1 Her cold blue eyes
A/N: It's me again! Just saying, I know this is when Serena is 17, and she should be Eternal Sailor Moon, but I don't know a lot about that season, *grumble* stupid channel wont put Sailor Moon on anymore, *grumble* Anyway, I decided that with her new 'look,' Serena should get a new outfit as Sailor Moon too! And some new attacks!
Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon, if I did, I would put my friend Miri on the team as the lead artist because she is amazing! And I would put this fic up as a season!!!!
*Two days later:*
Darian sat down on Madeline's couch while she finished getting ready, they were going to dinner, some fancy French restaurant that he had trouble pronouncing, oh well, Madeline wanted to go. His thoughts strayed to that day; he couldn't believe what Serena looked like now! She was beautiful! Well, she was always beautiful, but now…it was amazing! She had changed so much in such a short time. It wasn't just her hair, her clothes, or that awesome body she had kept hidden under peasant skirts and long sleeved shirts….Darian snap out of it! He mentally hit himself. You're dating Madeline now, she's grown up, dignified, she can take it if you can't see her once in awhile, or if you're not always there. He stood up and started to pace, you have to get a hold of your self! You can't start thinking of Serena now, not the way she looked at you, the way she felt in your arms, the way she….what am I doing?! But he couldn't help but think of the difference there was between the Serena he had held in his arms and the Serena he saw two days ago. Her eyes were so hard, like glass. And so cold, he almost shivered when he looked into them. She wore tight fitting jeans and an even tighter fitting top and all he remembered was thinking 'What have I done to her?' Where was the care free, even ditzy Serena he knew and loved? This Serena was bitter, angry and well, bitchy. He felt stupid around her, something he could easily say that he never did before. She was so angry with him, he ruined their entire relationship, their entire future, just for one kiss. What was he thinking?
"Darian?" Madeline's calm voice broke into his thoughts; "Can you do up my dress?"
She turned her back to him, and fiddled with an earring. He slid the zipper up and mentally he pictured doing the same thing to Serena. He groaned.
"What is it Darian?" Madeline turned around and wrapped her arms around his neck; "Do you want to skip dinner?" She murmured provocatively, she pressed her lips to his.
Darian tried to focus on the kiss, the way that Madeline took charge had always excited him before, now he could only think of how Serena had just melted into him, letting him take control. He backed up and broke out of her embrace.
"Madeline, we need to talk." He said, sitting on the couch.
"You, you what?" Madeline could barely speak.
"I'm sorry, but I just can't do this anymore. I've realized that I need to…"
"This is about that Serena character right? The one you cheated on to be with me?"
Darian put his head in his hands, "Yes."
"You told me that you broke up with her because she wasn't mature enough for you, because you were sick of, and I quote, 'baby-sitting.'"
"I know."
"Then why the hell are you breaking up with me after one friggin' week?"
"I don't know, but, I need her, I just realized it."
"You big asshole!" Madeline got up and stormed around her apartment, "How dare you mislead me into thinking that….. that you were serious about me!" She picked up a vase full of roses that he had given her when they had started dating, "Here are your fucking roses back you bastard!" She screamed and threw the vase at his head, Darian ducked and the glass shattered against the wall behind him. "Now get the fuck out of my apartment!"
"Madeline, can't we just talk about this like two rational.."
"I'll show you rational!" She picked up a picture frame and threw it at him. Darian ran out of the door just in time.
About the time that Darian narrowly escaped two concussions, Serena was getting ready for her date with David. He had called yesterday; they were going to go to a movie and pizza. She sang to herself as she dressed.
1.1 "Falling in love with love is falling for make believe
Falling in love with love is playing the fool!
Caring too much is such a juvenile fancy,
Leaning to trust is just for children in school."
A/N: If you don't know that song, it's from Cinderella, the one with Brandy, I thought it would be perfect for Serena's new cynical attitude.
She put on some new jeans and a dark purple halter-top. She put some make up on, she still wasn't too good at that, and at the last minute, put on her brand new jacket, a black one that made her feel sexy, but not too sexy. She didn't want David to get any ideas. In her room she noticed that the daisy Pan had given her still hadn't withered. Strange. She found herself thinking of his silver hair and foggy eyes. He was so extremely gorgeous! She pictured him in her head and to her distaste the picture faded to be replaced by one of a handsome man with black hair and intense eyes. One who would hold her when she was sad, and would make her feel better just by kissing the socks off of her. She shook her head to get rid of the image, she was not supposed to be thinking of him, he dumped her. And who cares, she was better off because of it! It didn't matter that every time she thought of him, it hurt.
Still humming along with the music, she heard the doorbell ring, she ran down to get it, then calmed herself down. She didn't want to seem eager. She opened the door, silently thanking God that her parents and Sammy decided to go out for dinner. She put a smile on her face, hoping to dazzle.
She did, just the wrong guy.
Darian stood there, his hair just as dark as she pictured, the eyes even more intense. She blushed under his scrutiny, then remembered how she was supposed to act.
"Darian, why the hell are you here?" Whoops, too mean, cold and distant, cold and distant.
"Serena, can I talk to you?" Darian entered the house, uninvited.
"Sure, come on in." Serena said to air as she shut the door. "Darian, I can't talk now, I have a..." She relished the word, "Date."
Darian felt his heart clench; "You're dating already?"
Serena gave him a mocking little smile, "Why not? You are."
"Actually, that's what I'm here to talk to you about, Madeline and I broke up."
"Really, and how does that affect me." The big jerk! Does he think he can just come waltzing back into my life without warning?
"Serena, I made a mistake, I need you, I realize that now." God, does she have to look so beautiful? I'm making a fool out of myself, I know it!
"Do you now, how nice of you to tell me that, good bye." He needs me? He needs me? That sure wasn't occurring to him when he was locking lips with his girlfriend, ex-girlfriend I should say.
"Serena…."
"Darian, there isn't anything you can say that will make me forgive you." She gestured to the door, go on, go. Please go before I fall into your arms.
She heard him mutter, "No, but there is something I can do."
"What was that……!?"
Darian had covered her mouth with his.
Oh my, Serena thought hazily, he still can kiss that's for sure, mmm….feels so nice, why don't I give him another chance, I've done it before…….!?
Memories of her before Darian shattered her heart came to her, having a klutz attack and wiping out. Coming in late everyday to school. Winning battles on luck alone because there was no way she could have won them any other way. Having friends and enemies alike ridicule her because she was such a pig and so immature. There was no way that would happen again. Not if she had anything to do with it!
She shoved Darian away and looked at him with hurt filled eyes. "Darian, don't."
"Serena, I love you, don't you realize that?" Darian pleaded with her.
She looked away, then back at him; her voice was full of emotion, the most she had since the day that she threw her locket into the sea.
"I know what love is, I know how it feels." She started.
It scares me, and terrifies me, and makes me so deliriously happy that I can't see straight.
I won't have my parent's marriage; I won't have less than perfect. I refuse to love someone only halfway.
Even if it means that I have to spend the rest of my life alone, I will not take a imperfect love." She looked at him, her eyes pleading with him to understand.
"I want perfect, I need perfect, and I thought I had found it with you.
You destroyed that. You tarnished it.
When you cheated on me, you ended it." Her voice cracked, and she strove for control.
"In my mind, what you did, was against the law. Hurting someone that much should be against the law.
And cheating hurts them. It kills a little part in them and you can't get that back, not with flowers, not with candy, not with words proclaiming your undying love." She looked at him with unshed tears.
"There is always going to be a part of me that is dead because of what you did. You ruined the trust that we had; the future that was in our grasp has melted away.
If I forgive you, I'll just be opening myself up for more hurt, and I can't do that.
I'm sorry, but I can't."
The doorbell rang; Serena wiped her eyes and opened the door with a smile.
"Hello David." She said.
"Hey, Serena, wow, you look great!" David held out a hand, "You ready to go?"
She took one last look at Darian, who looked, defeated. "Yes."
"Who is that guy?" Darian heard as they walked away.
"Someone I once knew." She replied.
A/N: Okay, I've got to keep control, got….to….keep….control…….WAHHH!!!! I made myself cry with this chapter! Of course, I was also listening to Lord of the Rings music and it always gets to me. Mmmmmm Legolas. Okay, that makes me feel better.
Anyway, don't worry, Serena and Darian get together in the end, I'll make sure of that! But there is going to be a lot going on between now and the time they do! Look for Pan in the next chapter, he'll be popping up all over the place, I love that guy!
Read and Review!
A/N: It's me again! Just saying, I know this is when Serena is 17, and she should be Eternal Sailor Moon, but I don't know a lot about that season, *grumble* stupid channel wont put Sailor Moon on anymore, *grumble* Anyway, I decided that with her new 'look,' Serena should get a new outfit as Sailor Moon too! And some new attacks!
Disclaimer: I don't own Sailor Moon, if I did, I would put my friend Miri on the team as the lead artist because she is amazing! And I would put this fic up as a season!!!!
*Two days later:*
Darian sat down on Madeline's couch while she finished getting ready, they were going to dinner, some fancy French restaurant that he had trouble pronouncing, oh well, Madeline wanted to go. His thoughts strayed to that day; he couldn't believe what Serena looked like now! She was beautiful! Well, she was always beautiful, but now…it was amazing! She had changed so much in such a short time. It wasn't just her hair, her clothes, or that awesome body she had kept hidden under peasant skirts and long sleeved shirts….Darian snap out of it! He mentally hit himself. You're dating Madeline now, she's grown up, dignified, she can take it if you can't see her once in awhile, or if you're not always there. He stood up and started to pace, you have to get a hold of your self! You can't start thinking of Serena now, not the way she looked at you, the way she felt in your arms, the way she….what am I doing?! But he couldn't help but think of the difference there was between the Serena he had held in his arms and the Serena he saw two days ago. Her eyes were so hard, like glass. And so cold, he almost shivered when he looked into them. She wore tight fitting jeans and an even tighter fitting top and all he remembered was thinking 'What have I done to her?' Where was the care free, even ditzy Serena he knew and loved? This Serena was bitter, angry and well, bitchy. He felt stupid around her, something he could easily say that he never did before. She was so angry with him, he ruined their entire relationship, their entire future, just for one kiss. What was he thinking?
"Darian?" Madeline's calm voice broke into his thoughts; "Can you do up my dress?"
She turned her back to him, and fiddled with an earring. He slid the zipper up and mentally he pictured doing the same thing to Serena. He groaned.
"What is it Darian?" Madeline turned around and wrapped her arms around his neck; "Do you want to skip dinner?" She murmured provocatively, she pressed her lips to his.
Darian tried to focus on the kiss, the way that Madeline took charge had always excited him before, now he could only think of how Serena had just melted into him, letting him take control. He backed up and broke out of her embrace.
"Madeline, we need to talk." He said, sitting on the couch.
"You, you what?" Madeline could barely speak.
"I'm sorry, but I just can't do this anymore. I've realized that I need to…"
"This is about that Serena character right? The one you cheated on to be with me?"
Darian put his head in his hands, "Yes."
"You told me that you broke up with her because she wasn't mature enough for you, because you were sick of, and I quote, 'baby-sitting.'"
"I know."
"Then why the hell are you breaking up with me after one friggin' week?"
"I don't know, but, I need her, I just realized it."
"You big asshole!" Madeline got up and stormed around her apartment, "How dare you mislead me into thinking that….. that you were serious about me!" She picked up a vase full of roses that he had given her when they had started dating, "Here are your fucking roses back you bastard!" She screamed and threw the vase at his head, Darian ducked and the glass shattered against the wall behind him. "Now get the fuck out of my apartment!"
"Madeline, can't we just talk about this like two rational.."
"I'll show you rational!" She picked up a picture frame and threw it at him. Darian ran out of the door just in time.
About the time that Darian narrowly escaped two concussions, Serena was getting ready for her date with David. He had called yesterday; they were going to go to a movie and pizza. She sang to herself as she dressed.
1.1 "Falling in love with love is falling for make believe
Falling in love with love is playing the fool!
Caring too much is such a juvenile fancy,
Leaning to trust is just for children in school."
A/N: If you don't know that song, it's from Cinderella, the one with Brandy, I thought it would be perfect for Serena's new cynical attitude.
She put on some new jeans and a dark purple halter-top. She put some make up on, she still wasn't too good at that, and at the last minute, put on her brand new jacket, a black one that made her feel sexy, but not too sexy. She didn't want David to get any ideas. In her room she noticed that the daisy Pan had given her still hadn't withered. Strange. She found herself thinking of his silver hair and foggy eyes. He was so extremely gorgeous! She pictured him in her head and to her distaste the picture faded to be replaced by one of a handsome man with black hair and intense eyes. One who would hold her when she was sad, and would make her feel better just by kissing the socks off of her. She shook her head to get rid of the image, she was not supposed to be thinking of him, he dumped her. And who cares, she was better off because of it! It didn't matter that every time she thought of him, it hurt.
Still humming along with the music, she heard the doorbell ring, she ran down to get it, then calmed herself down. She didn't want to seem eager. She opened the door, silently thanking God that her parents and Sammy decided to go out for dinner. She put a smile on her face, hoping to dazzle.
She did, just the wrong guy.
Darian stood there, his hair just as dark as she pictured, the eyes even more intense. She blushed under his scrutiny, then remembered how she was supposed to act.
"Darian, why the hell are you here?" Whoops, too mean, cold and distant, cold and distant.
"Serena, can I talk to you?" Darian entered the house, uninvited.
"Sure, come on in." Serena said to air as she shut the door. "Darian, I can't talk now, I have a..." She relished the word, "Date."
Darian felt his heart clench; "You're dating already?"
Serena gave him a mocking little smile, "Why not? You are."
"Actually, that's what I'm here to talk to you about, Madeline and I broke up."
"Really, and how does that affect me." The big jerk! Does he think he can just come waltzing back into my life without warning?
"Serena, I made a mistake, I need you, I realize that now." God, does she have to look so beautiful? I'm making a fool out of myself, I know it!
"Do you now, how nice of you to tell me that, good bye." He needs me? He needs me? That sure wasn't occurring to him when he was locking lips with his girlfriend, ex-girlfriend I should say.
"Serena…."
"Darian, there isn't anything you can say that will make me forgive you." She gestured to the door, go on, go. Please go before I fall into your arms.
She heard him mutter, "No, but there is something I can do."
"What was that……!?"
Darian had covered her mouth with his.
Oh my, Serena thought hazily, he still can kiss that's for sure, mmm….feels so nice, why don't I give him another chance, I've done it before…….!?
Memories of her before Darian shattered her heart came to her, having a klutz attack and wiping out. Coming in late everyday to school. Winning battles on luck alone because there was no way she could have won them any other way. Having friends and enemies alike ridicule her because she was such a pig and so immature. There was no way that would happen again. Not if she had anything to do with it!
She shoved Darian away and looked at him with hurt filled eyes. "Darian, don't."
"Serena, I love you, don't you realize that?" Darian pleaded with her.
She looked away, then back at him; her voice was full of emotion, the most she had since the day that she threw her locket into the sea.
"I know what love is, I know how it feels." She started.
It scares me, and terrifies me, and makes me so deliriously happy that I can't see straight.
I won't have my parent's marriage; I won't have less than perfect. I refuse to love someone only halfway.
Even if it means that I have to spend the rest of my life alone, I will not take a imperfect love." She looked at him, her eyes pleading with him to understand.
"I want perfect, I need perfect, and I thought I had found it with you.
You destroyed that. You tarnished it.
When you cheated on me, you ended it." Her voice cracked, and she strove for control.
"In my mind, what you did, was against the law. Hurting someone that much should be against the law.
And cheating hurts them. It kills a little part in them and you can't get that back, not with flowers, not with candy, not with words proclaiming your undying love." She looked at him with unshed tears.
"There is always going to be a part of me that is dead because of what you did. You ruined the trust that we had; the future that was in our grasp has melted away.
If I forgive you, I'll just be opening myself up for more hurt, and I can't do that.
I'm sorry, but I can't."
The doorbell rang; Serena wiped her eyes and opened the door with a smile.
"Hello David." She said.
"Hey, Serena, wow, you look great!" David held out a hand, "You ready to go?"
She took one last look at Darian, who looked, defeated. "Yes."
"Who is that guy?" Darian heard as they walked away.
"Someone I once knew." She replied.
A/N: Okay, I've got to keep control, got….to….keep….control…….WAHHH!!!! I made myself cry with this chapter! Of course, I was also listening to Lord of the Rings music and it always gets to me. Mmmmmm Legolas. Okay, that makes me feel better.
Anyway, don't worry, Serena and Darian get together in the end, I'll make sure of that! But there is going to be a lot going on between now and the time they do! Look for Pan in the next chapter, he'll be popping up all over the place, I love that guy!
Read and Review!