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...but she walked in front of me again. "I was thinking that you never did get to show me yours"
What was she thinking? "I thought we settled that" I was cool and calm as I spoke. She shook her head with a smile and pulled me into the room. "Lily, I don't think"
"That's right don't think" she pushed me on the bed and jumped on the bed next to me. "What are you afraid of?" she had her head cocked to the side with an unreadable expression on her face. I know better to fight with her I would never win, if I told her I wasn't afraid so I decided to show her.
"You think I'm afraid the all mighty James" I grabbed her around the middle and pulled her under me inches from my face "I'm not afraid" but then I realized I was "I'm not afraid of what I'm doing I'm afraid to get hurt by the person I'm doing it with." She was breathing fast; I could feel her chest under mine. Her breathe was warm and moist against my cheek as I put my head down on her shoulder. She kissed my neck with her soft lips.
"Don't be my dear James fore I have the same fear" she pulled me into a hug "We have to take the risk to see if it's a risk worth taking" I let out a chuckle because she seemed not to get what she said but yet she said it with such feeling. I picked my head up to see her always smiling face. This time I was going to make the move I bent down pressing my lips to hers. The taste of her lips was sweet, and the feel was warm. I felt my self on that all so foamier spin again and I finally for once in a long time felt whole. I deepened the kiss, wanting to become one with her, but I could not, not tonight, not till we became truly one person. Her finger where in my hair twirling it, I pulled away for breath to she Lily's tired eyes and parted lips.
"Sleep mi love" I whispered into her ear. Letting her curl up in my arms, so that her head was buried in my chest and her fingers where now twirling my shirt. I kissed her forehead gentle then started to play with her long locks of hair, till I could no longer keep my eyes open. I woke to a raw of laughter opening my eyes I saw Sirius and Remus standing over me. I looked over to Lily, whose face was beat red, she smiled sheepishly then turned her head into my side, breathing deeply. "Where did you come from?"
"Does it matter, I see you guys are having fun" Sirius rolled his eyes and batted his eyelashes and I felt Lily trying to disappear inside of me.
"Yes it matters" but all they did was give me a funny look, then Sirius jumped over Lily and me. Remus shook his head and set at the end of the bed. "So, Lily this bring back any memory." Sirius started to tickle her.
"Yes" she screamed with laughter "Help"
"Help your ggggrrilffriend Jamsy boy" Sirius was smiling evilly.
"AH" I screamed lunging at Sirius. Sending him and me tumbling off the bed to the floor.
When we finally managed to stand Lily and Remus were, shacking there heads, trying not to grin.
"Doesn't your knight and shinning armor get a kiss for saving you" I said this with a frown to Lily as she stood to leave.
"I need to have some words with my knight and shining armor before I let him steal a kiss." She smiled and disappeared down the hall.
I felt two hands on either side of my shoulders "I told you" Sirius said with a smile.
"You got her James don't lose her again" Remus looked at me sternly. "We'll go and leave you two to patch things up. I nodded giving each of them a brotherly hug as they left. I planned to have a nice dinner with Lily, so we could talk. Well so she could grill me and I could answer.
But dinner never came that night. I walked up stairs to find Lily but what I found was something that horrified me. Lily my Lily was in the hands of the dark lord. Three of his followers held her one around the middle, another held her from screaming and the other was tying her kicking feet. I saw her eyes filled with fear as I was grabbed. I kicked, yelled, bite, punch but nothing worked they had me tied up. "James my boy what a pleasure to finally meet you in person" Voldemort said with a clean voice and an evil smile. He motioned for his followers to follow him and they did dragging us along. He stopped in front of the fire place in my father's room. "It was such a pleasure killing your father" He looked down at me then turned to Lily, hitting her so hard in the back of the head she lost conciseness. A growl escaped me as I throw me head back and fell back on one of the man that held me. "You idiot get up on your feet" the dark lord was enraged. I was pulled to my feet and kneed in the back by the man I fell on. "James, there is no use fighting it will not work" his nostrils flared as he hit me in the back of the head but I didn't lose conciseness so I was hit again and again till my world finally went black around me.
My head was pounding when I opened my eyes. The room was dark only lit by a
single torch on the wall. I could see black figures but could not make them out. I looked down to see I was tied in a metal chair that had been nailed to the floor.
"James" I heard Lily's voice yell.
"Lil's" I yelled into the darkness.
"Shut up you feind" Someone shouted in my ear before I was hit hard across the face. I heard a charm mumbled and the room came alive with light. At first I could not see, but then I could see everything. It was a large room with four guards one at every corner. I heard foot steps behind me. Then a hand on my shoulder "I shall let you see your life come apart before I kill you it will not be quick, it will be long and painful." I sneered with raged. As the dark lord came into my view. "Leave and bring them to me" all the guards turned and left. Then two hooded man came in holding Lily. "Do what you want but don't kill the boy" the dark lord turned and left slamming the door behind him.
"This shall be fun" the tallest of the two said in a slimy voice. He walked up to me pulling his hood from his face and I saw that it was Franck Kickles. "Jamesy boy this will be fun"
"Bastard" I said to his face staring him down. He took something from his pocket; witch I soon saw was a chain and wrapped it around his fist.
"Let's play" he kicked me hard in the stomach and I felt my rib crack. Then he punched me hard in the jaw making the skin split on contact.
"James" Lily cried but she was soon silenced with a hard slap to the face.
"Don't touch her" I was growling like a wolf, ready to pounce.
Frank grabbed her from the other mans hands and pulled her to him. Lily was frantically twisting her wrist trying to get out of her restraints. "How beautiful" he kissed her tear stained face. Throwing her head forwarded she bite him. "Bitch" he yelled kicking her to the floor. He pulled his wand from his cloak and yelled "Bindous." I know the meaning of the spell it made you concuss of everything but you couldn't move. I couldn't sit here and watch this, I had to do something. I had to concentrate, I closed my eyes to think and a plan started to come into view. When my head was pulled back, I opened my eyes to see frank on top of Lily. "Watch James for this will only happen once" He pulled at her robes ripping them open then he started on her shirt tarring it open with ease. He kissed her lips with violence. Concentrate James I told my self I closed my eyes again. Find your magic James and I did I started to mumble spells under my breath and my restraints soon came undone. All I saw was red I lunged at Frank; I couldn't stop my self from hitting him. I was finally pulled from him by his stupid short friend.
"Lil's fight" I yelled to her, the spell could be broken if you fought it. "Let go of me you little..." but I stopped braking free of his grip. He pulled his wand out but he was to slow I grabbed it from him and stunned him. A blow came from behind sending me to the floor; I could feel the cool blood running down the nap of my neck. Frank yelled in pain then I felt someone fall on top of me. Realizing it was Frank, I kicked him off of me rising to meet Lil's gaze. She held her robes tight around her as she dropped the chain she held. I bent down and picked up franks fallen wand stunning him with it. I locked the door with a quick charm. "Lil's are you ok?" I asked with a broken voice. She nodded and walked into my arms. I hugged her tight, but there was no time to spear. I flicked the wand saying my bosses name, it did not responded at first but soon his face appeared.
"James" my boss said shocked.
"Sir, We have been kidnapped you most get us out" I was quick knowing there was not much time.
"Just appropate" he said as if I where stupid.
"I can't, I've tried, and there must be a spell block on this place. You have to get the council together and get me out."
"That takes time" he was annoyed.
"Does it look like I have time? I'm in the middle of the dark lords lire. Get us out!" my eyes flared with anger.
He answered with annoyance and anger "I can not and will not."
"You're just going to let us die. That's nice, I'll find another way out but when I get out, I'm coming for you" I throw the wand across the floor in frustration. Lily's grip tightened around me. I kissed her forehead feeling pain though my body but I pushed it aside. I stood there with her in my arms thinking, when an idea came to me. "Lil's you're not going to like this idea but I think it will work." She nodded and I continued "I'll take franks robes and portend to be him. I'll do a simple spell . and take his voice but cover my face. Then. I can take you as a prisoner, say I left this guy here to finish me off and. that I wanted to finish you else where." She decide it was a good idea and we got to work, with in ten minutes we where ready to leave. I put back on Lily's restraints, kissing her one last time. Then I made sure my hood covered my face completely and when it did I unlocked the door and walked out into the hall. I shut it quickly behind me. As I started to make my way down the hall two men approached me. I snarled and spoke in franks slimy voice "move."
"And what do you think your doing?" One of them asked
"What does it look like? I'm taking her to my bed to finish her." I jerked Lily violently.
"Master told you not to leave the new one alone with James"
"He can handle it, I want to see what he is capable of so do not bother him or it will be your life" I growled at the end of my sentences making the man back away.
"As you wish but I want some of her when your done" he reach out grabbing Lily "He's going to seem gentle compared to what I'm going to give you, So think of him as a blessing" he released her and I walked away dragging her with me. I made it all the way to the outside of the large lire without a problem but now it was time for us to run and I did not have it in me. I took off Lily's restraints then doubled over, my stomach hurt and it was becoming hard to breath. Spots also started to appear in my vision. We had to walk and near the end of a half an hour Lily was all but carrying me.
"James come on lets go" she said pulling me along.
"I can't" my knees soon just gave out and I fell to the ground. Which hurt more then the blow that caused the injures.
"James try please" she was now on the ground with me stroking my forehead. "Try anything can you approcrate now, we most be far enough away." I could barely hear her.
"James" she yelled pushing me up into a seated position. "Try right know, your not aloud to give up" she was looking straight into my eyes with her brilliant green ones and I just had to try one more time. She slowly helped me to my feet. Holding me close to her, I had to concentrate on where I wanted to go and I thought of the only safe place to go. My eyes shut and the next thing I felt was a hard floor as I fell.
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...but she walked in front of me again. "I was thinking that you never did get to show me yours"
What was she thinking? "I thought we settled that" I was cool and calm as I spoke. She shook her head with a smile and pulled me into the room. "Lily, I don't think"
"That's right don't think" she pushed me on the bed and jumped on the bed next to me. "What are you afraid of?" she had her head cocked to the side with an unreadable expression on her face. I know better to fight with her I would never win, if I told her I wasn't afraid so I decided to show her.
"You think I'm afraid the all mighty James" I grabbed her around the middle and pulled her under me inches from my face "I'm not afraid" but then I realized I was "I'm not afraid of what I'm doing I'm afraid to get hurt by the person I'm doing it with." She was breathing fast; I could feel her chest under mine. Her breathe was warm and moist against my cheek as I put my head down on her shoulder. She kissed my neck with her soft lips.
"Don't be my dear James fore I have the same fear" she pulled me into a hug "We have to take the risk to see if it's a risk worth taking" I let out a chuckle because she seemed not to get what she said but yet she said it with such feeling. I picked my head up to see her always smiling face. This time I was going to make the move I bent down pressing my lips to hers. The taste of her lips was sweet, and the feel was warm. I felt my self on that all so foamier spin again and I finally for once in a long time felt whole. I deepened the kiss, wanting to become one with her, but I could not, not tonight, not till we became truly one person. Her finger where in my hair twirling it, I pulled away for breath to she Lily's tired eyes and parted lips.
"Sleep mi love" I whispered into her ear. Letting her curl up in my arms, so that her head was buried in my chest and her fingers where now twirling my shirt. I kissed her forehead gentle then started to play with her long locks of hair, till I could no longer keep my eyes open. I woke to a raw of laughter opening my eyes I saw Sirius and Remus standing over me. I looked over to Lily, whose face was beat red, she smiled sheepishly then turned her head into my side, breathing deeply. "Where did you come from?"
"Does it matter, I see you guys are having fun" Sirius rolled his eyes and batted his eyelashes and I felt Lily trying to disappear inside of me.
"Yes it matters" but all they did was give me a funny look, then Sirius jumped over Lily and me. Remus shook his head and set at the end of the bed. "So, Lily this bring back any memory." Sirius started to tickle her.
"Yes" she screamed with laughter "Help"
"Help your ggggrrilffriend Jamsy boy" Sirius was smiling evilly.
"AH" I screamed lunging at Sirius. Sending him and me tumbling off the bed to the floor.
When we finally managed to stand Lily and Remus were, shacking there heads, trying not to grin.
"Doesn't your knight and shinning armor get a kiss for saving you" I said this with a frown to Lily as she stood to leave.
"I need to have some words with my knight and shining armor before I let him steal a kiss." She smiled and disappeared down the hall.
I felt two hands on either side of my shoulders "I told you" Sirius said with a smile.
"You got her James don't lose her again" Remus looked at me sternly. "We'll go and leave you two to patch things up. I nodded giving each of them a brotherly hug as they left. I planned to have a nice dinner with Lily, so we could talk. Well so she could grill me and I could answer.
But dinner never came that night. I walked up stairs to find Lily but what I found was something that horrified me. Lily my Lily was in the hands of the dark lord. Three of his followers held her one around the middle, another held her from screaming and the other was tying her kicking feet. I saw her eyes filled with fear as I was grabbed. I kicked, yelled, bite, punch but nothing worked they had me tied up. "James my boy what a pleasure to finally meet you in person" Voldemort said with a clean voice and an evil smile. He motioned for his followers to follow him and they did dragging us along. He stopped in front of the fire place in my father's room. "It was such a pleasure killing your father" He looked down at me then turned to Lily, hitting her so hard in the back of the head she lost conciseness. A growl escaped me as I throw me head back and fell back on one of the man that held me. "You idiot get up on your feet" the dark lord was enraged. I was pulled to my feet and kneed in the back by the man I fell on. "James, there is no use fighting it will not work" his nostrils flared as he hit me in the back of the head but I didn't lose conciseness so I was hit again and again till my world finally went black around me.
My head was pounding when I opened my eyes. The room was dark only lit by a
single torch on the wall. I could see black figures but could not make them out. I looked down to see I was tied in a metal chair that had been nailed to the floor.
"James" I heard Lily's voice yell.
"Lil's" I yelled into the darkness.
"Shut up you feind" Someone shouted in my ear before I was hit hard across the face. I heard a charm mumbled and the room came alive with light. At first I could not see, but then I could see everything. It was a large room with four guards one at every corner. I heard foot steps behind me. Then a hand on my shoulder "I shall let you see your life come apart before I kill you it will not be quick, it will be long and painful." I sneered with raged. As the dark lord came into my view. "Leave and bring them to me" all the guards turned and left. Then two hooded man came in holding Lily. "Do what you want but don't kill the boy" the dark lord turned and left slamming the door behind him.
"This shall be fun" the tallest of the two said in a slimy voice. He walked up to me pulling his hood from his face and I saw that it was Franck Kickles. "Jamesy boy this will be fun"
"Bastard" I said to his face staring him down. He took something from his pocket; witch I soon saw was a chain and wrapped it around his fist.
"Let's play" he kicked me hard in the stomach and I felt my rib crack. Then he punched me hard in the jaw making the skin split on contact.
"James" Lily cried but she was soon silenced with a hard slap to the face.
"Don't touch her" I was growling like a wolf, ready to pounce.
Frank grabbed her from the other mans hands and pulled her to him. Lily was frantically twisting her wrist trying to get out of her restraints. "How beautiful" he kissed her tear stained face. Throwing her head forwarded she bite him. "Bitch" he yelled kicking her to the floor. He pulled his wand from his cloak and yelled "Bindous." I know the meaning of the spell it made you concuss of everything but you couldn't move. I couldn't sit here and watch this, I had to do something. I had to concentrate, I closed my eyes to think and a plan started to come into view. When my head was pulled back, I opened my eyes to see frank on top of Lily. "Watch James for this will only happen once" He pulled at her robes ripping them open then he started on her shirt tarring it open with ease. He kissed her lips with violence. Concentrate James I told my self I closed my eyes again. Find your magic James and I did I started to mumble spells under my breath and my restraints soon came undone. All I saw was red I lunged at Frank; I couldn't stop my self from hitting him. I was finally pulled from him by his stupid short friend.
"Lil's fight" I yelled to her, the spell could be broken if you fought it. "Let go of me you little..." but I stopped braking free of his grip. He pulled his wand out but he was to slow I grabbed it from him and stunned him. A blow came from behind sending me to the floor; I could feel the cool blood running down the nap of my neck. Frank yelled in pain then I felt someone fall on top of me. Realizing it was Frank, I kicked him off of me rising to meet Lil's gaze. She held her robes tight around her as she dropped the chain she held. I bent down and picked up franks fallen wand stunning him with it. I locked the door with a quick charm. "Lil's are you ok?" I asked with a broken voice. She nodded and walked into my arms. I hugged her tight, but there was no time to spear. I flicked the wand saying my bosses name, it did not responded at first but soon his face appeared.
"James" my boss said shocked.
"Sir, We have been kidnapped you most get us out" I was quick knowing there was not much time.
"Just appropate" he said as if I where stupid.
"I can't, I've tried, and there must be a spell block on this place. You have to get the council together and get me out."
"That takes time" he was annoyed.
"Does it look like I have time? I'm in the middle of the dark lords lire. Get us out!" my eyes flared with anger.
He answered with annoyance and anger "I can not and will not."
"You're just going to let us die. That's nice, I'll find another way out but when I get out, I'm coming for you" I throw the wand across the floor in frustration. Lily's grip tightened around me. I kissed her forehead feeling pain though my body but I pushed it aside. I stood there with her in my arms thinking, when an idea came to me. "Lil's you're not going to like this idea but I think it will work." She nodded and I continued "I'll take franks robes and portend to be him. I'll do a simple spell . and take his voice but cover my face. Then. I can take you as a prisoner, say I left this guy here to finish me off and. that I wanted to finish you else where." She decide it was a good idea and we got to work, with in ten minutes we where ready to leave. I put back on Lily's restraints, kissing her one last time. Then I made sure my hood covered my face completely and when it did I unlocked the door and walked out into the hall. I shut it quickly behind me. As I started to make my way down the hall two men approached me. I snarled and spoke in franks slimy voice "move."
"And what do you think your doing?" One of them asked
"What does it look like? I'm taking her to my bed to finish her." I jerked Lily violently.
"Master told you not to leave the new one alone with James"
"He can handle it, I want to see what he is capable of so do not bother him or it will be your life" I growled at the end of my sentences making the man back away.
"As you wish but I want some of her when your done" he reach out grabbing Lily "He's going to seem gentle compared to what I'm going to give you, So think of him as a blessing" he released her and I walked away dragging her with me. I made it all the way to the outside of the large lire without a problem but now it was time for us to run and I did not have it in me. I took off Lily's restraints then doubled over, my stomach hurt and it was becoming hard to breath. Spots also started to appear in my vision. We had to walk and near the end of a half an hour Lily was all but carrying me.
"James come on lets go" she said pulling me along.
"I can't" my knees soon just gave out and I fell to the ground. Which hurt more then the blow that caused the injures.
"James try please" she was now on the ground with me stroking my forehead. "Try anything can you approcrate now, we most be far enough away." I could barely hear her.
"James" she yelled pushing me up into a seated position. "Try right know, your not aloud to give up" she was looking straight into my eyes with her brilliant green ones and I just had to try one more time. She slowly helped me to my feet. Holding me close to her, I had to concentrate on where I wanted to go and I thought of the only safe place to go. My eyes shut and the next thing I felt was a hard floor as I fell.