and quickly sat up, making Jeff jump at the sudden move. She shook a little. "Jeff?" she cried out. Jeff grabbed her arm, which was shaking. "Baby, Im right here" he said pulling her back down on the bed with him. He guided her head towards his chest, he wrapped his free arm around her. "Everythings okay" he whispered, stroking her hair. She clung on to him desperately. W"hat happened what were you dreaming about?" he asked in a demanding voice. "I...I" she stuttered. "I could have saved the baby, Jeff I could have. I'm so sorry, I tried I want to... I tried baby, Im so sorry". She cried. "Amelia!" he said loudly. "Amelia look at me, nothing was ever your fault, you couldnt have save the baby, hun... I'm sorry" he said in an upsetting voice. She cried into his shoulder more, before answering him. "First Matt and now this, and I ... Things are happening too fast, Jeff." She whispered. "I know, baby. I Know, but we cant let Matt slow everything down. He's gone now". Jeff found it hard to accept the words that were coming out of his mouth. "Matt wouldnt have wanted to see you this way, alright?" he said, then bit his lower lip. "Its alright". He said again. He ran his hands gently up and down her back. "You'll be fine. Well be fine. I promise" @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ The door bell rang. "Coming!" Amy yelled from the kitchen and hurrying to the door. Jeff had already gone to work and wasnt due back for another hour. It was Maria. "Amy!" she said reaching out for a hug. "Baby, are you getting along okay?" she asked with concern in her eyes. "Maria, you came back from a vacation in Cuba to see me?" Amy asked in disbelief. Maria nodded. "I heard from Stacy that you lost the baby". She whispered." I needed to come here to see my best girl". She smiled. Amy hugged her again. "I dont know where I would be without you" she smiled. Maria patted her back, "Its good to see your not in a manic depressive mood, Ames. I didnt know what to expect coming over here" She admitted. Amy nodded her head understandingly. "I know, its been a rough time". Amy was interrupted by another knock on the door. "Come in" she yelled from the couch. "Hey!, Amy, Maria! Back from Cuba!" Stacy yelled, holding Devin in her arms. "Oh!" Maria started "I haven't seen Devin in such a long time!" she said happily, at the smiling toddler. Devin outstretched his arms for Maria, Maria gladly accepted . "Wow, he sure is getting big." She smiled. "How old is he now?" she asked Stacy. "7 months" She smiled. "wow, time has flown, Hey do you girls want to go out for some coffee?" Amy smiled and nodded. She really wanted to get out of the house. Sure Maria smiled, and they were off.
Jeff was already home, when Amy got back. Coffee, turned into a movie, then dinner at Kellys Steakhouse. "Where were you?" Jeff asked channel surfing. "Oh, out with the girls" Amy replied hanging up her coat. "Cool." Jeff said, Turning off the TV. "I Felt really bad about not going up to Cameron to see the starts, Ames" She smiled. "No, its fine really" She said. Jeff shook his head. "NO I wanted to make it up to you" He smiled. Amy laughed, "Sure when?" "Now" Jeff smiled, "I brought the stars to you" He said walking into the bedroom. "Huh?" Amy asked following close behind. Jeff motioned for Amy to sit on the bed, and he turned off the lights. Tons of little glow in the dark stars filled the room. "Jeff!" Amy squealed. "This is soooo sweet" she cooed, kissing him on the cheek. She glared around the starlit room. Jeff sat up against the headboard and Amy leaned against his chest. Jeff rested his head on hers and smiled. They fingers interlocked. "I love you" Jeff whispered. Amy turned around and closed her eyes, Kissing him. "I love you too" She smiled pulling away. @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ Stacy set Devin down for bed, he fell asleep before his little head hit the pillow. She smiled and ran her hand over his head. She tip toed out of the room, she peeked into Adams room, where she saw him sleeping. She shut the door. She sat on her bed, and glanced over at her night table. A Picture stood in a silver heart -shaped frame. Her and Matt on the beach, she smiled at it. She was laughing in the picture, and he had her in his arms, picked up off the ground, their hair sopping wet and clinging to their faces. 5 weeks before Matt died.She sighed, but couldnt be strong anymore. Others thought she had almost gotten past it. She hadnt. She didnt know if she was going to for sure. ((( Song " Still by Brian McKnight))) ** Its Hard to breathe when were apart, youre like sunshine in my heart ** ** I keep you here inside Youve been everything to me, Youve been and always will be ** ** The Apple of my eye Baby, after all weve been through, Im still in love with you.** Her eyes watered, and the picture blurred. She let out a quiet sob. God, she wanted Matt there so badly. She would have done anything to get him back. To see his baby boy, to hold her hand, or tell her that he loved her. She laid down and cradled the picture in her hands. She still loved him, and she always would. ** I know its Hard to believe, youre still the biggest part of me, all Im living for ** ** I still think about you..I still dream about you..I still want you, and need you by my side. Im still mad about you..All I ever wanted was you.youre still the one ** **You're still the one**