Chapter Five: Firsts
Disclaimer: I forgot this on the others but I do not own anything to do with the Gilmore Girls characters or anything of that matter. All that I own is my thoughts and dreams.
Spoilers: Everything through the season finally. Do NOT read if you don't want to know anything about from here 'till then.
Rating: PG-13 My lame descriptions.
Pairing this chapter: L/L
Helpful information:
Spoilers: Rory's going to some camp for 6 weeks, Luke and Lorelia are fighting. Sookie and Jackson already had their wedding at which Chris found out Sherry was pregnant so he ran back to her and Rory kissed Jess.
From Chapter One: Jess is somewhere that's not here right now. Rory goes to Lukes because she's having a bad day and Lorelai is upset that she's leaving. Luke acts all fatherly and it ends with them playing bagel hockey.
From Chapter Two: Rory and Luke talk about the accident and Lorelai, Rory says it's okay for him to like, like her mom and she doesn't mind. Taylor, Babbett, Miss Patty and Kirk all annoy Luke with questions about Lorelai so he turns things over to Jess and storms out.
From Chapter Three: After storming out of the diner Luke finds himself on Lorelai's front steps. They have a conversation, she rambles, things are back to usual and he realises he was something more.
From Chapter Four: Rory runs into Dean and basically tells him she wants to be with both Dean and Jess. Dean realises he must accept this in order to keep her, so he does.
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As he looked into her eyes he realised he just wanted something more.
He casted his eyes downward and set his water on the table, there was so much he wanted to tell her but he couldn't find the words. He could never find the words. He was just the diner man and she... she was the queen of the town, that was the way it had always been, that was the way it would always be. No matter what the others tried to say, it made no difference what he wanted all that matter was what she wanted.
As he stared into her eyes she felt a chill run through her body, the only other time she had felt a chill was with Chris. Chris was made for her, she once believed that and so had he. Maybe that's why it hurt so much when he choose someone else, or maybe that's why it hurt so little when she watched him walk away. She couldn't tell what had hurt, Luke not being the one with her at the wedding or Chris leaving her, everything in her mind was so confused. She felt a twang of sadness when Luke diverted his eyes, when he looked at her she felt alive, she had missed that the most. Those past weeks had been hell for her, not because of Rory leaving, not because she had to spend time with her mother and not because Chris had left. No, it had been hell because for the first time in a very, very long time she had been with out him.
She took a step nearer to him and allowed her eyes to look him up and down slowly. His hands were hanging loosely at his sides and his head down turned slightly. She slowly brought one of her hands to his, grazing over the back of his hand gently. Turning it over she ran her finger tips over his palm, she felt the electricity spark between them. She wasn't sure what she was doing but it felt so right that she never wanted to stop. The fear in her heart that he would pull away caused her eyes to remain fixed on their hands, which she had now intertwined.
His breath caught in his throat when she touched him, her fingers moving over his hand caused a chill to run through his body. Closing his eyes he focused on breathing. When she intertwined her fingers with his he began to wonder if what everyone else said was indeed true. Maybe he did like her, maybe he even loved her. He took a deep breath and looked up at her only to find her head turned down. He watched her silently, he would have to have been dead not to notice how beautiful she was. But he wasn't sure if he was ready for what being involved with her entailed, he had watched her with other guys and knew that falling for her was dangerous. This made him hesitate.
She inhaled deeply, she could smell him, coffee, hamburgers, breakfast, everything she loved. It was funny, she had never been this scared about anything she had ever done in her life, maybe that showed how important this was. How important he was. She slowly raised her eyes to meet his intense gaze, letting go of his hand she moved hers to his cheek, lightly moving the back of her fingers over the reminiscene of a beard. Her heart was beating so fast she thought it would burst out of her chest at any moment.
He couldn't believe what was happening, his breath had quickened with every new touch. Bringing his hand up to cover hers, he moved them to his mouth and gently kissed each of her finger tips never taking his eyes off hers.
A smile tugged at the corners of her lips as she watched him, her head tilted to one side. It surprised her that he was so gentle. She took a step closer, leaning into him a little she moved her other arm around his neck and removed his cap her smile growing she disentangled her hand from his and ran it through his hair. She felt his arms move to her waist slowly caressing her back through the thin material of her shirt. Running her tongue over her lower lip she pulled his head down to her level and slowly brought her lips towards his. Pausing she looked into his eyes for a moment then, closing her eyes she closed the distance between them. The kiss was slow and sweet, just the way the first should be.
He was the first to pull away, a million sensations running through his body, his eyes still closed he knew he must asked her the question, "Are we making a mistake?" his voice was barely above a whisper.
She opened her eyes and studied him, "I... no." His face seemed to soften as she captured his lips again.
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A/N: Yeah, I know this chapter sucked majorly! I'm no good at imagery, I don't know why I even bother trying. Review and tell me if it's worth continuing or if I should just leave it here. It's all up to you!
Disclaimer: I forgot this on the others but I do not own anything to do with the Gilmore Girls characters or anything of that matter. All that I own is my thoughts and dreams.
Spoilers: Everything through the season finally. Do NOT read if you don't want to know anything about from here 'till then.
Rating: PG-13 My lame descriptions.
Pairing this chapter: L/L
Helpful information:
Spoilers: Rory's going to some camp for 6 weeks, Luke and Lorelia are fighting. Sookie and Jackson already had their wedding at which Chris found out Sherry was pregnant so he ran back to her and Rory kissed Jess.
From Chapter One: Jess is somewhere that's not here right now. Rory goes to Lukes because she's having a bad day and Lorelai is upset that she's leaving. Luke acts all fatherly and it ends with them playing bagel hockey.
From Chapter Two: Rory and Luke talk about the accident and Lorelai, Rory says it's okay for him to like, like her mom and she doesn't mind. Taylor, Babbett, Miss Patty and Kirk all annoy Luke with questions about Lorelai so he turns things over to Jess and storms out.
From Chapter Three: After storming out of the diner Luke finds himself on Lorelai's front steps. They have a conversation, she rambles, things are back to usual and he realises he was something more.
From Chapter Four: Rory runs into Dean and basically tells him she wants to be with both Dean and Jess. Dean realises he must accept this in order to keep her, so he does.
~*~
As he looked into her eyes he realised he just wanted something more.
He casted his eyes downward and set his water on the table, there was so much he wanted to tell her but he couldn't find the words. He could never find the words. He was just the diner man and she... she was the queen of the town, that was the way it had always been, that was the way it would always be. No matter what the others tried to say, it made no difference what he wanted all that matter was what she wanted.
As he stared into her eyes she felt a chill run through her body, the only other time she had felt a chill was with Chris. Chris was made for her, she once believed that and so had he. Maybe that's why it hurt so much when he choose someone else, or maybe that's why it hurt so little when she watched him walk away. She couldn't tell what had hurt, Luke not being the one with her at the wedding or Chris leaving her, everything in her mind was so confused. She felt a twang of sadness when Luke diverted his eyes, when he looked at her she felt alive, she had missed that the most. Those past weeks had been hell for her, not because of Rory leaving, not because she had to spend time with her mother and not because Chris had left. No, it had been hell because for the first time in a very, very long time she had been with out him.
She took a step nearer to him and allowed her eyes to look him up and down slowly. His hands were hanging loosely at his sides and his head down turned slightly. She slowly brought one of her hands to his, grazing over the back of his hand gently. Turning it over she ran her finger tips over his palm, she felt the electricity spark between them. She wasn't sure what she was doing but it felt so right that she never wanted to stop. The fear in her heart that he would pull away caused her eyes to remain fixed on their hands, which she had now intertwined.
His breath caught in his throat when she touched him, her fingers moving over his hand caused a chill to run through his body. Closing his eyes he focused on breathing. When she intertwined her fingers with his he began to wonder if what everyone else said was indeed true. Maybe he did like her, maybe he even loved her. He took a deep breath and looked up at her only to find her head turned down. He watched her silently, he would have to have been dead not to notice how beautiful she was. But he wasn't sure if he was ready for what being involved with her entailed, he had watched her with other guys and knew that falling for her was dangerous. This made him hesitate.
She inhaled deeply, she could smell him, coffee, hamburgers, breakfast, everything she loved. It was funny, she had never been this scared about anything she had ever done in her life, maybe that showed how important this was. How important he was. She slowly raised her eyes to meet his intense gaze, letting go of his hand she moved hers to his cheek, lightly moving the back of her fingers over the reminiscene of a beard. Her heart was beating so fast she thought it would burst out of her chest at any moment.
He couldn't believe what was happening, his breath had quickened with every new touch. Bringing his hand up to cover hers, he moved them to his mouth and gently kissed each of her finger tips never taking his eyes off hers.
A smile tugged at the corners of her lips as she watched him, her head tilted to one side. It surprised her that he was so gentle. She took a step closer, leaning into him a little she moved her other arm around his neck and removed his cap her smile growing she disentangled her hand from his and ran it through his hair. She felt his arms move to her waist slowly caressing her back through the thin material of her shirt. Running her tongue over her lower lip she pulled his head down to her level and slowly brought her lips towards his. Pausing she looked into his eyes for a moment then, closing her eyes she closed the distance between them. The kiss was slow and sweet, just the way the first should be.
He was the first to pull away, a million sensations running through his body, his eyes still closed he knew he must asked her the question, "Are we making a mistake?" his voice was barely above a whisper.
She opened her eyes and studied him, "I... no." His face seemed to soften as she captured his lips again.
~*~
A/N: Yeah, I know this chapter sucked majorly! I'm no good at imagery, I don't know why I even bother trying. Review and tell me if it's worth continuing or if I should just leave it here. It's all up to you!