I Can't Believe It
I can't believe it. I've fallen for my best friend. Not only is that weird, that's not even the biggest part of my problems. My best friend happens to be a guy named Ishida Yamato. I love everything about him. His beautiful blue eyes, the way his hair falls around his face, and the way his voice makes my heart skip. Only thing is I can't tell him, his parents and mine probably wouldn't appreciate it. Besides he's in love with Sora. There's no way he'd ever fall in love with me.
Although I wonder if he ever notices that when he's around that's when my smiles get a lot brighter. Heh, I almost actually find this situation slightly funny. Me, Kamiya Taichi, happens to be gay and in love with his best friend. Hell, I still can't believe it very well myself. Oh well it doesn't matter, I'm not gonna tell Yamato that I love him. I can never tell him, cause if I did and he ended up hating me I'd die. Or worse I'd kill myself. So I guess I'll have to become content with loving Yamato from afar.
Even though seeing him happy with Sora hurts like hell. But his happiness, is my happiness. That's all I want for Yamato is to be happy and if it means giving him up, I'll gladly do that. Even if it hurts my heart. But I'll be fine, that's all I can tell myself, is that I'll be fine.